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TO MANY NO DOUBT HE WILL SEEM TO BE SOMEWHAT BLATANT AND BUMPTIOUS BUT WE PREFER TO REGARD HIM AS BEING SIMPLY BRITISH. MISTER QUILTER IS THE APOSTLE OF THE MIDDLE CLASSES AND WE ARE GLAD TO WELCOME HIS GOSPEL. NOR IS MISTER QUILTER'S MANNER LESS INTERESTING THAN HIS MATTER. HE TELLS US THAT AT THIS FESTIVE SEASON OF THE YEAR WITH CHRISTMAS AND ROAST BEEF LOOMING BEFORE US SIMILES DRAWN FROM EATING AND ITS RESULTS OCCUR MOST READILY TO THE MIND. IN GAINSBOROUGH HE SEES A PLAINNESS ALMOST AMOUNTING TO BRUTALITY WHILE VULGARITY AND SNOBBISHNESS ARE THE CHIEF QUALITIES HE FINDS IN SIR JOSHUA REYNOLDS. HE HAS GRAVE DOUBTS WHETHER SIR FREDERICK LEIGHTON'S WORK IS REALLY GREEK AFTER ALL AND CAN DISCOVER IN IT BUT LITTLE OF ROCKY ITHACA. MISTER POYNTER HOWEVER IS A CART HORSE COMPARED TO THE PRESIDENT AND FREDERICK WALKER WAS A DULL GREEK BECAUSE HE HAD NO SYMPATHY WITH POETRY. LINNELL'S PICTURES ARE A SORT OF UP GUARDS AND AT EM PAINTINGS AND MASON'S EXQUISITE IDYLLS ARE AS NATIONAL AS A JINGO POEM MISTER BIRKET FOSTER'S LANDSCAPES SMILE AT ONE MUCH IN THE SAME WAY THAT MISTER CARKER USED TO FLASH HIS TEETH AND MISTER JOHN COLLIER GIVES HIS SITTER A CHEERFUL SLAP ON THE BACK BEFORE HE SAYS LIKE A SHAMPOOER IN A TURKISH BATH NEXT MAN. MISTER HERKOMER'S ART IS IF NOT A CATCH PENNY ART AT ALL EVENTS A CATCH MANY POUNDS ART AND MISTER W B RICHMOND IS A CLEVER TRIFLER WHO MIGHT DO REALLY GOOD WORK IF HE WOULD EMPLOY HIS TIME IN LEARNING TO PAINT. IT IS OBVIOUSLY UNNECESSARY FOR US TO POINT OUT HOW LUMINOUS THESE CRITICISMS ARE HOW DELICATE IN EXPRESSION. THE REMARKS ON SIR JOSHUA REYNOLDS ALONE EXEMPLIFY THE TRUTH OF SENTENTIA NO NINETEEN FROM A PICTURE WE GAIN BUT LITTLE MORE THAN WE BRING. ON THE GENERAL PRINCIPLES OF ART MISTER QUILTER WRITES WITH EQUAL LUCIDITY. PAINTING HE TELLS US IS OF A DIFFERENT QUALITY TO MATHEMATICS AND FINISH IN ART IS ADDING MORE FACT. AS FOR ETCHINGS THEY ARE OF TWO KINDS BRITISH AND FOREIGN. THE LATTER FAIL IN PROPRIETY. YET REALLY FINE ETCHING IS AS FREE AND EASY AS IS THE CHAT BETWEEN OLD CHUMS AT MIDNIGHT OVER A SMOKING ROOM FIRE. ANY ONE HE POINTS OUT CAN PAINT IN GOOD TONE WHO PAINTS ONLY IN BLACK AND WHITE AND THE GREAT SIGN OF A GOOD DECORATOR IS HIS CAPABILITY OF DOING WITHOUT NEUTRAL TINTS. INDEED ON DECORATION MISTER QUILTER IS ALMOST ELOQUENT. HE LAMENTS MOST BITTERLY THE DIVORCE THAT HAS BEEN MADE BETWEEN DECORATIVE ART AND WHAT WE USUALLY CALL PICTURES MAKES THE CUSTOMARY APPEAL TO THE LAST JUDGMENT AND REMINDS US THAT IN THE GREAT DAYS OF ART MICHAEL ANGELO WAS THE FURNISHING UPHOLSTERER. WITH THE PRESENT TENDENCIES OF DECORATIVE ART IN ENGLAND MISTER QUILTER CONSEQUENTLY HAS BUT LITTLE SYMPATHY AND HE MAKES A GALLANT APPEAL TO THE BRITISH HOUSEHOLDER TO STAND NO MORE NONSENSE. LET THE HONEST FELLOW HE SAYS ON HIS RETURN FROM HIS COUNTING HOUSE TEAR DOWN THE PERSIAN HANGINGS PUT A CHOP ON THE ANATOLIAN PLATE MIX SOME TODDY IN THE VENETIAN GLASS AND CARRY HIS WIFE OFF TO THE NATIONAL GALLERY TO LOOK AT OUR OWN MULREADY. NEAR THE FIRE AND THE ORNAMENTS FRED BROUGHT HOME FROM INDIA ON THE MANTEL BOARD
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IT IS REALLY IMPOSSIBLE NOT TO BE TOUCHED BY SO CHARMING A DESCRIPTION. HOW CULTIVATED THE MIND THAT THUS RAISES LITERATURE TO THE POSITION OF UPHOLSTERY AND PUTS THOUGHT ON A LEVEL WITH THE ANTIMACASSAR. AND FINALLY FOR THE YOUNG WORKERS IN ART MISTER QUILTER HAS LOUD WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT. IN FACT HE IS QUITE SEVERE ON MISTER RUSKIN FOR NOT RECOGNISING THAT A PICTURE SHOULD DENOTE THE FRAILTY OF MAN AND REMARKS WITH PLEASING COURTESY AND FELICITOUS GRACE THAT MANY PHASES OF FEELING. ARE AS MUCH A DEAD LETTER TO THIS GREAT ART TEACHER AS SANSKRIT TO AN ISLINGTON CABMAN. NOR IS MISTER QUILTER ONE OF THOSE WHO FAILS TO PRACTICE WHAT HE PREACHES FAR FROM IT. ONLY UNFORTUNATELY HIS OWN WORK NEVER DOES GET GOOD. MISTER QUILTER HAS MISSED HIS CHANCE FOR HE HAS FAILED EVEN TO MAKE HIMSELF THE TUPPER OF PAINTING. BY HARRY QUILTER M A
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1272-128104-0001
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AFTER THE KING HAD MADE GOOD HIS ESCAPE FILES SAID TO THE DRAGON IN A SAD VOICE ALAS. WHY DID YOU NOT COME BEFORE. BECAUSE YOU WERE SLEEPING INSTEAD OF CONQUERING THE LOVELY ROSE PRINCESS HAS BECOME A FIDDLE WITHOUT A BOW WHILE POOR SHAGGY SITS THERE A COOING DOVE. DON'T WORRY REPLIED QUOX. TITITI HOOCHOO KNOWS HIS BUSINESS AND I HAVE MY ORDERS FROM THE GREAT JINJIN HIMSELF. BRING THE FIDDLE HERE AND TOUCH IT LIGHTLY TO MY PINK RIBBON. NEXT INSTANT SHAGGY WAS HIMSELF AGAIN AND QUOX SAID TO HIM GRUMBLINGLY. PLEASE GET OFF MY LEFT TOE SHAGGY MAN AND BE MORE PARTICULAR WHERE YOU STEP. I BEG YOUR PARDON. THEN HE RAN TO LIFT THE HEAVY DIAMOND OFF TIK TOK'S CHEST AND TO ASSIST THE CLOCKWORK MAN TO HIS FEET. HE HAS GONE AND GONE FOR GOOD ANSWERED POLYCHROME WHO HAD MANAGED TO SQUEEZE INTO THE ROOM BESIDE THE DRAGON AND HAD WITNESSED THE OCCURRENCES WITH MUCH INTEREST. BUT I WONDER WHERE BETSY BOBBIN AND HANK CAN BE AND IF ANY HARM HAS BEFALLEN THEM. WE MUST SEARCH THE CAVERN UNTIL WE FIND THEM DECLARED SHAGGY BUT WHEN HE WENT TO THE DOOR LEADING TO THE OTHER CAVERNS HE FOUND IT SHUT AND BARRED. BUT YOU ARE A PRISONER AND THE CHAINS THAT HOLD YOU ARE FASTENED IN SOME OTHER ROOM SO THAT WE CANNOT RELEASE YOU FILES SAID ANXIOUSLY. I HAVE REMAINED A PRISONER ONLY BECAUSE I WISHED TO BE ONE AND WITH THIS HE STEPPED FORWARD AND BURST THE STOUT CHAINS AS EASILY AS IF THEY HAD BEEN THREADS. BUT WHEN HE TRIED TO PUSH IN THE HEAVY METAL DOOR EVEN HIS MIGHTY STRENGTH FAILED AND AFTER SEVERAL ATTEMPTS HE GAVE IT UP AND SQUATTED HIMSELF IN A CORNER TO THINK OF A BETTER WAY. I'LL O PEN THE DOOR ASSERTED TIK TOK AND GOING TO THE KING'S BIG GONG HE POUNDED UPON IT UNTIL THE NOISE WAS ALMOST DEAFENING. KALIKO IN THE NEXT CAVERN WAS WONDERING WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO RUGGEDO AND IF HE HAD ESCAPED THE EGGS AND OUTWITTED THE DRAGON. BUT THE EGGS WERE ALSO GONE AND SO KALIKO ADVANCED TO THE DRAGON WHOM HE KNEW TO BE TITITI HOOCHOO'S MESSENGER AND BOWED HUMBLY BEFORE THE BEAST. WHAT IS YOUR WILL HE INQUIRED. WHERE IS BETSY DEMANDED THE DRAGON. SAFE IN MY OWN PRIVATE ROOM SAID KALIKO. GO AND GET HER COMMANDED QUOX. SO KALIKO WENT TO BETSY'S ROOM AND GAVE THREE RAPS UPON THE DOOR. THE LITTLE GIRL HAD BEEN ASLEEP BUT SHE HEARD THE RAPS AND OPENED THE DOOR. YOU MAY COME OUT NOW SAID KALIKO. THE KING HAS FLED IN DISGRACE AND YOUR FRIENDS ARE ASKING FOR YOU. SO BETSY AND HANK RETURNED WITH THE ROYAL CHAMBERLAIN TO THE THRONE CAVERN WHERE SHE WAS RECEIVED WITH GREAT JOY BY HER FRIENDS. THEY TOLD HER WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO RUGGEDO AND SHE TOLD THEM HOW KIND KALIKO HAD BEEN TO HER. QUOX DID NOT HAVE MUCH TO SAY UNTIL THE CONVERSATION WAS ENDED BUT THEN HE TURNED TO KALIKO AND ASKED. DO YOU SUPPOSE YOU COULD RULE YOUR NOMES BETTER THAN RUGGEDO HAS DONE. WELL I COULDN'T BE A WORSE KING I'M SURE. WOULD THE NOMES OBEY YOU. THEY LIKE ME BETTER THAN EVER THEY DID RUGGEDO. THEN HEREAFTER YOU SHALL BE THE METAL MONARCH KING OF THE NOMES AND TITITI HOOCHOO EXPECTS YOU TO RULE YOUR KINGDOM WISELY AND WELL SAID QUOX
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1272-135031-0000
| 233.720063
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HOORAY CRIED BETSY I'M GLAD OF THAT KING KALIKO I SALUTE YOUR MAJESTY AND WISH YOU JOY IN YOUR GLOOMY OLD KINGDOM. WE ALL WISH HIM JOY SAID POLYCHROME AND THEN THE OTHERS MADE HASTE TO CONGRATULATE THE NEW KING. WILL YOU RELEASE MY DEAR BROTHER ASKED SHAGGY THE UGLY ONE. VERY WILLINGLY REPLIED KALIKO. I BEGGED RUGGEDO LONG AGO TO SEND HIM AWAY BUT HE WOULD NOT DO SO. I ALSO OFFERED TO HELP YOUR BROTHER TO ESCAPE BUT HE WOULD NOT GO. HE'S SO CONSCIENTIOUS SAID SHAGGY HIGHLY PLEASED. ALL OF OUR FAMILY HAVE NOBLE NATURES. BUT IS MY DEAR BROTHER WELL HE ADDED ANXIOUSLY. HE EATS AND SLEEPS VERY STEADILY REPLIED THE NEW KING. I HOPE HE DOESN'T WORK TOO HARD SAID SHAGGY. HE DOESN'T WORK AT ALL. IN FACT THERE IS NOTHING HE CAN DO IN THESE DOMINIONS AS WELL AS OUR NOMES WHOSE NUMBERS ARE SO GREAT THAT IT WORRIES US TO KEEP THEM ALL BUSY. SO YOUR BROTHER HAS ONLY TO AMUSE HIMSELF. WHY IT'S MORE LIKE VISITING THAN BEING A PRISONER ASSERTED BETSY. NOT EXACTLY RETURNED KALIKO. A PRISONER CANNOT GO WHERE OR WHEN HE PLEASES AND IS NOT HIS OWN MASTER. WHERE IS MY BROTHER NOW. INQUIRED SHAGGY IN THE METAL FOREST. WHERE IS THAT. THE METAL FOREST IS IN THE GREAT DOMED CAVERN THE LARGEST IN ALL OUR DOMINIONS REPLIED KALIKO. IT IS ALMOST LIKE BEING OUT OF DOORS IT IS SO BIG AND RUGGEDO MADE THE WONDERFUL FOREST TO AMUSE HIMSELF AS WELL AS TO TIRE OUT HIS HARD WORKING NOMES. ALL THE TREES ARE GOLD AND SILVER AND THE GROUND IS STREWN WITH PRECIOUS STONES SO IT IS A SORT OF TREASURY. LET US GO THERE AT ONCE AND RESCUE MY DEAR BROTHER PLEADED SHAGGY EARNESTLY. KALIKO HESITATED. I DON'T BELIEVE I CAN FIND THE WAY SAID HE. RUGGEDO MADE THREE SECRET PASSAGES TO THE METAL FOREST BUT HE CHANGES THE LOCATION OF THESE PASSAGES EVERY WEEK SO THAT NO ONE CAN GET TO THE METAL FOREST WITHOUT HIS PERMISSION. HOWEVER IF WE LOOK SHARP WE MAY BE ABLE TO DISCOVER ONE OF THESE SECRET WAYS. I'M SURE I CAN'T SAY REPLIED KALIKO. DO YOU SUPPOSE RUGGEDO DESTROYED THEM. OH NO I'M QUITE SURE HE DIDN'T. THAT'S FUNNY REMARKED BETSY THOUGHTFULLY. I DON'T BELIEVE ANN KNEW ANY MAGIC OR SHE'D HAVE WORKED IT BEFORE. BUT TO DISAPPEAR LIKE THAT SEEMS LIKE MAGIC NOW DOESN'T IT. THEY AGREED THAT IT DID BUT NO ONE COULD EXPLAIN THE MYSTERY. AND THE IMPORTANT THING JUST NOW IS TO RESCUE MY DEAR BROTHER FROM CAPTIVITY. WHY DO THEY CALL HIM THE UGLY ONE ASKED BETSY. I DO NOT KNOW CONFESSED SHAGGY. I CAN NOT REMEMBER HIS LOOKS VERY WELL IT IS SO LONG SINCE I HAVE SEEN HIM BUT ALL OF OUR FAMILY ARE NOTED FOR THEIR HANDSOME FACES. BETSY LAUGHED AND SHAGGY SEEMED RATHER HURT BUT POLYCHROME RELIEVED HIS EMBARRASSMENT BY SAYING SOFTLY ONE CAN BE UGLY IN LOOKS BUT LOVELY IN DISPOSITION. OUR FIRST TASK SAID SHAGGY A LITTLE COMFORTED BY THIS REMARK IS TO FIND ONE OF THOSE SECRET PASSAGES TO THE METAL FOREST. TRUE AGREED KALIKO. SO I THINK I WILL ASSEMBLE THE CHIEF NOMES OF MY KINGDOM IN THIS THRONE ROOM AND TELL THEM THAT I AM THEIR NEW KING. THEN I CAN ASK THEM TO ASSIST US IN SEARCHING FOR THE SECRET PASSAGES. THAT'S A GOOD IDEA SAID THE DRAGON WHO SEEMED TO BE GETTING SLEEPY AGAIN
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1272-135031-0001
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KALIKO WENT TO THE BIG GONG AND POUNDED ON IT JUST AS RUGGEDO USED TO DO BUT NO ONE ANSWERED THE SUMMONS. OF COURSE NOT SAID HE JUMPING UP FROM THE THRONE WHERE HE HAD SEATED HIMSELF. THAT IS MY CALL AND I AM STILL THE ROYAL CHAMBERLAIN AND WILL BE UNTIL I APPOINT ANOTHER IN MY PLACE. HAVING RETURNED TO THE ROYAL CAVERN KALIKO FIRST POUNDED THE GONG AND THEN SAT IN THE THRONE WEARING RUGGEDO'S DISCARDED RUBY CROWN AND HOLDING IN HIS HAND THE SCEPTRE WHICH RUGGEDO HAD SO OFTEN THROWN AT HIS HEAD. WHEN GUPH ENTERED HE WAS AMAZED. BETTER GET OUT OF THAT THRONE BEFORE OLD RUGGEDO COMES BACK HE SAID WARNINGLY. ALL OF WHICH IS QUITE TRUE ASSERTED THE DRAGON AND ALL OF THOSE WHO STOOD AROUND THE THRONE BOWED RESPECTFULLY TO THE NEW KING
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FOR MY MOTHER AND FATHER. A MAN SAID TO THE UNIVERSE SIR I EXIST. HOWEVER REPLIED THE UNIVERSE THE FACT HAS NOT CREATED IN ME A SENSE OF OBLIGATION STEPHEN CRANE. SWEAT COVERED BRION'S BODY TRICKLING INTO THE TIGHT LOINCLOTH THAT WAS THE ONLY GARMENT HE WORE. THE LIGHT FENCING FOIL IN HIS HAND FELT AS HEAVY AS A BAR OF LEAD TO HIS EXHAUSTED MUSCLES WORN OUT BY A MONTH OF CONTINUAL EXERCISE. THESE THINGS WERE OF NO IMPORTANCE. THE CUT ON HIS CHEST STILL DRIPPING BLOOD THE ACHE OF HIS OVERSTRAINED EYES EVEN THE SOARING ARENA AROUND HIM WITH THE THOUSANDS OF SPECTATORS WERE TRIVIALITIES NOT WORTH THINKING ABOUT. THERE WAS ONLY ONE THING IN HIS UNIVERSE THE BUTTON TIPPED LENGTH OF SHINING STEEL THAT HOVERED BEFORE HIM ENGAGING HIS OWN WEAPON. HE FELT THE QUIVER AND SCRAPE OF ITS LIFE KNEW WHEN IT MOVED AND MOVED HIMSELF TO COUNTERACT IT. AND WHEN HE ATTACKED IT WAS ALWAYS THERE TO BEAT HIM ASIDE. A SUDDEN MOTION. HE REACTED BUT HIS BLADE JUST MET AIR. HIS INSTANT OF PANIC WAS FOLLOWED BY A SMALL SHARP BLOW HIGH ON HIS CHEST. ONE MINUTE A VOICE SAID AND THE TIME BUZZER SOUNDED. BRION HAD CAREFULLY CONDITIONED THE REFLEX IN HIMSELF. A MINUTE IS NOT A VERY LARGE MEASURE OF TIME AND HIS BODY NEEDED EVERY FRACTION OF IT. THE BUZZER'S WHIRR TRIGGERED HIS MUSCLES INTO COMPLETE RELAXATION. ONLY HIS HEART AND LUNGS WORKED ON AT A STRONG MEASURED RATE. HIS EYES CLOSED AND HE WAS ONLY DISTANTLY AWARE OF HIS HANDLERS CATCHING HIM AS HE FELL CARRYING HIM TO HIS BENCH. WHILE THEY MASSAGED HIS LIMP BODY AND CLEANSED THE WOUND ALL OF HIS ATTENTION WAS TURNED INWARD. HE WAS IN REVERIE SLIDING ALONG THE BORDERS OF CONSCIOUSNESS. IT WAS THE VERY UNEXPECTEDNESS OF THE EVENT THAT HAD BEEN SO UNUSUAL. THE CONTESTANTS IN THE TWENTIES NEEDED UNDISTURBED REST THEREFORE NIGHTS IN THE DORMITORIES WERE AS QUIET AS DEATH. DURING THE FIRST FEW DAYS OF COURSE THE RULE WASN'T OBSERVED TOO CLOSELY. THE MEN THEMSELVES WERE TOO KEYED UP AND EXCITED TO REST EASILY. PARTICULARLY SO ON THIS LAST NIGHT WHEN ONLY TWO OF THE LITTLE CUBICLES WERE OCCUPIED THE THOUSANDS OF OTHERS STANDING WITH DARK EMPTY DOORS. THE WORDS WERE WHISPERED BUT CLEAR TWO VOICES JUST OUTSIDE THE THIN METAL OF HIS DOOR. SOMEONE SPOKE HIS NAME. BRION BRANDD OF COURSE NOT. THE OTHER VOICE SNAPPED WITH A HARSH URGENCY CLEARLY USED TO COMMAND. I'M HERE BECAUSE THE MATTER IS OF UTMOST IMPORTANCE AND BRANDD IS THE ONE I MUST SEE NOW STAND ASIDE. THE TWENTIES. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOUR GAMES HEARTY CHEERS AND PHYSICAL EXERCISES. THIS IS IMPORTANT OR I WOULDN'T BE HERE. HE MUST HAVE DRAWN HIS GUN BECAUSE THE INTRUDER SAID QUICKLY PUT THAT AWAY YOU'RE BEING A FOOL OUT. WAS THE SINGLE SNARLED WORD OF THE RESPONSE. THERE WAS SILENCE THEN AND STILL WONDERING BRION WAS ONCE MORE ASLEEP. TEN SECONDS. THE MONTH OF CONTINUOUS MENTAL AND PHYSICAL COMBAT HAD TAKEN ITS TOLL. IT WOULD BE HARD TO STAY ON HIS FEET MUCH LESS SUMMON THE STRENGTH AND SKILL TO FIGHT AND WIN A TOUCH. HOW DO WE STAND. HE ASKED THE HANDLER WHO WAS KNEADING HIS ACHING MUSCLES. FOUR FOUR ALL YOU NEED IS A TOUCH TO WIN. NO ONE WHO HAD REACHED THE FINALS IN THE TWENTIES COULD POSSIBLY BE A WEAK OPPONENT BUT THIS ONE IROLG WAS THE PICK OF THE LOT
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1272-141231-0000
| 239.5
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A RED HAIRED MOUNTAIN OF A MAN WITH AN APPARENTLY INEXHAUSTIBLE STORE OF ENERGY. THAT WAS REALLY ALL THAT COUNTED NOW. THERE COULD BE LITTLE ART IN THIS LAST AND FINAL ROUND OF FENCING. JUST THRUST AND PARRY AND VICTORY TO THE STRONGER. EVERY MAN WHO ENTERED THE TWENTIES HAD HIS OWN TRAINING TRICKS. HE HAD A STANDING ORDER WITH OFF PLANET AGENTS FOR ARCHAIC CHESS BOOKS THE OLDER THE BETTER. HE HAD MEMORIZED THOUSANDS OF THESE ANCIENT GAMES AND OPENINGS THIS WAS ALLOWED. ANYTHING WAS ALLOWED THAT DIDN'T INVOLVE DRUGS OR MACHINES. SELF HYPNOSIS WAS AN ACCEPTED TOOL. COMMON AS THE PHENOMENON SEEMED TO BE IN THE TEXTBOOKS IT PROVED IMPOSSIBLE TO DUPLICATE. THERE APPEARED TO BE AN IMMEDIATE ASSOCIATION WITH THE DEATH TRAUMA AS IF THE TWO WERE INEXTRICABLY LINKED INTO ONE. BERSERKERS AND JURAMENTADOS CONTINUE TO FIGHT AND KILL THOUGH CARVED BY SCORES OF MORTAL WOUNDS. MEN WITH BULLETS IN THE HEART OR BRAIN FIGHT ON THOUGH ALREADY CLINICALLY DEAD. DEATH SEEMED AN INESCAPABLE PART OF THIS KIND OF STRENGTH. BUT THERE WAS ANOTHER TYPE THAT COULD EASILY BE BROUGHT ABOUT IN ANY DEEP TRANCE HYPNOTIC RIGIDITY. THE STRENGTH THAT ENABLES SOMEONE IN A TRANCE TO HOLD HIS BODY STIFF AND UNSUPPORTED EXCEPT AT TWO POINTS THE HEAD AND HEELS. THIS IS PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE WHEN CONSCIOUS. WORKING WITH THIS AS A CLUE BRION HAD DEVELOPED A SELF HYPNOTIC TECHNIQUE THAT ALLOWED HIM TO TAP THIS RESERVOIR OF UNKNOWN STRENGTH THE SOURCE OF SECOND WIND THE SURVIVAL STRENGTH THAT MADE THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH. BUT THAT WASN'T IMPORTANT. OTHERS HAD DIED BEFORE DURING THE TWENTIES AND DEATH DURING THE LAST ROUND WAS IN SOME WAYS EASIER THAN DEFEAT. BREATHING DEEPLY BRION SOFTLY SPOKE THE AUTO HYPNOTIC PHRASES THAT TRIGGERED THE PROCESS. FATIGUE FELL SOFTLY FROM HIM AS DID ALL SENSATIONS OF HEAT COLD AND PAIN. HE COULD FEEL WITH ACUTE SENSITIVITY HEAR AND SEE CLEARLY WHEN HE OPENED HIS EYES. WITH EACH PASSING SECOND THE POWER DREW AT THE BASIC RESERVES OF LIFE DRAINING IT FROM HIS BODY. WHEN THE BUZZER SOUNDED HE PULLED HIS FOIL FROM HIS SECOND'S STARTLED GRASP AND RAN FORWARD. THE FORCE OF HIS RUSH WAS SO GREAT THAT THE GUARDS ON THEIR WEAPONS LOCKED AND THEIR BODIES CRASHED TOGETHER. IROLG LOOKED AMAZED AT THE SUDDEN FURY OF THE ATTACK THEN SMILED. HE THOUGHT IT WAS A LAST BURST OF ENERGY HE KNEW HOW CLOSE THEY BOTH WERE TO EXHAUSTION. THIS MUST BE THE END FOR BRION. THEY DISENGAGED AND IROLG PUT UP A SOLID DEFENSE. BRION SAW SOMETHING CLOSE TO PANIC ON HIS OPPONENT'S FACE WHEN THE MAN FINALLY RECOGNIZED HIS ERROR. BRION WASN'T TIRING. IF ANYTHING HE WAS PRESSING THE ATTACK. A WAVE OF DESPAIR ROLLED OUT FROM IROLG BRION SENSED IT AND KNEW THE FIFTH POINT WAS HIS. THRUST THRUST AND EACH TIME THE PARRYING SWORD A LITTLE SLOWER TO RETURN. THEN THE POWERFUL TWIST THAT THRUST IT ASIDE IN AND UNDER THE GUARD. THE SLAP OF THE BUTTON ON FLESH AND THE ARC OF STEEL THAT REACHED OUT AND ENDED ON IROLG'S CHEST OVER HIS HEART. WAVES OF SOUND CHEERING AND SCREAMING LAPPED AGAINST BRION'S PRIVATE WORLD BUT HE WAS ONLY REMOTELY AWARE OF THEIR EXISTENCE. IROLG DROPPED HIS FOIL AND TRIED TO SHAKE BRION'S HAND BUT HIS LEGS SUDDENLY GAVE WAY
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1272-141231-0001
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BRION HAD AN ARM AROUND HIM HOLDING HIM UP WALKING TOWARDS THE RUSHING HANDLERS. THEN IROLG WAS GONE AND HE WAVED OFF HIS OWN MEN WALKING SLOWLY BY HIMSELF EXCEPT THAT SOMETHING WAS WRONG AND IT WAS LIKE WALKING THROUGH WARM GLUE. WALKING ON HIS KNEES. NO NOT WALKING FALLING AT LAST
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1272-141231-0002
| 24.73
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ON THE NIGHT OF HIS ARRIVAL IN LONDON ALEXANDER WENT IMMEDIATELY TO THE HOTEL ON THE EMBANKMENT AT WHICH HE ALWAYS STOPPED AND IN THE LOBBY HE WAS ACCOSTED BY AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE MAURICE MAINHALL WHO FELL UPON HIM WITH EFFUSIVE CORDIALITY AND INDICATED A WILLINGNESS TO DINE WITH HIM. BARTLEY NEVER DINED ALONE IF HE COULD HELP IT AND MAINHALL WAS A GOOD GOSSIP WHO ALWAYS KNEW WHAT HAD BEEN GOING ON IN TOWN ESPECIALLY HE KNEW EVERYTHING THAT WAS NOT PRINTED IN THE NEWSPAPERS. THE NEPHEW OF ONE OF THE STANDARD VICTORIAN NOVELISTS MAINHALL BOBBED ABOUT AMONG THE VARIOUS LITERARY CLIQUES OF LONDON AND ITS OUTLYING SUBURBS CAREFUL TO LOSE TOUCH WITH NONE OF THEM. HE HAD WRITTEN A NUMBER OF BOOKS HIMSELF AMONG THEM A HISTORY OF DANCING A HISTORY OF COSTUME A KEY TO SHAKESPEARE'S SONNETS A STUDY OF THE POETRY OF ERNEST DOWSON ET CETERA. ALTHOUGH MAINHALL'S ENTHUSIASM WAS OFTEN TIRESOME AND ALTHOUGH HE WAS OFTEN UNABLE TO DISTINGUISH BETWEEN FACTS AND VIVID FIGMENTS OF HIS IMAGINATION HIS IMPERTURBABLE GOOD NATURE OVERCAME EVEN THE PEOPLE WHOM HE BORED MOST SO THAT THEY ENDED BY BECOMING IN A RELUCTANT MANNER HIS FRIENDS. HE SPOKE WITH AN EXTREME OXFORD ACCENT AND WHEN HE WAS TALKING WELL HIS FACE SOMETIMES WORE THE RAPT EXPRESSION OF A VERY EMOTIONAL MAN LISTENING TO MUSIC. MAINHALL LIKED ALEXANDER BECAUSE HE WAS AN ENGINEER. HE HAD PRECONCEIVED IDEAS ABOUT EVERYTHING AND HIS IDEA ABOUT AMERICANS WAS THAT THEY SHOULD BE ENGINEERS OR MECHANICS. HE HATED THEM WHEN THEY PRESUMED TO BE ANYTHING ELSE. WHILE THEY SAT AT DINNER MAINHALL ACQUAINTED BARTLEY WITH THE FORTUNES OF HIS OLD FRIENDS IN LONDON AND AS THEY LEFT THE TABLE HE PROPOSED THAT THEY SHOULD GO TO SEE HUGH MAC CONNELL'S NEW COMEDY BOG LIGHTS. IT'S REALLY QUITE THE BEST THING MAC CONNELL'S DONE HE EXPLAINED AS THEY GOT INTO A HANSOM. IT'S TREMENDOUSLY WELL PUT ON TOO. FLORENCE MERRILL AND CYRIL HENDERSON. BUT HILDA BURGOYNE'S THE HIT OF THE PIECE. HUGH'S WRITTEN A DELIGHTFUL PART FOR HER AND SHE'S QUITE INEXPRESSIBLE. I HAPPEN TO HAVE MAC CONNELL'S BOX FOR TONIGHT OR THERE'D BE NO CHANCE OF OUR GETTING PLACES. THERE'S EVERYTHING IN SEEING HILDA WHILE SHE'S FRESH IN A PART. SHE'S APT TO GROW A BIT STALE AFTER A TIME THE ONES WHO HAVE ANY IMAGINATION DO. HILDA BURGOYNE. ALEXANDER EXCLAIMED MILDLY. WHY I HAVEN'T HEARD OF HER FOR YEARS. MAINHALL LAUGHED. THEN YOU CAN'T HAVE HEARD MUCH AT ALL MY DEAR ALEXANDER. IT'S ONLY LATELY SINCE MAC CONNELL AND HIS SET HAVE GOT HOLD OF HER THAT SHE'S COME UP. MYSELF I ALWAYS KNEW SHE HAD IT IN HER. IF WE HAD ONE REAL CRITIC IN LONDON BUT WHAT CAN ONE EXPECT. DO YOU KNOW ALEXANDER MAINHALL LOOKED WITH PERPLEXITY UP INTO THE TOP OF THE HANSOM AND RUBBED HIS PINK CHEEK WITH HIS GLOVED FINGER DO YOU KNOW I SOMETIMES THINK OF TAKING TO CRITICISM SERIOUSLY MYSELF. IN A WAY IT WOULD BE A SACRIFICE BUT DEAR ME WE DO NEED SOME ONE. JUST THEN THEY DROVE UP TO THE DUKE OF YORK'S SO ALEXANDER DID NOT COMMIT HIMSELF BUT FOLLOWED MAINHALL INTO THE THEATRE. WHEN THEY ENTERED THE STAGE BOX ON THE LEFT THE FIRST ACT WAS WELL UNDER WAY THE SCENE BEING THE INTERIOR OF A CABIN IN THE SOUTH OF IRELAND. AS THEY SAT DOWN A BURST OF APPLAUSE DREW ALEXANDER'S ATTENTION TO THE STAGE. MISS BURGOYNE AND HER DONKEY WERE THRUSTING THEIR HEADS IN AT THE HALF DOOR. AFTER ALL HE REFLECTED THERE'S SMALL PROBABILITY OF HER RECOGNIZING ME. SHE DOUBTLESS HASN'T THOUGHT OF ME FOR YEARS. HE FELT THE ENTHUSIASM OF THE HOUSE AT ONCE AND IN A FEW MOMENTS HE WAS CAUGHT UP BY THE CURRENT OF MAC CONNELL'S IRRESISTIBLE COMEDY
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THE AUDIENCE HAD COME FOREWARNED EVIDENTLY AND WHENEVER THE RAGGED SLIP OF A DONKEY GIRL RAN UPON THE STAGE THERE WAS A DEEP MURMUR OF APPROBATION EVERY ONE SMILED AND GLOWED AND MAINHALL HITCHED HIS HEAVY CHAIR A LITTLE NEARER THE BRASS RAILING. YOU SEE HE MURMURED IN ALEXANDER'S EAR AS THE CURTAIN FELL ON THE FIRST ACT ONE ALMOST NEVER SEES A PART LIKE THAT DONE WITHOUT SMARTNESS OR MAWKISHNESS. OF COURSE HILDA IS IRISH THE BURGOYNES HAVE BEEN STAGE PEOPLE FOR GENERATIONS AND SHE HAS THE IRISH VOICE. IT'S DELIGHTFUL TO HEAR IT IN A LONDON THEATRE. THAT LAUGH NOW WHEN SHE DOUBLES OVER AT THE HIPS WHO EVER HEARD IT OUT OF GALWAY SHE SAVES HER HAND TOO. SHE'S AT HER BEST IN THE SECOND ACT. SHE'S REALLY MAC CONNELL'S POETIC MOTIF YOU SEE MAKES THE WHOLE THING A FAIRY TALE. ALEXANDER ANNOYED BY MAINHALL'S SIGHS AND EXCLAMATIONS WATCHED HER WITH KEEN HALF SKEPTICAL INTEREST. AS MAINHALL HAD SAID SHE WAS THE SECOND ACT THE PLOT AND FEELING ALIKE DEPENDED UPON HER LIGHTNESS OF FOOT HER LIGHTNESS OF TOUCH UPON THE SHREWDNESS AND DEFT FANCIFULNESS THAT PLAYED ALTERNATELY AND SOMETIMES TOGETHER IN HER MIRTHFUL BROWN EYES. WHEN SHE BEGAN TO DANCE BY WAY OF SHOWING THE GOSSOONS WHAT SHE HAD SEEN IN THE FAIRY RINGS AT NIGHT THE HOUSE BROKE INTO A PROLONGED UPROAR. AFTER HER DANCE SHE WITHDREW FROM THE DIALOGUE AND RETREATED TO THE DITCH WALL BACK OF PHILLY'S BURROW WHERE SHE SAT SINGING THE RISING OF THE MOON AND MAKING A WREATH OF PRIMROSES FOR HER DONKEY. WHEN THE ACT WAS OVER ALEXANDER AND MAINHALL STROLLED OUT INTO THE CORRIDOR. THEY MET A GOOD MANY ACQUAINTANCES MAINHALL INDEED KNEW ALMOST EVERY ONE AND HE BABBLED ON INCONTINENTLY SCREWING HIS SMALL HEAD ABOUT OVER HIS HIGH COLLAR. MAC CONNELL LET ME INTRODUCE MISTER BARTLEY ALEXANDER. I SAY IT'S GOING FAMOUSLY TO NIGHT MAC AND WHAT AN AUDIENCE. YOU'LL NEVER DO ANYTHING LIKE THIS AGAIN MARK ME. A MAN WRITES TO THE TOP OF HIS BENT ONLY ONCE. THE PLAYWRIGHT GAVE MAINHALL A CURIOUS LOOK OUT OF HIS DEEP SET FADED EYES AND MADE A WRY FACE. AND YOU'LL NEVER BRING HILDA OUT LIKE THIS AGAIN. DEAR ME MAC THE GIRL COULDN'T POSSIBLY BE BETTER YOU KNOW MAC CONNELL GRUNTED. HE NODDED CURTLY AND MADE FOR THE DOOR DODGING ACQUAINTANCES AS HE WENT. POOR OLD HUGH MAINHALL MURMURED HE'S HIT TERRIBLY HARD. HE'S BEEN WANTING TO MARRY HILDA THESE THREE YEARS AND MORE. SHE DOESN'T TAKE UP WITH ANYBODY YOU KNOW. ONE OF YOUR COUNTRYMEN ALEXANDER BY THE WAY AN AMERICAN STUDENT WHOM SHE MET IN PARIS I BELIEVE. I DARE SAY IT'S QUITE TRUE THAT THERE'S NEVER BEEN ANY ONE ELSE. MAINHALL VOUCHED FOR HER CONSTANCY WITH A LOFTINESS THAT MADE ALEXANDER SMILE EVEN WHILE A KIND OF RAPID EXCITEMENT WAS TINGLING THROUGH HIM. BLINKING UP AT THE LIGHTS MAINHALL ADDED IN HIS LUXURIOUS WORLDLY WAY SHE'S AN ELEGANT LITTLE PERSON AND QUITE CAPABLE OF AN EXTRAVAGANT BIT OF SENTIMENT LIKE THAT. HERE COMES SIR HARRY TOWNE. HE'S ANOTHER WHO'S AWFULLY KEEN ABOUT HER LET ME INTRODUCE YOU. SIR HARRY TOWNE MISTER BARTLEY ALEXANDER THE AMERICAN ENGINEER. SIR HARRY TOWNE BOWED AND SAID THAT HE HAD MET MISTER ALEXANDER AND HIS WIFE IN TOKYO. MAINHALL CUT IN IMPATIENTLY. I SAY SIR HARRY THE LITTLE GIRL'S GOING FAMOUSLY TO NIGHT ISN'T SHE. SIR HARRY WRINKLED HIS BROWS JUDICIOUSLY. THE FACT IS SHE'S FEELING RATHER SEEDY POOR CHILD. A LITTLE ATTACK OF NERVES POSSIBLY. HE BOWED AS THE WARNING BELL RANG AND MAINHALL WHISPERED YOU KNOW LORD WESTMERE OF COURSE THE STOOPED MAN WITH THE LONG GRAY MUSTACHE TALKING TO LADY DOWLE. LADY WESTMERE IS VERY FOND OF HILDA. WHEN THEY REACHED THEIR BOX THE HOUSE WAS DARKENED AND THE ORCHESTRA WAS PLAYING THE CLOAK OF OLD GAUL. IN A MOMENT PEGGY WAS ON THE STAGE AGAIN AND ALEXANDER APPLAUDED VIGOROUSLY WITH THE REST. FOR SOME REASON HE FELT PLEASED AND FLATTERED BY THE ENTHUSIASM OF THE AUDIENCE
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IN THE HALF LIGHT HE LOOKED ABOUT AT THE STALLS AND BOXES AND SMILED A LITTLE CONSCIOUSLY RECALLING WITH AMUSEMENT SIR HARRY'S JUDICIAL FROWN. HE WAS BEGINNING TO FEEL A KEEN INTEREST IN THE SLENDER BAREFOOT DONKEY GIRL WHO SLIPPED IN AND OUT OF THE PLAY SINGING LIKE SOME ONE WINDING THROUGH A HILLY FIELD. HE LEANED FORWARD AND BEAMED FELICITATIONS AS WARMLY AS MAINHALL HIMSELF WHEN AT THE END OF THE PLAY SHE CAME AGAIN AND AGAIN BEFORE THE CURTAIN PANTING A LITTLE AND FLUSHED HER EYES DANCING AND HER EAGER NERVOUS LITTLE MOUTH TREMULOUS WITH EXCITEMENT. HE HAD NOT THOUGHT OF HILDA BURGOYNE FOR YEARS INDEED HE HAD ALMOST FORGOTTEN HER. HE HAD LAST WRITTEN TO HER FROM CANADA AFTER HE FIRST MET WINIFRED TELLING HER THAT EVERYTHING WAS CHANGED WITH HIM THAT HE HAD MET A WOMAN WHOM HE WOULD MARRY IF HE COULD IF HE COULD NOT THEN ALL THE MORE WAS EVERYTHING CHANGED FOR HIM. HILDA HAD NEVER REPLIED TO HIS LETTER. WHEN HE WROTE HER THAT EVERYTHING WAS CHANGED FOR HIM HE WAS TELLING THE TRUTH. AFTER HE MET WINIFRED PEMBERTON HE SEEMED TO HIMSELF LIKE A DIFFERENT MAN. YOU SEE ONE CAN'T BE JEALOUS ABOUT THINGS IN GENERAL BUT ABOUT PARTICULAR DEFINITE PERSONAL THINGS HERE SHE HAD THROWN HER HANDS UP TO HIS SHOULDERS WITH A QUICK IMPULSIVE GESTURE OH ABOUT THOSE I SHOULD BE VERY JEALOUS. I SHOULD TORTURE MYSELF I COULDN'T HELP IT. AFTER THAT IT WAS EASY TO FORGET ACTUALLY TO FORGET. HE HAD BEEN IN LONDON MORE OR LESS BUT HE HAD NEVER HAPPENED TO HEAR OF HER. ALL THE SAME HE LIFTED HIS GLASS HERE'S TO YOU LITTLE HILDA. YOU'VE MADE THINGS COME YOUR WAY AND I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D DO IT. BUT I NEVER THOUGHT SHE'D DO ANYTHING. SHE HADN'T MUCH AMBITION THEN AND SHE WAS TOO FOND OF TRIFLES. SHE MUST CARE ABOUT THE THEATRE A GREAT DEAL MORE THAN SHE USED TO. PERHAPS SHE HAS ME TO THANK FOR SOMETHING AFTER ALL. SOMETIMES A LITTLE JOLT LIKE THAT DOES ONE GOOD. I'M GLAD SHE'S HELD HER OWN SINCE. AFTER ALL WE WERE AWFULLY YOUNG. IT WAS YOUTH AND POVERTY AND PROXIMITY AND EVERYTHING WAS YOUNG AND KINDLY. I SHOULDN'T WONDER IF SHE COULD LAUGH ABOUT IT WITH ME NOW. I SHOULDN'T WONDER BUT THEY'VE PROBABLY SPOILED HER SO THAT SHE'D BE TIRESOME IF ONE MET HER AGAIN
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THE LAST TWO DAYS OF THE VOYAGE BARTLEY FOUND ALMOST INTOLERABLE. THE STOP AT QUEENSTOWN THE TEDIOUS PASSAGE UP THE MERSEY WERE THINGS THAT HE NOTED DIMLY THROUGH HIS GROWING IMPATIENCE. HE HAD PLANNED TO STOP IN LIVERPOOL BUT INSTEAD HE TOOK THE BOAT TRAIN FOR LONDON. EMERGING AT EUSTON AT HALF PAST THREE O'CLOCK IN THE AFTERNOON ALEXANDER HAD HIS LUGGAGE SENT TO THE SAVOY AND DROVE AT ONCE TO BEDFORD SQUARE. WHEN MARIE MET HIM AT THE DOOR EVEN HER STRONG SENSE OF THE PROPRIETIES COULD NOT RESTRAIN HER SURPRISE AND DELIGHT. SHE BLUSHED AND SMILED AND FUMBLED HIS CARD IN HER CONFUSION BEFORE SHE RAN UPSTAIRS. ALEXANDER PACED UP AND DOWN THE HALLWAY BUTTONING AND UNBUTTONING HIS OVERCOAT UNTIL SHE RETURNED AND TOOK HIM UP TO HILDA'S LIVING ROOM. THE ROOM WAS EMPTY WHEN HE ENTERED. A COAL FIRE WAS CRACKLING IN THE GRATE AND THE LAMPS WERE LIT FOR IT WAS ALREADY BEGINNING TO GROW DARK OUTSIDE. ALEXANDER DID NOT SIT DOWN. HE STOOD HIS GROUND OVER BY THE WINDOWS UNTIL HILDA CAME IN. SHE CALLED HIS NAME ON THE THRESHOLD BUT IN HER SWIFT FLIGHT ACROSS THE ROOM SHE FELT A CHANGE IN HIM AND CAUGHT HERSELF UP SO DEFTLY THAT HE COULD NOT TELL JUST WHEN SHE DID IT. SHE MERELY BRUSHED HIS CHEEK WITH HER LIPS AND PUT A HAND LIGHTLY AND JOYOUSLY ON EITHER SHOULDER. OH WHAT A GRAND THING TO HAPPEN ON A RAW DAY. I FELT IT IN MY BONES WHEN I WOKE THIS MORNING THAT SOMETHING SPLENDID WAS GOING TO TURN UP. I THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE SISTER KATE OR COUSIN MIKE WOULD BE HAPPENING ALONG. I NEVER DREAMED IT WOULD BE YOU BARTLEY. BUT WHY DO YOU LET ME CHATTER ON LIKE THIS. COME OVER TO THE FIRE YOU'RE CHILLED THROUGH. WHEN DID YOU COME BARTLEY AND HOW DID IT HAPPEN YOU HAVEN'T SPOKEN A WORD. I GOT IN ABOUT TEN MINUTES AGO. I LANDED AT LIVERPOOL THIS MORNING AND CAME DOWN ON THE BOAT TRAIN. ALEXANDER LEANED FORWARD AND WARMED HIS HANDS BEFORE THE BLAZE. HILDA WATCHED HIM WITH PERPLEXITY. THERE'S SOMETHING TROUBLING YOU BARTLEY WHAT IS IT. BARTLEY BENT LOWER OVER THE FIRE. IT'S THE WHOLE THING THAT TROUBLES ME HILDA YOU AND I. HILDA TOOK A QUICK SOFT BREATH. SHE LOOKED AT HIS HEAVY SHOULDERS AND BIG DETERMINED HEAD THRUST FORWARD LIKE A CATAPULT IN LEASH. WHAT ABOUT US BARTLEY. SHE ASKED IN A THIN VOICE. HE LOCKED AND UNLOCKED HIS HANDS OVER THE GRATE AND SPREAD HIS FINGERS CLOSE TO THE BLUISH FLAME WHILE THE COALS CRACKLED AND THE CLOCK TICKED AND A STREET VENDOR BEGAN TO CALL UNDER THE WINDOW. AT LAST ALEXANDER BROUGHT OUT ONE WORD EVERYTHING. HILDA WAS PALE BY THIS TIME AND HER EYES WERE WIDE WITH FRIGHT. SHE LOOKED ABOUT DESPERATELY FROM BARTLEY TO THE DOOR THEN TO THE WINDOWS AND BACK AGAIN TO BARTLEY. I'LL DO ANYTHING YOU WISH ME TO BARTLEY SHE SAID TREMULOUSLY. I CAN'T STAND SEEING YOU MISERABLE. I CAN'T LIVE WITH MYSELF ANY LONGER HE ANSWERED ROUGHLY. HE ROSE AND PUSHED THE CHAIR BEHIND HIM AND BEGAN TO WALK MISERABLY ABOUT THE ROOM SEEMING TO FIND IT TOO SMALL FOR HIM. HE PULLED UP A WINDOW AS IF THE AIR WERE HEAVY. HILDA WATCHED HIM FROM HER CORNER TREMBLING AND SCARCELY BREATHING DARK SHADOWS GROWING ABOUT HER EYES. IT IT HASN'T ALWAYS MADE YOU MISERABLE HAS IT. HER EYELIDS FELL AND HER LIPS QUIVERED. ALWAYS BUT IT'S WORSE NOW. IT'S UNBEARABLE IT TORTURES ME EVERY MINUTE. BUT WHY NOW SHE ASKED PITEOUSLY WRINGING HER HANDS. HE IGNORED HER QUESTION. I AM NOT A MAN WHO CAN LIVE TWO LIVES HE WENT ON FEVERISHLY EACH LIFE SPOILS THE OTHER. I GET NOTHING BUT MISERY OUT OF EITHER. THE WORLD IS ALL THERE JUST AS IT USED TO BE BUT I CAN'T GET AT IT ANY MORE. THERE IS THIS DECEPTION BETWEEN ME AND EVERYTHING
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AT THAT WORD DECEPTION SPOKEN WITH SUCH SELF CONTEMPT THE COLOR FLASHED BACK INTO HILDA'S FACE AS SUDDENLY AS IF SHE HAD BEEN STRUCK BY A WHIPLASH. SHE BIT HER LIP AND LOOKED DOWN AT HER HANDS WHICH WERE CLASPED TIGHTLY IN FRONT OF HER. COULD YOU COULD YOU SIT DOWN AND TALK ABOUT IT QUIETLY BARTLEY AS IF I WERE A FRIEND AND NOT SOME ONE WHO HAD TO BE DEFIED. HE DROPPED BACK HEAVILY INTO HIS CHAIR BY THE FIRE. IT WAS MYSELF I WAS DEFYING HILDA. I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT UNTIL I AM WORN OUT. HE LOOKED AT HER AND HIS HAGGARD FACE SOFTENED. HE PUT OUT HIS HAND TOWARD HER AS HE LOOKED AWAY AGAIN INTO THE FIRE. SHE CREPT ACROSS TO HIM DRAWING HER STOOL AFTER HER. WHEN DID YOU FIRST BEGIN TO FEEL LIKE THIS BARTLEY. AFTER THE VERY FIRST. THE FIRST WAS SORT OF IN PLAY WASN'T IT. HILDA'S FACE QUIVERED BUT SHE WHISPERED YES I THINK IT MUST HAVE BEEN. BUT WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME WHEN YOU WERE HERE IN THE SUMMER. ALEXANDER GROANED. I MEANT TO BUT SOMEHOW I COULDN'T. WE HAD ONLY A FEW DAYS AND YOUR NEW PLAY WAS JUST ON AND YOU WERE SO HAPPY. YES I WAS HAPPY WASN'T I. SHE PRESSED HIS HAND GENTLY IN GRATITUDE WEREN'T YOU HAPPY THEN AT ALL. SHE CLOSED HER EYES AND TOOK A DEEP BREATH AS IF TO DRAW IN AGAIN THE FRAGRANCE OF THOSE DAYS. SOMETHING OF THEIR TROUBLING SWEETNESS CAME BACK TO ALEXANDER TOO. HE MOVED UNEASILY AND HIS CHAIR CREAKED. YES I WAS THEN YOU KNOW BUT AFTERWARD. YES YES SHE HURRIED PULLING HER HAND GENTLY AWAY FROM HIM. PRESENTLY IT STOLE BACK TO HIS COAT SLEEVE. PLEASE TELL ME ONE THING BARTLEY. AT LEAST TELL ME THAT YOU BELIEVE I THOUGHT I WAS MAKING YOU HAPPY. HIS HAND SHUT DOWN QUICKLY OVER THE QUESTIONING FINGERS ON HIS SLEEVES. YES HILDA I KNOW THAT HE SAID SIMPLY. SHE LEANED HER HEAD AGAINST HIS ARM AND SPOKE SOFTLY. YOU SEE MY MISTAKE WAS IN WANTING YOU TO HAVE EVERYTHING. I WANTED YOU TO EAT ALL THE CAKES AND HAVE THEM TOO. I SOMEHOW BELIEVED THAT I COULD TAKE ALL THE BAD CONSEQUENCES FOR YOU. I WANTED YOU ALWAYS TO BE HAPPY AND HANDSOME AND SUCCESSFUL TO HAVE ALL THE THINGS THAT A GREAT MAN OUGHT TO HAVE AND ONCE IN A WAY THE CARELESS HOLIDAYS THAT GREAT MEN ARE NOT PERMITTED. BARTLEY GAVE A BITTER LITTLE LAUGH AND HILDA LOOKED UP AND READ IN THE DEEPENING LINES OF HIS FACE THAT YOUTH AND BARTLEY WOULD NOT MUCH LONGER STRUGGLE TOGETHER. I UNDERSTAND BARTLEY I WAS WRONG. BUT I DIDN'T KNOW YOU'VE ONLY TO TELL ME NOW. WHAT MUST I DO THAT I'VE NOT DONE OR WHAT MUST I NOT DO. SHE LISTENED INTENTLY BUT SHE HEARD NOTHING BUT THE CREAKING OF HIS CHAIR. YOU WANT ME TO SAY IT SHE WHISPERED. YOU WANT TO TELL ME THAT YOU CAN ONLY SEE ME LIKE THIS AS OLD FRIENDS DO OR OUT IN THE WORLD AMONG PEOPLE I CAN DO THAT. I CAN'T HE SAID HEAVILY. HILDA SHIVERED AND SAT STILL. BARTLEY LEANED HIS HEAD IN HIS HANDS AND SPOKE THROUGH HIS TEETH. IT'S GOT TO BE A CLEAN BREAK HILDA. I CAN'T SEE YOU AT ALL ANYWHERE. WHAT I MEAN IS THAT I WANT YOU TO PROMISE NEVER TO SEE ME AGAIN NO MATTER HOW OFTEN I COME NO MATTER HOW HARD I BEG. HILDA SPRANG UP LIKE A FLAME. SHE STOOD OVER HIM WITH HER HANDS CLENCHED AT HER SIDE HER BODY RIGID. NO SHE GASPED. IT'S TOO LATE TO ASK THAT DO YOU HEAR ME BARTLEY. IT'S TOO LATE I WON'T PROMISE. IT'S ABOMINABLE OF YOU TO ASK ME. BUT IF YOU COME TO ME I'LL DO AS I SEE FIT. THE SHAMEFULNESS OF YOUR ASKING ME TO DO THAT. ALEXANDER ROSE AND SHOOK HIMSELF ANGRILY. YES I KNOW I'M COWARDLY. I'M AFRAID OF MYSELF I DON'T TRUST MYSELF ANY MORE
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I CARRIED IT ALL LIGHTLY ENOUGH AT FIRST BUT NOW I DON'T DARE TRIFLE WITH IT IT'S GETTING THE BETTER OF ME. IT'S DIFFERENT NOW I'M GROWING OLDER AND YOU'VE GOT MY YOUNG SELF HERE WITH YOU. IT'S THROUGH HIM THAT I'VE COME TO WISH FOR YOU ALL AND ALL THE TIME. HE TOOK HER ROUGHLY IN HIS ARMS DO YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. HILDA HELD HER FACE BACK FROM HIM AND BEGAN TO CRY BITTERLY. OH BARTLEY WHAT AM I TO DO. YOU ASK ME TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU BECAUSE YOU WANT ME. AND I'VE GOT NOBODY BUT YOU. I WILL DO ANYTHING YOU SAY BUT THAT. I WILL ASK THE LEAST IMAGINABLE BUT I MUST HAVE SOMETHING. BARTLEY TURNED AWAY AND SANK DOWN IN HIS CHAIR AGAIN. HILDA SAT ON THE ARM OF IT AND PUT HER HANDS LIGHTLY ON HIS SHOULDERS. JUST SOMETHING BARTLEY. I MUST HAVE YOU TO THINK OF THROUGH THE MONTHS AND MONTHS OF LONELINESS. I MUST SEE YOU I MUST KNOW ABOUT YOU. THE SIGHT OF YOU BARTLEY TO SEE YOU LIVING AND HAPPY AND SUCCESSFUL CAN I NEVER MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT THAT MEANS TO ME. SHE PRESSED HIS SHOULDERS GENTLY. YOU SEE LOVING SOME ONE AS I LOVE YOU MAKES THE WHOLE WORLD DIFFERENT. IF I'D MET YOU LATER IF I HADN'T LOVED YOU SO WELL BUT THAT'S ALL OVER LONG AGO. THEN CAME ALL THOSE YEARS WITHOUT YOU LONELY AND HURT AND DISCOURAGED THOSE DECENT YOUNG FELLOWS AND POOR MAC AND ME NEVER HEEDING HARD AS A STEEL SPRING. AND THEN YOU CAME BACK NOT CARING VERY MUCH BUT IT MADE NO DIFFERENCE. SHE SLID TO THE FLOOR BESIDE HIM AS IF SHE WERE TOO TIRED TO SIT UP ANY LONGER. BARTLEY BENT OVER AND TOOK HER IN HIS ARMS KISSING HER MOUTH AND HER WET TIRED EYES. DON'T CRY DON'T CRY HE WHISPERED. WE'VE TORTURED EACH OTHER ENOUGH FOR TONIGHT. FORGET EVERYTHING EXCEPT THAT I AM HERE
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ON THE LAST SATURDAY IN APRIL THE NEW YORK TIMES PUBLISHED AN ACCOUNT OF THE STRIKE COMPLICATIONS WHICH WERE DELAYING ALEXANDER'S NEW JERSEY BRIDGE AND STATED THAT THE ENGINEER HIMSELF WAS IN TOWN AND AT HIS OFFICE ON WEST TENTH STREET. ON SUNDAY THE DAY AFTER THIS NOTICE APPEARED ALEXANDER WORKED ALL DAY AT HIS TENTH STREET ROOMS. HIS BUSINESS OFTEN CALLED HIM TO NEW YORK AND HE HAD KEPT AN APARTMENT THERE FOR YEARS SUBLETTING IT WHEN HE WENT ABROAD FOR ANY LENGTH OF TIME. BESIDES HIS SLEEPING ROOM AND BATH THERE WAS A LARGE ROOM FORMERLY A PAINTER'S STUDIO WHICH HE USED AS A STUDY AND OFFICE. IT WAS FURNISHED WITH THE CAST OFF POSSESSIONS OF HIS BACHELOR DAYS AND WITH ODD THINGS WHICH HE SHELTERED FOR FRIENDS OF HIS WHO FOLLOWED ITINERANT AND MORE OR LESS ARTISTIC CALLINGS. OVER THE FIREPLACE THERE WAS A LARGE OLD FASHIONED GILT MIRROR. ALEXANDER'S BIG WORK TABLE STOOD IN FRONT OF ONE OF THE THREE WINDOWS AND ABOVE THE COUCH HUNG THE ONE PICTURE IN THE ROOM A BIG CANVAS OF CHARMING COLOR AND SPIRIT A STUDY OF THE LUXEMBOURG GARDENS IN EARLY SPRING PAINTED IN HIS YOUTH BY A MAN WHO HAD SINCE BECOME A PORTRAIT PAINTER OF INTERNATIONAL RENOWN. HE HAD DONE IT FOR ALEXANDER WHEN THEY WERE STUDENTS TOGETHER IN PARIS. SUNDAY WAS A COLD RAW DAY AND A FINE RAIN FELL CONTINUOUSLY. WHEN ALEXANDER CAME BACK FROM DINNER HE PUT MORE WOOD ON HIS FIRE MADE HIMSELF COMFORTABLE AND SETTLED DOWN AT HIS DESK WHERE HE BEGAN CHECKING OVER ESTIMATE SHEETS. IT WAS AFTER NINE O'CLOCK AND HE WAS LIGHTING A SECOND PIPE WHEN HE THOUGHT HE HEARD A SOUND AT HIS DOOR. HE STARTED AND LISTENED HOLDING THE BURNING MATCH IN HIS HAND AGAIN HE HEARD THE SAME SOUND LIKE A FIRM LIGHT TAP. HE ROSE AND CROSSED THE ROOM QUICKLY. WHEN HE THREW OPEN THE DOOR HE RECOGNIZED THE FIGURE THAT SHRANK BACK INTO THE BARE DIMLY LIT HALLWAY. HE STOOD FOR A MOMENT IN AWKWARD CONSTRAINT HIS PIPE IN HIS HAND. COME IN HE SAID TO HILDA AT LAST AND CLOSED THE DOOR BEHIND HER. HE POINTED TO A CHAIR BY THE FIRE AND WENT BACK TO HIS WORKTABLE WON'T YOU SIT DOWN. HE WAS STANDING BEHIND THE TABLE TURNING OVER A PILE OF BLUEPRINTS NERVOUSLY. THE YELLOW LIGHT FROM THE STUDENT'S LAMP FELL ON HIS HANDS AND THE PURPLE SLEEVES OF HIS VELVET SMOKING JACKET BUT HIS FLUSHED FACE AND BIG HARD HEAD WERE IN THE SHADOW. THERE WAS SOMETHING ABOUT HIM THAT MADE HILDA WISH HERSELF AT HER HOTEL AGAIN IN THE STREET BELOW ANYWHERE BUT WHERE SHE WAS. OF COURSE I KNOW BARTLEY SHE SAID AT LAST THAT AFTER THIS YOU WON'T OWE ME THE LEAST CONSIDERATION BUT WE SAIL ON TUESDAY. I SAW THAT INTERVIEW IN THE PAPER YESTERDAY TELLING WHERE YOU WERE AND I THOUGHT I HAD TO SEE YOU THAT'S ALL GOOD NIGHT I'M GOING NOW. SHE TURNED AND HER HAND CLOSED ON THE DOOR KNOB. ALEXANDER HURRIED TOWARD HER AND TOOK HER GENTLY BY THE ARM. SIT DOWN HILDA YOU'RE WET THROUGH. LET ME TAKE OFF YOUR COAT AND YOUR BOOTS THEY'RE OOZING WATER. HE KNELT DOWN AND BEGAN TO UNLACE HER SHOES WHILE HILDA SHRANK INTO THE CHAIR. HERE PUT YOUR FEET ON THIS STOOL. YOU DON'T MEAN TO SAY YOU WALKED DOWN AND WITHOUT OVERSHOES. HILDA HID HER FACE IN HER HANDS. I WAS AFRAID TO TAKE A CAB. CAN'T YOU SEE BARTLEY THAT I'M TERRIBLY FRIGHTENED. I'VE BEEN THROUGH THIS A HUNDRED TIMES TO DAY. DON'T BE ANY MORE ANGRY THAN YOU CAN HELP. I WAS ALL RIGHT UNTIL I KNEW YOU WERE IN TOWN. IF YOU'D SENT ME A NOTE OR TELEPHONED ME OR ANYTHING. BUT YOU WON'T LET ME WRITE TO YOU AND I HAD TO SEE YOU AFTER THAT LETTER THAT TERRIBLE LETTER YOU WROTE ME WHEN YOU GOT HOME. IS THIS THE WAY YOU MEAN TO ANSWER IT HILDA HE ASKED UNSTEADILY. I CAME TO TELL YOU THAT I'M WILLING TO DO AS YOU ASKED ME
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BUT IT'S NO USE TALKING ABOUT THAT NOW GIVE ME MY THINGS PLEASE. SHE PUT HER HAND OUT TOWARD THE FENDER. ALEXANDER SAT DOWN ON THE ARM OF HER CHAIR. DID YOU THINK I HAD FORGOTTEN YOU WERE IN TOWN HILDA. DO YOU THINK I KEPT AWAY BY ACCIDENT. THERE IS A LETTER FOR YOU THERE IN MY DESK DRAWER. IT WAS TO HAVE REACHED YOU ON THE STEAMER. I WAS ALL THE MORNING WRITING IT. I TOLD MYSELF THAT IF I WERE REALLY THINKING OF YOU AND NOT OF MYSELF A LETTER WOULD BE BETTER THAN NOTHING. MARKS ON PAPER MEAN SOMETHING TO YOU. HE PAUSED THEY NEVER DID TO ME. HILDA SMILED UP AT HIM BEAUTIFULLY AND PUT HER HAND ON HIS SLEEVE. OH BARTLEY DID YOU WRITE TO ME. ALEXANDER SLIPPED HIS ARM ABOUT HER. I DIDN'T KNOW IT BEFORE HILDA ON MY HONOR I DIDN'T BUT I BELIEVE IT WAS BECAUSE DEEP DOWN IN ME SOMEWHERE I WAS HOPING I MIGHT DRIVE YOU TO DO JUST THIS. I'VE WATCHED THAT DOOR ALL DAY. I'VE JUMPED UP IF THE FIRE CRACKLED. I THINK I HAVE FELT THAT YOU WERE COMING. HE BENT HIS FACE OVER HER HAIR. AND I SHE WHISPERED I FELT THAT YOU WERE FEELING THAT. BUT WHEN I CAME I THOUGHT I HAD BEEN MISTAKEN. ALEXANDER STARTED UP AND BEGAN TO WALK UP AND DOWN THE ROOM. NO YOU WEREN'T MISTAKEN. I'VE BEEN UP IN CANADA WITH MY BRIDGE AND I ARRANGED NOT TO COME TO NEW YORK UNTIL AFTER YOU HAD GONE. THEN WHEN YOUR MANAGER ADDED TWO MORE WEEKS I WAS ALREADY COMMITTED. HE DROPPED UPON THE STOOL IN FRONT OF HER AND SAT WITH HIS HANDS HANGING BETWEEN HIS KNEES. WHAT AM I TO DO HILDA. THAT'S WHAT I WANTED TO SEE YOU ABOUT BARTLEY. I'M GOING TO DO WHAT YOU ASKED ME TO DO WHEN YOU WERE IN LONDON. ONLY I'LL DO IT MORE COMPLETELY. I'M GOING TO MARRY WHO. OH IT DOESN'T MATTER MUCH ONE OF THEM. ONLY NOT MAC I'M TOO FOND OF HIM. ALEXANDER MOVED RESTLESSLY. ARE YOU JOKING HILDA INDEED I'M NOT. THEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. YES I KNOW VERY WELL. I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT IT A GREAT DEAL AND I'VE QUITE DECIDED. I NEVER USED TO UNDERSTAND HOW WOMEN DID THINGS LIKE THAT BUT I KNOW NOW. IT'S BECAUSE THEY CAN'T BE AT THE MERCY OF THE MAN THEY LOVE ANY LONGER. ALEXANDER FLUSHED ANGRILY. SO IT'S BETTER TO BE AT THE MERCY OF A MAN YOU DON'T LOVE. UNDER SUCH CIRCUMSTANCES INFINITELY. HE GOT UP AND WENT OVER TO THE WINDOW THREW IT OPEN AND LEANED OUT. HE HEARD HILDA MOVING ABOUT BEHIND HIM. WHEN HE LOOKED OVER HIS SHOULDER SHE WAS LACING HER BOOTS. HE WENT BACK AND STOOD OVER HER. HILDA YOU'D BETTER THINK A WHILE LONGER BEFORE YOU DO THAT. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I OUGHT TO SAY BUT I DON'T BELIEVE YOU'D BE HAPPY TRULY I DON'T AREN'T YOU TRYING TO FRIGHTEN ME. SHE TIED THE KNOT OF THE LAST LACING AND PUT HER BOOT HEEL DOWN FIRMLY. NO I'M TELLING YOU WHAT I'VE MADE UP MY MIND TO DO. I SUPPOSE I WOULD BETTER DO IT WITHOUT TELLING YOU. BUT AFTERWARD I SHAN'T HAVE AN OPPORTUNITY TO EXPLAIN FOR I SHAN'T BE SEEING YOU AGAIN. ALEXANDER STARTED TO SPEAK BUT CAUGHT HIMSELF. WHEN HILDA ROSE HE SAT DOWN ON THE ARM OF HER CHAIR AND DREW HER BACK INTO IT. I WOULDN'T BE SO MUCH ALARMED IF I DIDN'T KNOW HOW UTTERLY RECKLESS YOU CAN BE. DON'T DO ANYTHING LIKE THAT RASHLY. HIS FACE GREW TROUBLED. YOU WOULDN'T BE HAPPY YOU ARE NOT THAT KIND OF WOMAN. I'D NEVER HAVE ANOTHER HOUR'S PEACE IF I HELPED TO MAKE YOU DO A THING LIKE THAT. HE TOOK HER FACE BETWEEN HIS HANDS AND LOOKED DOWN INTO IT. YOU SEE YOU ARE DIFFERENT HILDA DON'T YOU KNOW YOU ARE. HIS VOICE GREW SOFTER HIS TOUCH MORE AND MORE TENDER. HILDA HAD HEARD THAT SOFT DEEP TONE IN HIS VOICE ONLY ONCE BEFORE. SHE CLOSED HER EYES HER LIPS AND EYELIDS TREMBLED. ONLY ONE BARTLEY ONLY ONE
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A LAUDABLE REGARD FOR THE HONOR OF THE FIRST PROSELYTE HAS COUNTENANCED THE BELIEF THE HOPE THE WISH THAT THE EBIONITES OR AT LEAST THE NAZARENES WERE DISTINGUISHED ONLY BY THEIR OBSTINATE PERSEVERANCE IN THE PRACTICE OF THE MOSAIC RITES. THEIR CHURCHES HAVE DISAPPEARED THEIR BOOKS ARE OBLITERATED THEIR OBSCURE FREEDOM MIGHT ALLOW A LATITUDE OF FAITH AND THE SOFTNESS OF THEIR INFANT CREED WOULD BE VARIOUSLY MOULDED BY THE ZEAL OR PRUDENCE OF THREE HUNDRED YEARS. YET THE MOST CHARITABLE CRITICISM MUST REFUSE THESE SECTARIES ANY KNOWLEDGE OF THE PURE AND PROPER DIVINITY OF CHRIST. HIS PROGRESS FROM INFANCY TO YOUTH AND MANHOOD WAS MARKED BY A REGULAR INCREASE IN STATURE AND WISDOM AND AFTER A PAINFUL AGONY OF MIND AND BODY HE EXPIRED ON THE CROSS. HE LIVED AND DIED FOR THE SERVICE OF MANKIND BUT THE LIFE AND DEATH OF SOCRATES HAD LIKEWISE BEEN DEVOTED TO THE CAUSE OF RELIGION AND JUSTICE AND ALTHOUGH THE STOIC OR THE HERO MAY DISDAIN THE HUMBLE VIRTUES OF JESUS THE TEARS WHICH HE SHED OVER HIS FRIEND AND COUNTRY MAY BE ESTEEMED THE PUREST EVIDENCE OF HIS HUMANITY. THE MIRACLES OF THE GOSPEL COULD NOT ASTONISH A PEOPLE WHO HELD WITH INTREPID FAITH THE MORE SPLENDID PRODIGIES OF THE MOSAIC LAW. THE NATURAL SUSPICIONS OF THE HUSBAND CONSCIOUS OF HIS OWN CHASTITY WERE DISPELLED BY THE ASSURANCE IN A DREAM THAT HIS WIFE WAS PREGNANT OF THE HOLY GHOST AND AS THIS DISTANT AND DOMESTIC PRODIGY COULD NOT FALL UNDER THE PERSONAL OBSERVATION OF THE HISTORIAN HE MUST HAVE LISTENED TO THE SAME VOICE WHICH DICTATED TO ISAIAH THE FUTURE CONCEPTION OF A VIRGIN. THE SON OF A VIRGIN GENERATED BY THE INEFFABLE OPERATION OF THE HOLY SPIRIT WAS A CREATURE WITHOUT EXAMPLE OR RESEMBLANCE SUPERIOR IN EVERY ATTRIBUTE OF MIND AND BODY TO THE CHILDREN OF ADAM. ON HIS RETURN TO HIS NATIVE SKIES HE RECEIVED THE IMMENSE REWARD OF HIS OBEDIENCE THE EVERLASTING KINGDOM OF THE MESSIAH WHICH HAD BEEN DARKLY FORETOLD BY THE PROPHETS UNDER THE CARNAL IMAGES OF PEACE OF CONQUEST AND OF DOMINION. NOR COULD IT SEEM STRANGE OR INCREDIBLE THAT THE FIRST OF THESE AEONS THE LOGOS OR WORD OF GOD OF THE SAME SUBSTANCE WITH THE FATHER SHOULD DESCEND UPON EARTH TO DELIVER THE HUMAN RACE FROM VICE AND ERROR AND TO CONDUCT THEM IN THE PATHS OF LIFE AND IMMORTALITY. BUT THE PREVAILING DOCTRINE OF THE ETERNITY AND INHERENT PRAVITY OF MATTER INFECTED THE PRIMITIVE CHURCHES OF THE EAST. MANY AMONG THE GENTILE PROSELYTES REFUSED TO BELIEVE THAT A CELESTIAL SPIRIT AN UNDIVIDED PORTION OF THE FIRST ESSENCE HAD BEEN PERSONALLY UNITED WITH A MASS OF IMPURE AND CONTAMINATED FLESH AND IN THEIR ZEAL FOR THE DIVINITY THEY PIOUSLY ABJURED THE HUMANITY OF CHRIST. HE FIRST APPEARED ON THE BANKS OF THE JORDAN IN THE FORM OF PERFECT MANHOOD BUT IT WAS A FORM ONLY AND NOT A SUBSTANCE A HUMAN FIGURE CREATED BY THE HAND OF OMNIPOTENCE TO IMITATE THE FACULTIES AND ACTIONS OF A MAN AND TO IMPOSE A PERPETUAL ILLUSION ON THE SENSES OF HIS FRIENDS AND ENEMIES. ARTICULATE SOUNDS VIBRATED ON THE EARS OF THE DISCIPLES BUT THE IMAGE WHICH WAS IMPRESSED ON THEIR OPTIC NERVE ELUDED THE MORE STUBBORN EVIDENCE OF THE TOUCH AND THEY ENJOYED THE SPIRITUAL NOT THE CORPOREAL PRESENCE OF THE SON OF GOD. THE RAGE OF THE JEWS WAS IDLY WASTED AGAINST AN IMPASSIVE PHANTOM AND THE MYSTIC SCENES OF THE PASSION AND DEATH THE RESURRECTION AND ASCENSION OF CHRIST WERE REPRESENTED ON THE THEATRE OF JERUSALEM FOR THE BENEFIT OF MANKIND. IF IT WERE URGED THAT SUCH IDEAL MIMICRY SUCH INCESSANT DECEPTION WAS UNWORTHY OF THE GOD OF TRUTH THE DOCETES AGREED WITH TOO MANY OF THEIR ORTHODOX BRETHREN IN THE JUSTIFICATION OF PIOUS FALSEHOOD. BUT THE RASHNESS OF THESE CONCESSIONS HAS ENCOURAGED A MILDER SENTIMENT OF THOSE OF THE DOCETES WHO TAUGHT NOT THAT CHRIST WAS A PHANTOM BUT THAT HE WAS CLOTHED WITH AN IMPASSIBLE AND INCORRUPTIBLE BODY
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SUCH INDEED IN THE MORE ORTHODOX SYSTEM HE HAS ACQUIRED SINCE HIS RESURRECTION AND SUCH HE MUST HAVE ALWAYS POSSESSED IF IT WERE CAPABLE OF PERVADING WITHOUT RESISTANCE OR INJURY THE DENSITY OF INTERMEDIATE MATTER. DEVOID OF ITS MOST ESSENTIAL PROPERTIES IT MIGHT BE EXEMPT FROM THE ATTRIBUTES AND INFIRMITIES OF THE FLESH. A FOETUS THAT COULD INCREASE FROM AN INVISIBLE POINT TO ITS FULL MATURITY A CHILD THAT COULD ATTAIN THE STATURE OF PERFECT MANHOOD WITHOUT DERIVING ANY NOURISHMENT FROM THE ORDINARY SOURCES MIGHT CONTINUE TO EXIST WITHOUT REPAIRING A DAILY WASTE BY A DAILY SUPPLY OF EXTERNAL MATTER. JESUS MIGHT SHARE THE REPASTS OF HIS DISCIPLES WITHOUT BEING SUBJECT TO THE CALLS OF THIRST OR HUNGER AND HIS VIRGIN PURITY WAS NEVER SULLIED BY THE INVOLUNTARY STAINS OF SENSUAL CONCUPISCENCE. OF A BODY THUS SINGULARLY CONSTITUTED A QUESTION WOULD ARISE BY WHAT MEANS AND OF WHAT MATERIALS IT WAS ORIGINALLY FRAMED AND OUR SOUNDER THEOLOGY IS STARTLED BY AN ANSWER WHICH WAS NOT PECULIAR TO THE GNOSTICS THAT BOTH THE FORM AND THE SUBSTANCE PROCEEDED FROM THE DIVINE ESSENCE. IF WE DEFINE THE PLACE WE MUST DESCRIBE THE FIGURE OF THE DEITY. IN THEIR EYES JESUS OF NAZARETH WAS A MERE MORTAL THE LEGITIMATE SON OF JOSEPH AND MARY BUT HE WAS THE BEST AND WISEST OF THE HUMAN RACE SELECTED AS THE WORTHY INSTRUMENT TO RESTORE UPON EARTH THE WORSHIP OF THE TRUE AND SUPREME DEITY. WHEN HE WAS BAPTIZED IN THE JORDAN THE CHRIST THE FIRST OF THE AEONS THE SON OF GOD HIMSELF DESCENDED ON JESUS IN THE FORM OF A DOVE TO INHABIT HIS MIND AND DIRECT HIS ACTIONS DURING THE ALLOTTED PERIOD OF HIS MINISTRY. WHEN THE MESSIAH WAS DELIVERED INTO THE HANDS OF THE JEWS THE CHRIST AN IMMORTAL AND IMPASSIBLE BEING FORSOOK HIS EARTHLY TABERNACLE FLEW BACK TO THE PLEROMA OR WORLD OF SPIRITS AND LEFT THE SOLITARY JESUS TO SUFFER TO COMPLAIN AND TO EXPIRE. BUT THE JUSTICE AND GENEROSITY OF SUCH A DESERTION ARE STRONGLY QUESTIONABLE AND THE FATE OF AN INNOCENT MARTYR AT FIRST IMPELLED AND AT LENGTH ABANDONED BY HIS DIVINE COMPANION MIGHT PROVOKE THE PITY AND INDIGNATION OF THE PROFANE. THEIR MURMURS WERE VARIOUSLY SILENCED BY THE SECTARIES WHO ESPOUSED AND MODIFIED THE DOUBLE SYSTEM OF CERINTHUS. IT WAS ALLEGED THAT WHEN JESUS WAS NAILED TO THE CROSS HE WAS ENDOWED WITH A MIRACULOUS APATHY OF MIND AND BODY WHICH RENDERED HIM INSENSIBLE OF HIS APPARENT SUFFERINGS. IN THE AGE OF RELIGIOUS FREEDOM WHICH WAS DETERMINED BY THE COUNCIL OF NICE THE DIGNITY OF CHRIST WAS MEASURED BY PRIVATE JUDGMENT ACCORDING TO THE INDEFINITE RULE OF SCRIPTURE OR REASON OR TRADITION. BUT WHEN HIS PURE AND PROPER DIVINITY HAD BEEN ESTABLISHED ON THE RUINS OF ARIANISM THE FAITH OF THE CATHOLICS TREMBLED ON THE EDGE OF A PRECIPICE WHERE IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE TO RECEDE DANGEROUS TO STAND DREADFUL TO FALL AND THE MANIFOLD INCONVENIENCES OF THEIR CREED WERE AGGRAVATED BY THE SUBLIME CHARACTER OF THEIR THEOLOGY. THE WORTHY FRIEND OF ATHANASIUS THE WORTHY ANTAGONIST OF JULIAN HE BRAVELY WRESTLED WITH THE ARIANS AND POLYTHEISTS AND THOUGH HE AFFECTED THE RIGOR OF GEOMETRICAL DEMONSTRATION HIS COMMENTARIES REVEALED THE LITERAL AND ALLEGORICAL SENSE OF THE SCRIPTURES. HE TAUGHT THAT THE GODHEAD WAS UNITED OR MINGLED WITH THE BODY OF A MAN AND THAT THE LOGOS THE ETERNAL WISDOM SUPPLIED IN THE FLESH THE PLACE AND OFFICE OF A HUMAN SOUL. YET AS THE PROFOUND DOCTOR HAD BEEN TERRIFIED AT HIS OWN RASHNESS APOLLINARIS WAS HEARD TO MUTTER SOME FAINT ACCENTS OF EXCUSE AND EXPLANATION. HE ACQUIESCED IN THE OLD DISTINCTION OF THE GREEK PHILOSOPHERS BETWEEN THE RATIONAL AND SENSITIVE SOUL OF MAN THAT HE MIGHT RESERVE THE LOGOS FOR INTELLECTUAL FUNCTIONS AND EMPLOY THE SUBORDINATE HUMAN PRINCIPLE IN THE MEANER ACTIONS OF ANIMAL LIFE. BUT INSTEAD OF A TEMPORARY AND OCCASIONAL ALLIANCE THEY ESTABLISHED AND WE STILL EMBRACE THE SUBSTANTIAL INDISSOLUBLE AND EVERLASTING UNION OF A PERFECT GOD WITH A PERFECT MAN OF THE SECOND PERSON OF THE TRINITY WITH A REASONABLE SOUL AND HUMAN FLESH
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IN THE BEGINNING OF THE FIFTH CENTURY THE UNITY OF THE TWO NATURES WAS THE PREVAILING DOCTRINE OF THE CHURCH. ON ALL SIDES IT WAS CONFESSED THAT THE MODE OF THEIR COEXISTENCE COULD NEITHER BE REPRESENTED BY OUR IDEAS NOR EXPRESSED BY OUR LANGUAGE. IMPELLED BY RELIGIOUS FRENZY THEY FLED WITH ADVERSE HASTE FROM THE ERROR WHICH THEY MUTUALLY DEEMED MOST DESTRUCTIVE OF TRUTH AND SALVATION. ON EITHER HAND THEY WERE ANXIOUS TO GUARD THEY WERE JEALOUS TO DEFEND THE UNION AND THE DISTINCTION OF THE TWO NATURES AND TO INVENT SUCH FORMS OF SPEECH SUCH SYMBOLS OF DOCTRINE AS WERE LEAST SUSCEPTIBLE OF DOUBT OR AMBIGUITY. THE POVERTY OF IDEAS AND LANGUAGE TEMPTED THEM TO RANSACK ART AND NATURE FOR EVERY POSSIBLE COMPARISON AND EACH COMPARISON MISLEAD THEIR FANCY IN THE EXPLANATION OF AN INCOMPARABLE MYSTERY. IN THE POLEMIC MICROSCOPE AN ATOM IS ENLARGED TO A MONSTER AND EACH PARTY WAS SKILFUL TO EXAGGERATE THE ABSURD OR IMPIOUS CONCLUSIONS THAT MIGHT BE EXTORTED FROM THE PRINCIPLES OF THEIR ADVERSARIES. TO ESCAPE FROM EACH OTHER THEY WANDERED THROUGH MANY A DARK AND DEVIOUS THICKET TILL THEY WERE ASTONISHED BY THE HORRID PHANTOMS OF CERINTHUS AND APOLLINARIS WHO GUARDED THE OPPOSITE ISSUES OF THE THEOLOGICAL LABYRINTH. AS SOON AS THEY BEHELD THE TWILIGHT OF SENSE AND HERESY THEY STARTED MEASURED BACK THEIR STEPS AND WERE AGAIN INVOLVED IN THE GLOOM OF IMPENETRABLE ORTHODOXY. TO PURGE THEMSELVES FROM THE GUILT OR REPROACH OF DAMNABLE ERROR THEY DISAVOWED THEIR CONSEQUENCES EXPLAINED THEIR PRINCIPLES EXCUSED THEIR INDISCRETIONS AND UNANIMOUSLY PRONOUNCED THE SOUNDS OF CONCORD AND FAITH. UNDER THE TUITION OF THE ABBOT SERAPION HE APPLIED HIMSELF TO ECCLESIASTICAL STUDIES WITH SUCH INDEFATIGABLE ARDOR THAT IN THE COURSE OF ONE SLEEPLESS NIGHT HE HAS PERUSED THE FOUR GOSPELS THE CATHOLIC EPISTLES AND THE EPISTLE TO THE ROMANS. WITH THE APPROBATION OF HIS UNCLE HE ASSUMED THE OFFICE AND ACQUIRED THE FAME OF A POPULAR PREACHER
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THE PRIZE WAS NOT UNWORTHY OF HIS AMBITION. AT A DISTANCE FROM THE COURT AND AT THE HEAD OF AN IMMENSE CAPITAL THE PATRIARCH AS HE WAS NOW STYLED OF ALEXANDRIA HAD GRADUALLY USURPED THE STATE AND AUTHORITY OF A CIVIL MAGISTRATE. ARDENT IN THE PROSECUTION OF HERESY CYRIL AUSPICIOUSLY OPENED HIS REIGN BY OPPRESSING THE NOVATIANS THE MOST INNOCENT AND HARMLESS OF THE SECTARIES. THE INTERDICTION OF THEIR RELIGIOUS WORSHIP APPEARED IN HIS EYES A JUST AND MERITORIOUS ACT AND HE CONFISCATED THEIR HOLY VESSELS WITHOUT APPREHENDING THE GUILT OF SACRILEGE. THE TOLERATION AND EVEN THE PRIVILEGES OF THE JEWS WHO HAD MULTIPLIED TO THE NUMBER OF FORTY THOUSAND WERE SECURED BY THE LAWS OF THE CAESARS AND PTOLEMIES AND A LONG PRESCRIPTION OF SEVEN HUNDRED YEARS SINCE THE FOUNDATION OF ALEXANDRIA. WITHOUT ANY LEGAL SENTENCE WITHOUT ANY ROYAL MANDATE THE PATRIARCH AT THE DAWN OF DAY LED A SEDITIOUS MULTITUDE TO THE ATTACK OF THE SYNAGOGUES. UNARMED AND UNPREPARED THE JEWS WERE INCAPABLE OF RESISTANCE THEIR HOUSES OF PRAYER WERE LEVELLED WITH THE GROUND AND THE EPISCOPAL WARRIOR AFTER REWARDING HIS TROOPS WITH THE PLUNDER OF THEIR GOODS EXPELLED FROM THE CITY THE REMNANT OF THE UNBELIEVING NATION. PERHAPS HE MIGHT PLEAD THE INSOLENCE OF THEIR PROSPERITY AND THEIR DEADLY HATRED OF THE CHRISTIANS WHOSE BLOOD THEY HAD RECENTLY SHED IN A MALICIOUS OR ACCIDENTAL TUMULT. SUCH CRIMES WOULD HAVE DESERVED THE ANIMADVERSION OF THE MAGISTRATE BUT IN THIS PROMISCUOUS OUTRAGE THE INNOCENT WERE CONFOUNDED WITH THE GUILTY AND ALEXANDRIA WAS IMPOVERISHED BY THE LOSS OF A WEALTHY AND INDUSTRIOUS COLONY. THE ZEAL OF CYRIL EXPOSED HIM TO THE PENALTIES OF THE JULIAN LAW BUT IN A FEEBLE GOVERNMENT AND A SUPERSTITIOUS AGE HE WAS SECURE OF IMPUNITY AND EVEN OF PRAISE. ORESTES COMPLAINED BUT HIS JUST COMPLAINTS WERE TOO QUICKLY FORGOTTEN BY THE MINISTERS OF THEODOSIUS AND TOO DEEPLY REMEMBERED BY A PRIEST WHO AFFECTED TO PARDON AND CONTINUED TO HATE THE PRAEFECT OF EGYPT. AS HE PASSED THROUGH THE STREETS HIS CHARIOT WAS ASSAULTED BY A BAND OF FIVE HUNDRED OF THE NITRIAN MONKS HIS GUARDS FLED FROM THE WILD BEASTS OF THE DESERT HIS PROTESTATIONS THAT HE WAS A CHRISTIAN AND A CATHOLIC WERE ANSWERED BY A VOLLEY OF STONES AND THE FACE OF ORESTES WAS COVERED WITH BLOOD. AT THE COMMAND OF CYRIL HIS BODY WAS RAISED FROM THE GROUND AND TRANSPORTED IN SOLEMN PROCESSION TO THE CATHEDRAL THE NAME OF AMMONIUS WAS CHANGED TO THAT OF THAUMASIUS THE WONDERFUL HIS TOMB WAS DECORATED WITH THE TROPHIES OF MARTYRDOM AND THE PATRIARCH ASCENDED THE PULPIT TO CELEBRATE THE MAGNANIMITY OF AN ASSASSIN AND A REBEL. SUCH HONORS MIGHT INCITE THE FAITHFUL TO COMBAT AND DIE UNDER THE BANNERS OF THE SAINT AND HE SOON PROMPTED OR ACCEPTED THE SACRIFICE OF A VIRGIN WHO PROFESSED THE RELIGION OF THE GREEKS AND CULTIVATED THE FRIENDSHIP OF ORESTES. IN THE BLOOM OF BEAUTY AND IN THE MATURITY OF WISDOM THE MODEST MAID REFUSED HER LOVERS AND INSTRUCTED HER DISCIPLES THE PERSONS MOST ILLUSTRIOUS FOR THEIR RANK OR MERIT WERE IMPATIENT TO VISIT THE FEMALE PHILOSOPHER AND CYRIL BEHELD WITH A JEALOUS EYE THE GORGEOUS TRAIN OF HORSES AND SLAVES WHO CROWDED THE DOOR OF HER ACADEMY. A RUMOR WAS SPREAD AMONG THE CHRISTIANS THAT THE DAUGHTER OF THEON WAS THE ONLY OBSTACLE TO THE RECONCILIATION OF THE PRAEFECT AND THE ARCHBISHOP AND THAT OBSTACLE WAS SPEEDILY REMOVED. WHICH OPPRESSED THE METROPOLITANS OF EUROPE AND ASIA INVADED THE PROVINCES OF ANTIOCH AND ALEXANDRIA AND MEASURED THEIR DIOCESE BY THE LIMITS OF THE EMPIRE. THE LONG MODERATION OF ATTICUS THE MILD USURPER OF THE THRONE OF CHRYSOSTOM SUSPENDED THE ANIMOSITIES OF THE EASTERN PATRIARCHS BUT CYRIL WAS AT LENGTH AWAKENED BY THE EXALTATION OF A RIVAL MORE WORTHY OF HIS ESTEEM AND HATRED. AFTER THE SHORT AND TROUBLED REIGN OF SISINNIUS BISHOP OF CONSTANTINOPLE THE FACTIONS OF THE CLERGY AND PEOPLE WERE APPEASED BY THE CHOICE OF THE EMPEROR WHO ON THIS OCCASION CONSULTED THE VOICE OF FAME AND INVITED THE MERIT OF A STRANGER. GIVE ME O CAESAR HE EXCLAIMED GIVE ME THE EARTH PURGED OF HERETICS AND I WILL GIVE YOU IN EXCHANGE THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN
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EXTERMINATE WITH ME THE HERETICS AND WITH YOU I WILL EXTERMINATE THE PERSIANS. AT THESE BLASPHEMOUS SOUNDS THE PILLARS OF THE SANCTUARY WERE SHAKEN. AFTER A SHORT CORRESPONDENCE IN WHICH THE RIVAL PRELATES DISGUISED THEIR HATRED IN THE HOLLOW LANGUAGE OF RESPECT AND CHARITY THE PATRIARCH OF ALEXANDRIA DENOUNCED TO THE PRINCE AND PEOPLE TO THE EAST AND TO THE WEST THE DAMNABLE ERRORS OF THE BYZANTINE PONTIFF. FROM THE EAST MORE ESPECIALLY FROM ANTIOCH HE OBTAINED THE AMBIGUOUS COUNSELS OF TOLERATION AND SILENCE WHICH WERE ADDRESSED TO BOTH PARTIES WHILE THEY FAVORED THE CAUSE OF NESTORIUS. BUT THE VATICAN RECEIVED WITH OPEN ARMS THE MESSENGERS OF EGYPT. THE VANITY OF CELESTINE WAS FLATTERED BY THE APPEAL AND THE PARTIAL VERSION OF A MONK DECIDED THE FAITH OF THE POPE WHO WITH HIS LATIN CLERGY WAS IGNORANT OF THE LANGUAGE THE ARTS AND THE THEOLOGY OF THE GREEKS. HE HAD CONTRACTED AN INTIMATE ALLIANCE WITH MEMNON BISHOP OF EPHESUS. NESTORIUS WHO DEPENDED ON THE NEAR APPROACH OF HIS EASTERN FRIENDS PERSISTED LIKE HIS PREDECESSOR CHRYSOSTOM TO DISCLAIM THE JURISDICTION AND TO DISOBEY THE SUMMONS OF HIS ENEMIES THEY HASTENED HIS TRIAL AND HIS ACCUSER PRESIDED IN THE SEAT OF JUDGMENT. SIXTY EIGHT BISHOPS TWENTY TWO OF METROPOLITAN RANK DEFENDED HIS CAUSE BY A MODEST AND TEMPERATE PROTEST THEY WERE EXCLUDED FROM THE COUNCILS OF THEIR BRETHREN. CANDIDIAN IN THE EMPEROR'S NAME REQUESTED A DELAY OF FOUR DAYS THE PROFANE MAGISTRATE WAS DRIVEN WITH OUTRAGE AND INSULT FROM THE ASSEMBLY OF THE SAINTS. BY THE VIGILANCE OF MEMNON THE CHURCHES WERE SHUT AGAINST THEM AND A STRONG GARRISON WAS THROWN INTO THE CATHEDRAL. THE TROOPS UNDER THE COMMAND OF CANDIDIAN ADVANCED TO THE ASSAULT THE OUTGUARDS WERE ROUTED AND PUT TO THE SWORD BUT THE PLACE WAS IMPREGNABLE THE BESIEGERS RETIRED THEIR RETREAT WAS PURSUED BY A VIGOROUS SALLY THEY LOST THEIR HORSES AND MANY OF THEIR SOLDIERS WERE DANGEROUSLY WOUNDED WITH CLUBS AND STONES. EPHESUS THE CITY OF THE VIRGIN WAS DEFILED WITH RAGE AND CLAMOR WITH SEDITION AND BLOOD THE RIVAL SYNODS DARTED ANATHEMAS AND EXCOMMUNICATIONS FROM THEIR SPIRITUAL ENGINES AND THE COURT OF THEODOSIUS WAS PERPLEXED BY THE ADVERSE AND CONTRADICTORY NARRATIVES OF THE SYRIAN AND EGYPTIAN FACTIONS. DURING A BUSY PERIOD OF THREE MONTHS THE EMPEROR TRIED EVERY METHOD EXCEPT THE MOST EFFECTUAL MEANS OF INDIFFERENCE AND CONTEMPT TO RECONCILE THIS THEOLOGICAL QUARREL. HE ATTEMPTED TO REMOVE OR INTIMIDATE THE LEADERS BY A COMMON SENTENCE OF ACQUITTAL OR CONDEMNATION HE INVESTED HIS REPRESENTATIVES AT EPHESUS WITH AMPLE POWER AND MILITARY FORCE HE SUMMONED FROM EITHER PARTY EIGHT CHOSEN DEPUTIES TO A FREE AND CANDID CONFERENCE IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD OF THE CAPITAL FAR FROM THE CONTAGION OF POPULAR FRENZY. BUT THE ORIENTALS REFUSED TO YIELD AND THE CATHOLICS PROUD OF THEIR NUMBERS AND OF THEIR LATIN ALLIES REJECTED ALL TERMS OF UNION OR TOLERATION. HIS PROVIDENCE WILL DISCERN AND PUNISH THE GUILTY. RETURN TO YOUR PROVINCES AND MAY YOUR PRIVATE VIRTUES REPAIR THE MISCHIEF AND SCANDAL OF YOUR MEETING. AT THE STERN COMMAND OF HIS SOVEREIGN. WITHOUT EXPECTING THE ROYAL LICENSE HE ESCAPED FROM HIS GUARDS PRECIPITATELY EMBARKED DESERTED THE IMPERFECT SYNOD AND RETIRED TO HIS EPISCOPAL FORTRESS OF SAFETY AND INDEPENDENCE. BUT HIS ARTFUL EMISSARIES BOTH IN THE COURT AND CITY SUCCESSFULLY LABORED TO APPEASE THE RESENTMENT AND TO CONCILIATE THE FAVOR OF THE EMPEROR. THE FEEBLE SON OF ARCADIUS WAS ALTERNATELY SWAYED BY HIS WIFE AND SISTER BY THE EUNUCHS AND WOMEN OF THE PALACE SUPERSTITION AND AVARICE WERE THEIR RULING PASSIONS AND THE ORTHODOX CHIEFS WERE ASSIDUOUS IN THEIR ENDEAVORS TO ALARM THE FORMER AND TO GRATIFY THE LATTER. FROM THE FIRST MOMENT OF THEIR MONASTIC LIFE THEY HAD NEVER MINGLED WITH THE WORLD OR TROD THE PROFANE GROUND OF THE CITY. BUT IN THIS AWFUL MOMENT OF THE DANGER OF THE CHURCH THEIR VOW WAS SUPERSEDED BY A MORE SUBLIME AND INDISPENSABLE DUTY. AT THE HEAD OF A LONG ORDER OF MONKS AND HERMITS WHO CARRIED BURNING TAPERS IN THEIR HANDS AND CHANTED LITANIES TO THE MOTHER OF GOD THEY PROCEEDED FROM THEIR MONASTERIES TO THE PALACE
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THE PEOPLE WAS EDIFIED AND INFLAMED BY THIS EXTRAORDINARY SPECTACLE AND THE TREMBLING MONARCH LISTENED TO THE PRAYERS AND ADJURATIONS OF THE SAINTS WHO BOLDLY PRONOUNCED THAT NONE COULD HOPE FOR SALVATION UNLESS THEY EMBRACED THE PERSON AND THE CREED OF THE ORTHODOX SUCCESSOR OF ATHANASIUS. AT THE SAME TIME EVERY AVENUE OF THE THRONE WAS ASSAULTED WITH GOLD. THE PAST HE REGRETTED HE WAS DISCONTENTED WITH THE PRESENT AND THE FUTURE HE HAD REASON TO DREAD THE ORIENTAL BISHOPS SUCCESSIVELY DISENGAGED THEIR CAUSE FROM HIS UNPOPULAR NAME AND EACH DAY DECREASED THE NUMBER OF THE SCHISMATICS WHO REVERED NESTORIUS AS THE CONFESSOR OF THE FAITH. A WANDERING TRIBE OF THE BLEMMYES OR NUBIANS INVADED HIS SOLITARY PRISON IN THEIR RETREAT THEY DISMISSED A CROWD OF USELESS CAPTIVES BUT NO SOONER HAD NESTORIUS REACHED THE BANKS OF THE NILE THAN HE WOULD GLADLY HAVE ESCAPED FROM A ROMAN AND ORTHODOX CITY TO THE MILDER SERVITUDE OF THE SAVAGES. HIS FLIGHT WAS PUNISHED AS A NEW CRIME THE SOUL OF THE PATRIARCH INSPIRED THE CIVIL AND ECCLESIASTICAL POWERS OF EGYPT THE MAGISTRATES THE SOLDIERS THE MONKS DEVOUTLY TORTURED THE ENEMY OF CHRIST AND SAINT CYRIL AND AS FAR AS THE CONFINES OF AETHIOPIA THE HERETIC WAS ALTERNATELY DRAGGED AND RECALLED TILL HIS AGED BODY WAS BROKEN BY THE HARDSHIPS AND ACCIDENTS OF THESE REITERATED JOURNEYS
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CHAPTER THREE TWO MISFORTUNES MAKE ONE PIECE OF GOOD FORTUNE. ON THE FOLLOWING MORNING AT DAYBREAK JEAN VALJEAN WAS STILL BY COSETTE'S BEDSIDE HE WATCHED THERE MOTIONLESS WAITING FOR HER TO WAKE. SOME NEW THING HAD COME INTO HIS SOUL. JEAN VALJEAN HAD NEVER LOVED ANYTHING FOR TWENTY FIVE YEARS HE HAD BEEN ALONE IN THE WORLD. HE HAD NEVER BEEN FATHER LOVER HUSBAND FRIEND. IN THE PRISON HE HAD BEEN VICIOUS GLOOMY CHASTE IGNORANT AND SHY. THE HEART OF THAT EX CONVICT WAS FULL OF VIRGINITY. HIS SISTER AND HIS SISTER'S CHILDREN HAD LEFT HIM ONLY A VAGUE AND FAR OFF MEMORY WHICH HAD FINALLY ALMOST COMPLETELY VANISHED HE HAD MADE EVERY EFFORT TO FIND THEM AND NOT HAVING BEEN ABLE TO FIND THEM HE HAD FORGOTTEN THEM. HUMAN NATURE IS MADE THUS THE OTHER TENDER EMOTIONS OF HIS YOUTH IF HE HAD EVER HAD ANY HAD FALLEN INTO AN ABYSS. WHEN HE SAW COSETTE WHEN HE HAD TAKEN POSSESSION OF HER CARRIED HER OFF AND DELIVERED HER HE FELT HIS HEART MOVED WITHIN HIM. ALL THE PASSION AND AFFECTION WITHIN HIM AWOKE AND RUSHED TOWARDS THAT CHILD. HE APPROACHED THE BED WHERE SHE LAY SLEEPING AND TREMBLED WITH JOY. HE SUFFERED ALL THE PANGS OF A MOTHER AND HE KNEW NOT WHAT IT MEANT FOR THAT GREAT AND SINGULAR MOVEMENT OF A HEART WHICH BEGINS TO LOVE IS A VERY OBSCURE AND A VERY SWEET THING. POOR OLD MAN WITH A PERFECTLY NEW HEART. ONLY AS HE WAS FIVE AND FIFTY AND COSETTE EIGHT YEARS OF AGE ALL THAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN LOVE IN THE WHOLE COURSE OF HIS LIFE FLOWED TOGETHER INTO A SORT OF INEFFABLE LIGHT. IT WAS THE SECOND WHITE APPARITION WHICH HE HAD ENCOUNTERED. THE BISHOP HAD CAUSED THE DAWN OF VIRTUE TO RISE ON HIS HORIZON COSETTE CAUSED THE DAWN OF LOVE TO RISE. THE EARLY DAYS PASSED IN THIS DAZZLED STATE. COSETTE ON HER SIDE HAD ALSO UNKNOWN TO HERSELF BECOME ANOTHER BEING POOR LITTLE THING. SHE WAS SO LITTLE WHEN HER MOTHER LEFT HER THAT SHE NO LONGER REMEMBERED HER. LIKE ALL CHILDREN WHO RESEMBLE YOUNG SHOOTS OF THE VINE WHICH CLING TO EVERYTHING SHE HAD TRIED TO LOVE SHE HAD NOT SUCCEEDED. SHE HAD LOVED THE DOG AND HE HAD DIED AFTER WHICH NOTHING AND NOBODY WOULD HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH HER. IT IS A SAD THING TO SAY AND WE HAVE ALREADY INTIMATED IT THAT AT EIGHT YEARS OF AGE HER HEART WAS COLD. IT WAS NOT HER FAULT IT WAS NOT THE FACULTY OF LOVING THAT SHE LACKED ALAS IT WAS THE POSSIBILITY. THUS FROM THE VERY FIRST DAY ALL HER SENTIENT AND THINKING POWERS LOVED THIS KIND MAN. SHE FELT THAT WHICH SHE HAD NEVER FELT BEFORE A SENSATION OF EXPANSION. THE MAN NO LONGER PRODUCED ON HER THE EFFECT OF BEING OLD OR POOR SHE THOUGHT JEAN VALJEAN HANDSOME JUST AS SHE THOUGHT THE HOVEL PRETTY. THESE ARE THE EFFECTS OF THE DAWN OF CHILDHOOD OF JOY. THE NOVELTY OF THE EARTH AND OF LIFE COUNTS FOR SOMETHING HERE. NOTHING IS SO CHARMING AS THE COLORING REFLECTION OF HAPPINESS ON A GARRET. WE ALL HAVE IN OUR PAST A DELIGHTFUL GARRET
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NATURE A DIFFERENCE OF FIFTY YEARS HAD SET A PROFOUND GULF BETWEEN JEAN VALJEAN AND COSETTE DESTINY FILLED IN THIS GULF. DESTINY SUDDENLY UNITED AND WEDDED WITH ITS IRRESISTIBLE POWER THESE TWO UPROOTED EXISTENCES DIFFERING IN AGE ALIKE IN SORROW. ONE IN FACT COMPLETED THE OTHER. COSETTE'S INSTINCT SOUGHT A FATHER AS JEAN VALJEAN'S INSTINCT SOUGHT A CHILD. TO MEET WAS TO FIND EACH OTHER. AT THE MYSTERIOUS MOMENT WHEN THEIR HANDS TOUCHED THEY WERE WELDED TOGETHER. WHEN THESE TWO SOULS PERCEIVED EACH OTHER THEY RECOGNIZED EACH OTHER AS NECESSARY TO EACH OTHER AND EMBRACED EACH OTHER CLOSELY. MOREOVER JEAN VALJEAN HAD CHOSEN HIS REFUGE WELL. THERE HE SEEMED PERFECTLY SECURE. THE CHAMBER WITH A DRESSING ROOM WHICH HE OCCUPIED WITH COSETTE WAS THE ONE WHOSE WINDOW OPENED ON THE BOULEVARD. THIS BEING THE ONLY WINDOW IN THE HOUSE NO NEIGHBORS GLANCES WERE TO BE FEARED FROM ACROSS THE WAY OR AT THE SIDE. IT WAS THIS OLD WOMAN ORNAMENTED WITH THE NAME OF THE PRINCIPAL LODGER AND IN REALITY INTRUSTED WITH THE FUNCTIONS OF PORTRESS WHO HAD LET HIM THE LODGING ON CHRISTMAS EVE. HE HAD REPRESENTED HIMSELF TO HER AS A GENTLEMAN OF MEANS WHO HAD BEEN RUINED BY SPANISH BONDS WHO WAS COMING THERE TO LIVE WITH HIS LITTLE DAUGHTER. HE HAD PAID HER SIX MONTHS IN ADVANCE AND HAD COMMISSIONED THE OLD WOMAN TO FURNISH THE CHAMBER AND DRESSING ROOM AS WE HAVE SEEN. IT WAS THIS GOOD WOMAN WHO HAD LIGHTED THE FIRE IN THE STOVE AND PREPARED EVERYTHING ON THE EVENING OF THEIR ARRIVAL. WEEK FOLLOWED WEEK THESE TWO BEINGS LED A HAPPY LIFE IN THAT HOVEL. COSETTE LAUGHED CHATTERED AND SANG FROM DAYBREAK. CHILDREN HAVE THEIR MORNING SONG AS WELL AS BIRDS. IT SOMETIMES HAPPENED THAT JEAN VALJEAN CLASPED HER TINY RED HAND ALL CRACKED WITH CHILBLAINS AND KISSED IT. THE POOR CHILD WHO WAS USED TO BEING BEATEN DID NOT KNOW THE MEANING OF THIS AND RAN AWAY IN CONFUSION. AT TIMES SHE BECAME SERIOUS AND STARED AT HER LITTLE BLACK GOWN. COSETTE WAS NO LONGER IN RAGS SHE WAS IN MOURNING. SHE HAD EMERGED FROM MISERY AND SHE WAS ENTERING INTO LIFE. SOMETIMES AS HE MADE THE CHILD SPELL HE REMEMBERED THAT IT WAS WITH THE IDEA OF DOING EVIL THAT HE HAD LEARNED TO READ IN PRISON. THIS IDEA HAD ENDED IN TEACHING A CHILD TO READ. THEN THE EX CONVICT SMILED WITH THE PENSIVE SMILE OF THE ANGELS. HE FELT IN IT A PREMEDITATION FROM ON HIGH THE WILL OF SOME ONE WHO WAS NOT MAN AND HE BECAME ABSORBED IN REVERY. GOOD THOUGHTS HAVE THEIR ABYSSES AS WELL AS EVIL ONES. TO TEACH COSETTE TO READ AND TO LET HER PLAY THIS CONSTITUTED NEARLY THE WHOLE OF JEAN VALJEAN'S EXISTENCE. AND THEN HE TALKED OF HER MOTHER AND HE MADE HER PRAY. SHE CALLED HIM FATHER AND KNEW NO OTHER NAME FOR HIM. HE PASSED HOURS IN WATCHING HER DRESSING AND UNDRESSING HER DOLL AND IN LISTENING TO HER PRATTLE. LIFE HENCEFORTH APPEARED TO HIM TO BE FULL OF INTEREST MEN SEEMED TO HIM GOOD AND JUST HE NO LONGER REPROACHED ANY ONE IN THOUGHT HE SAW NO REASON WHY HE SHOULD NOT LIVE TO BE A VERY OLD MAN NOW THAT THIS CHILD LOVED HIM
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HE SAW A WHOLE FUTURE STRETCHING OUT BEFORE HIM ILLUMINATED BY COSETTE AS BY A CHARMING LIGHT. THE BEST OF US ARE NOT EXEMPT FROM EGOTISTICAL THOUGHTS. AT TIMES HE REFLECTED WITH A SORT OF JOY THAT SHE WOULD BE UGLY. THIS IS ONLY A PERSONAL OPINION BUT TO UTTER OUR WHOLE THOUGHT AT THE POINT WHERE JEAN VALJEAN HAD ARRIVED WHEN HE BEGAN TO LOVE COSETTE IT IS BY NO MEANS CLEAR TO US THAT HE DID NOT NEED THIS ENCOURAGEMENT IN ORDER THAT HE MIGHT PERSEVERE IN WELL DOING. HE HAD RETURNED TO PRISON THIS TIME FOR HAVING DONE RIGHT HE HAD QUAFFED FRESH BITTERNESS DISGUST AND LASSITUDE WERE OVERPOWERING HIM EVEN THE MEMORY OF THE BISHOP PROBABLY SUFFERED A TEMPORARY ECLIPSE THOUGH SURE TO REAPPEAR LATER ON LUMINOUS AND TRIUMPHANT BUT AFTER ALL THAT SACRED MEMORY WAS GROWING DIM. WHO KNOWS WHETHER JEAN VALJEAN HAD NOT BEEN ON THE EVE OF GROWING DISCOURAGED AND OF FALLING ONCE MORE. HE LOVED AND GREW STRONG AGAIN. ALAS HE WALKED WITH NO LESS INDECISION THAN COSETTE. HE PROTECTED HER AND SHE STRENGTHENED HIM. THANKS TO HIM SHE COULD WALK THROUGH LIFE THANKS TO HER HE COULD CONTINUE IN VIRTUE. HE WAS THAT CHILD'S STAY AND SHE WAS HIS PROP
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IT IS TO THEM AS THE DAISIES IN THE GRASS AND THE STARS IN THE SKY. OF THESE THINGS AND SUCH AS THESE THEY ASK NO QUESTIONS. BUT THERE YOU WILL STILL FIND ONE CHILD WHO TAKES THE PART OF THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER AND ANOTHER WHO IS THE WANDERING SINGER AND THE REMAINING GROUP THERE SHOULD BE NO MORE THAN SIX IN IT BECOMES THE SPRING GREEN LADY THE ROSE WHITE LADY THE APPLE GOLD LADY OF THE THREE PARTS OF THE GAME. OFTEN THERE ARE MORE THAN SIX IN THE GROUP FOR THE TRUE NUMBER OF THE DAMSELS WHO GUARDED THEIR FELLOW IN HER PRISON IS AS FORGOTTEN AS THEIR NAMES JOSCELYN JANE AND JENNIFER JESSICA JOYCE AND JOAN. FORGOTTEN TOO THE NAME OF GILLIAN THE LOVELY CAPTIVE. AND THE WANDERING SINGER IS TO THEM BUT THE WANDERING SINGER NOT MARTIN PIPPIN THE MINSTREL. WORSE AND WORSE HE IS EVEN PRESUMED TO BE THE CAPTIVE'S SWEETHEART WHO WHEEDLES THE FLOWER THE RING AND THE PRISON KEY OUT OF THE STRICT VIRGINS FOR HIS OWN PURPOSES AND FLIES WITH HER AT LAST IN HIS SHALLOP ACROSS THE SEA TO LIVE WITH HER HAPPILY EVER AFTER. BUT THIS IS A FALLACY. MARTIN PIPPIN NEVER WHEEDLED ANYTHING OUT OF ANYBODY FOR HIS OWN PURPOSES IN FACT HE HAD NONE OF HIS OWN. ON THIS ADVENTURE HE WAS ABOUT THE BUSINESS OF YOUNG ROBIN RUE. THERE ARE FURTHER DISCREPANCIES FOR THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER WAS NOT AN EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER BUT A FARMER'S NOR WAS THE SEA THE SEA BUT A DUCKPOND NOR. BUT LET US BEGIN WITH THE CHILDREN'S VERSION AS THEY SING AND DANCE IT ON SUMMER DAYS AND EVENINGS IN ADVERSANE. THE SINGING GAME OF THE SPRING GREEN LADY. THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER SITS WEEPING IN HER TOWER. AROUND HER WITH THEIR BACKS TO HER STAND SIX MAIDS IN A RING WITH JOINED HANDS. THEY ARE IN GREEN DRESSES. THE WANDERING SINGER APPROACHES THEM WITH HIS LUTE. THE WANDERING SINGER. LADY LADY MY SPRING GREEN LADY MAY I COME INTO YOUR ORCHARD LADY. THE LADIES. YOU MAY NOT COME INTO OUR ORCHARD SINGER BECAUSE WE MUST GUARD THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER WHO HIDES IN HER HAIR AT THE WINDOWS THERE WITH HER THOUGHTS A THOUSAND LEAGUES OVER THE WATER SINGER SINGER WANDERING SINGER O MY HONEY SWEET SINGER. THE WANDERING SINGER. LADY LADY MY SPRING GREEN LADY BUT WILL YOU NOT HEAR AN ALBA LADY. I'LL PLAY FOR YOU NOW NEATH THE APPLE BOUGH AND YOU SHALL DANCE ON THE LAWN SO SHADY LADY LADY MY FAIR LADY O MY SPRING GREEN LADY. THE LADIES. O IF YOU PLAY US AN ALBA SINGER HOW CAN THAT HARM THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER. NO WORD WOULD SHE SAY THOUGH WE DANCED ALL DAY WITH HER THOUGHTS A THOUSAND LEAGUES OVER THE WATER SINGER SINGER WANDERING SINGER O MY HONEY SWEET SINGER. THE WANDERING SINGER. BUT IF I PLAY YOU AN ALBA LADY GET ME A BOON FROM THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER THE FLOWER FROM HER HAIR FOR MY HEART TO WEAR THOUGH HERS BE A THOUSAND LEAGUES OVER THE WATER LADY LADY MY FAIR LADY O MY SPRING GREEN LADY. THE LADIES. THEY GIVE HIM THE FLOWER FROM THE HAIR OF THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER AND SING. NOW YOU MAY PLAY US AN ALBA SINGER A DANCE OF DAWN FOR A SPRING GREEN LADY FOR THE LEAF IS NOW ON THE APPLE BOUGH AND THE SUN IS HIGH AND THE LAWN IS SHADY SINGER SINGER WANDERING SINGER O MY HONEY SWEET SINGER. THE WANDERING SINGER PLAYS ON HIS LUTE AND THE LADIES BREAK THEIR RANKS AND DANCE. THE SINGER STEALS UP BEHIND THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER WHO UNCOVERS HER FACE AND SINGS. THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER. MOTHER MOTHER MY FAIR DEAD MOTHER THEY HAVE STOLEN THE FLOWER FROM YOUR WEEPING DAUGHTER. THE WANDERING SINGER
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O DRY YOUR EYES YOU SHALL HAVE THIS OTHER WHEN YOURS IS A THOUSAND LEAGUES OVER THE WATER DAUGHTER DAUGHTER MY SWEET DAUGHTER. LOVE IS NOT FAR MY DAUGHTER. THE SINGER THEN DROPS A SECOND FLOWER INTO THE LAP OF THE CHILD IN THE MIDDLE AND GOES AWAY AND THIS ENDS THE FIRST PART OF THE GAME. THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER IS NOT YET RELEASED FOR THE KEY OF HER TOWER IS UNDERSTOOD TO BE STILL IN THE KEEPING OF THE DANCING CHILDREN. BUT IF TIME IS STILL TO SPARE THE SECOND PART OF THE GAME IS PLAYED LIKE THIS. THE DANCERS ONCE MORE ENCIRCLE THEIR WEEPING COMRADE AND NOW THEY ARE GOWNED IN WHITE AND PINK. THEY WILL INDICATE THESE CHANGES PERHAPS BY COLORED RIBBONS OR BY ANY FLOWER IN ITS SEASON OR BY IMAGINING THEMSELVES FIRST IN GREEN AND THEN IN ROSE WHICH IS REALLY THE BEST WAY OF ALL WELL THEN. THE LADIES IN GOWNS OF WHITE AND ROSE COLOR STAND AROUND THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER WEEPING IN HER TOWER. TO THEM ONCE MORE COMES THE WANDERING SINGER WITH HIS LUTE. THE WANDERING SINGER. LADY LADY MY ROSE WHITE LADY MAY I COME INTO YOUR ORCHARD LADY. FOR THE BLOSSOM'S NOW ON THE APPLE BOUGH AND THE STARS ARE NEAR AND THE LAWN IS SHADY LADY LADY MY FAIR LADY O MY ROSE WHITE LADY. THE LADIES. YOU MAY NOT COME INTO OUR ORCHARD SINGER LEST YOU BEAR A WORD TO THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER FROM ONE WHO WAS SENT TO BANISHMENT AWAY A THOUSAND LEAGUES OVER THE WATER SINGER SINGER WANDERING SINGER O MY HONEY SWEET SINGER. THE WANDERING SINGER. LADY LADY MY ROSE WHITE LADY BUT WILL YOU NOT HEAR A ROUNDEL LADY. I'LL PLAY FOR YOU NOW NEATH THE APPLE BOUGH AND YOU SHALL TRIP ON THE LAWN SO SHADY LADY LADY MY FAIR LADY O MY ROSE WHITE LADY. THE LADIES. O IF YOU PLAY US A ROUNDEL SINGER HOW CAN THAT HARM THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER. SHE WOULD NOT SPEAK THOUGH WE DANCED A WEEK WITH HER THOUGHTS A THOUSAND LEAGUES OVER THE WATER SINGER SINGER WANDERING SINGER O MY HONEY SWEET SINGER. THE WANDERING SINGER. BUT IF I PLAY YOU A ROUNDEL LADY GET ME A GIFT FROM THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER HER FINGER RING FOR MY FINGER BRING THOUGH SHE'S PLEDGED A THOUSAND LEAGUES OVER THE WATER LADY LADY MY FAIR LADY O MY ROSE WHITE LADY. THE LADIES. THEY GIVE HIM THE RING FROM THE FINGER OF THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER AND SING. NOW YOU MAY PLAY US A ROUNDEL SINGER A SUNSET DANCE FOR A ROSE WHITE LADY FOR THE BLOSSOM'S NOW ON THE APPLE BOUGH AND THE STARS ARE NEAR AND THE LAWN IS SHADY SINGER SINGER WANDERING SINGER O MY HONEY SWEET SINGER. AS BEFORE THE SINGER PLAYS AND THE LADIES DANCE AND THROUGH THE BROKEN CIRCLE THE SINGER COMES BEHIND THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER WHO UNCOVERS HER FACE TO SING. THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER. MOTHER MOTHER MY FAIR DEAD MOTHER THEY'VE STOLEN THE RING FROM YOUR HEART SICK DAUGHTER. THE WANDERING SINGER. O MEND YOUR HEART YOU SHALL WEAR THIS OTHER WHEN YOURS IS A THOUSAND LEAGUES OVER THE WATER DAUGHTER DAUGHTER MY SWEET DAUGHTER. LOVE IS AT HAND MY DAUGHTER. THE THIRD PART OF THE GAME IS SELDOM PLAYED. BUT I DID ONCE HAVE THE LUCK TO HEAR AND SEE THE LADY PLAYED IN ENTIRETY THE CHILDREN HAD BEEN GRANTED LEAVE TO PLAY JUST ONE MORE GAME BEFORE BED TIME AND OF COURSE THEY CHOSE THE LONGEST AND PLAYED IT WITHOUT MISSING A SYLLABLE. THE LADIES IN YELLOW DRESSES STAND AGAIN IN A RING ABOUT THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER AND ARE FOR THE LAST TIME ACCOSTED BY THE SINGER WITH HIS LUTE
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THE WANDERING SINGER. FOR THE FRUIT IS NOW ON THE APPLE BOUGH AND THE MOON IS UP AND THE LAWN IS SHADY LADY LADY MY FAIR LADY O MY APPLE GOLD LADY. THE LADIES. YOU MAY NOT COME INTO OUR ORCHARD SINGER IN CASE YOU SET FREE THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER WHO PINES APART TO FOLLOW HER HEART THAT'S FLOWN A THOUSAND LEAGUES OVER THE WATER SINGER SINGER WANDERING SINGER O MY HONEY SWEET SINGER. THE WANDERING SINGER. LADY LADY MY APPLE GOLD LADY BUT WILL YOU NOT HEAR A SERENA LADY. I'LL PLAY FOR YOU NOW NEATH THE APPLE BOUGH AND YOU SHALL DREAM ON THE LAWN SO SHADY LADY LADY MY FAIR LADY O MY APPLE GOLD LADY. THE LADIES. O IF YOU PLAY A SERENA SINGER HOW CAN THAT HARM THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER. SHE WOULD NOT HEAR THOUGH WE DANCED A YEAR WITH HER HEART A THOUSAND LEAGUES OVER THE WATER SINGER SINGER WANDERING SINGER O MY HONEY SWEET SINGER. THE WANDERING SINGER. BUT IF I PLAY A SERENA LADY LET ME GUARD THE KEY OF THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER LEST HER BODY SHOULD FOLLOW HER HEART LIKE A SWALLOW AND FLY A THOUSAND LEAGUES OVER THE WATER LADY LADY MY FAIR LADY O MY APPLE GOLD LADY. THE LADIES. THEY GIVE THE KEY OF THE TOWER INTO HIS HANDS. NOW YOU MAY PLAY A SERENA SINGER A DREAM OF NIGHT FOR AN APPLE GOLD LADY FOR THE FRUIT IS NOW ON THE APPLE BOUGH AND THE MOON IS UP AND THE LAWN IS SHADY SINGER SINGER WANDERING SINGER O MY HONEY SWEET SINGER. ONCE MORE THE SINGER PLAYS AND THE LADIES DANCE BUT ONE BY ONE THEY FALL ASLEEP TO THE DROWSY MUSIC AND THEN THE SINGER STEPS INTO THE RING AND UNLOCKS THE TOWER AND KISSES THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER. THEY HAVE THE END OF THE GAME TO THEMSELVES. LOVER LOVER THY MY OWN TRUE LOVER HAS OPENED A WAY FOR THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER. THE DAWN IS THE GOAL AND THE DARK THE COVER AS WE SAIL A THOUSAND LEAGUES OVER THE WATER LOVER LOVER MY DEAR LOVER O MY OWN TRUE LOVER. THE WANDERING SINGER AND THE EMPEROR'S DAUGHTER FLOAT A THOUSAND LEAGUES IN HIS SHALLOP AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER. I DON'T KNOW WHAT BECOMES OF THE LADIES. BED TIME CHILDREN. IN THEY GO. YOU SEE THE TREATMENT IS A TRIFLE FANCIFUL. BUT ROMANCE GATHERS ROUND AN OLD STORY LIKE LICHEN ON AN OLD BRANCH. AND THE STORY OF MARTIN PIPPIN IN THE APPLE ORCHARD IS SO OLD NOW SOME SAY A YEAR OLD SOME SAY EVEN TWO. HOW CAN THE CHILDREN BE EXPECTED TO REMEMBER
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I SIT HERE IN THIS GRACIOUSLY PROPORTIONED LITTLE ROOM WHICH I SHALL LEAVE FOR EVER NEXT WEEK FOR ALREADY YOUR MOTHER BEGINS TO PACK FOR ENGLAND AGAIN. I LOOK OUT UPON THE NEAT FRENCH GARDEN THAT I HAVE WATCHED THE SUMMER ROUND AND BEFORE ME IS THE PILE OF MANUSCRIPT THAT HAS GROWN HERE THE STORY OF MY FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE FOR MARY AND OF ITS TRAGIC END AND OF ALL THE CHANGES OF MY BELIEFS AND PURPOSES THAT HAVE ARISEN OUT OF THAT. I HAD MEANT IT TO BE THE STORY OF MY LIFE BUT HOW LITTLE OF MY LIFE IS IN IT. IT GIVES AT MOST CERTAIN ACUTE POINTS CERTAIN SALIENT ASPECTS. I BEGIN TO REALIZE FOR THE FIRST TIME HOW THIN AND SUGGESTIVE AND SKETCHY A THING ANY NOVEL OR BIOGRAPHY MUST BE. HOW WE MUST SIMPLIFY. EVEN MARY OF WHOM I HAVE LABORED TO TELL YOU SEEMS NOT SO MUCH EXPRESSED AS HIDDEN BENEATH THESE CORRECTED SHEETS. SHE WHO WAS SO ABUNDANTLY LIVING WHO COULD LOVE LIKE A BURST OF SUNSHINE AND GIVE HERSELF AS GOD GIVES THE WORLD IS SHE HERE AT ALL IN THIS PILE OF INDUSTRIOUS INEXPERT WRITING. LIFE IS SO MUCH FULLER THAN ANY BOOK CAN BE. ALL THIS STORY CAN BE READ I SUPPOSE IN A COUPLE OF HOURS OR SO BUT I HAVE BEEN LIVING AND REFLECTING UPON AND RECONSIDERING THE SUBSTANCE OF IT FOR OVER FORTY YEARS. I DO NOT SEE HOW THIS BOOK CAN GIVE YOU ANY IMPRESSION BUT THAT OF A CAREER ALL STRAINED UPON THE FRAME OF ONE TRAGIC RELATIONSHIP YET NO LIFE UNLESS IT IS A VERY SHORT YOUNG LIFE CAN HAVE THAT SIMPLICITY. OF ALL THE MANY THINGS I HAVE FOUND BEAUTIFUL AND WONDERFUL MARY WAS THE MOST WONDERFUL TO ME SHE IS IN MY EXISTENCE LIKE A SUNLIT LAKE SEEN AMONG MOUNTAINS OF ALL THE EDGES BY WHICH LIFE HAS WROUGHT ME SHE WAS THE KEENEST. NEVERTHELESS SHE WAS NOT ALL MY LIFE NOR THE FORM OF ALL MY LIFE. FOR A TIME AFTER HER DEATH I COULD ENDURE NOTHING OF MY HOME I COULD NOT BEAR THE PRESENCE OF YOUR MOTHER OR YOU I HATED THE POSSIBILITY OF CONSOLATION I WENT AWAY INTO ITALY AND IT WAS ONLY BY AN ENORMOUS EFFORT THAT I COULD RESUME MY INTEREST IN THAT SCHEME OF WORK TO WHICH MY LIFE IS GIVEN. BUT IT IS MANIFEST I STILL LIVE I LIVE AND WORK AND FEEL AND SHARE BEAUTY. IT SEEMS TO ME MORE AND MORE AS I LIVE LONGER THAT MOST POETRY AND MOST LITERATURE AND PARTICULARLY THE LITERATURE OF THE PAST IS DISCORDANT WITH THE VASTNESS AND VARIETY THE RESERVES AND RESOURCES AND RECUPERATIONS OF LIFE AS WE LIVE IT TO DAY. IT IS THE EXPRESSION OF LIFE UNDER CRUDER AND MORE RIGID CONDITIONS THAN OURS LIVED BY PEOPLE WHO LOVED AND HATED MORE NAIVELY AGED SOONER AND DIED YOUNGER THAN WE DO. SOLITARY PERSONS AND SINGLE EVENTS DOMINATED THEM AS THEY DO NOT DOMINATE US. WE RANGE WIDER LAST LONGER AND ESCAPE MORE AND MORE FROM INTENSITY TOWARDS UNDERSTANDING. AND ALREADY THIS ASTOUNDING BLOW BEGINS TO TAKE ITS PLACE AMONG OTHER EVENTS AS A THING STRANGE AND TERRIBLE INDEED BUT RELATED TO ALL THE STRANGENESS AND MYSTERY OF LIFE PART OF THE UNIVERSAL MYSTERIES OF DESPAIR AND FUTILITY AND DEATH THAT HAVE TROUBLED MY CONSCIOUSNESS SINCE CHILDHOOD. FOR A TIME THE DEATH OF MARY OBSCURED HER LIFE FOR ME BUT NOW HER LIVING PRESENCE IS MORE IN MY MIND AGAIN. I BEGIN TO SEE THAT IT IS THE REALITY OF HER EXISTENCE AND NOT THE ACCIDENTS OF HER END THAT MATTER MOST
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IT SIGNIFIES LESS THAT SHE SHOULD HAVE FLUNG OUT OF LIFE WHEN IT SEEMED THAT HER LIVING COULD ONLY HAVE MEANT DISASTER TO HERSELF AND TO ALL SHE LOVED THAN THAT ALL HER LIFE SHOULD HAVE BEEN HAMPERED AND RESTRICTED. IT WAS THAT IDEA OF WASTE THAT DOMINATED MY MIND IN A STRANGE INTERVIEW I HAD WITH JUSTIN. FOR IT BECAME NECESSARY FOR ME TO SEE JUSTIN IN ORDER THAT WE SHOULD STAMP OUT THE WHISPERS AGAINST HER THAT FOLLOWED HER DEATH. HE HAD MADE IT SEEM AN ACCIDENTAL DEATH DUE TO AN OVERDOSE OF THE NARCOTIC SHE EMPLOYED BUT HE HAD NOT BEEN ABLE TO OBLITERATE ALTOGETHER THE BEGINNINGS OF HIS DIVORCE PROCEEDINGS. THERE HAD BEEN TALK ON THE PART OF CLERKS AND POSSIBLE WITNESSES. BUT OF ALL THAT I NEED NOT TELL YOU HERE WHAT MATTERS IS THAT JUSTIN AND I COULD MEET WITHOUT HATRED OR VIOLENCE. I MET A JUSTIN GREY HAIRED AND IT SEEMED TO ME PHYSICALLY SHRUNKEN MORE THAN EVER SLOW SPEAKING WITH HIS HABIT OF ATTENTIVE SILENCES MORE MARKED AND THAT DARK SCAR SPREAD BEYOND HIS BROWS. WE HAD COME TO OUR PARTING WE HAD DONE OUR BUSINESS WITH AN AFFECTATION OF EMOTIONAL ALOOFNESS AND THEN SUDDENLY HE GRIPPED ME BY THE ARM. STRATTON HE SAID WE TWO WE KILLED HER. WE TORE HER TO PIECES BETWEEN US. I MADE NO ANSWER TO THIS OUTBREAK. WE TORE HER TO PIECES HE REPEATED. IT'S SO DAMNED SILLY. ONE GETS ANGRY LIKE AN ANIMAL. I BECAME GROTESQUELY ANXIOUS TO ASSURE HIM THAT INDEED SHE AND I HAD BEEN AS THEY SAY INNOCENT THROUGHOUT OUR LAST DAY TOGETHER. YOU WERE WRONG IN ALL THAT I SAID SHE KEPT HER FAITH WITH YOU. WE NEVER PLANNED TO MEET AND WHEN WE MET. IF WE HAD BEEN BROTHER AND SISTER INDEED THERE WAS NOTHING. I SUPPOSE HE SAID I OUGHT TO BE GLAD OF THAT. BUT NOW IT DOESN'T SEEM TO MATTER VERY MUCH. AND IT IS UPON THIS EFFECT OF SWEET AND BEAUTIFUL POSSIBILITIES CAUGHT IN THE NET OF ANIMAL JEALOUSIES AND THOUGHTLESS MOTIVES AND ANCIENT RIGID INSTITUTIONS THAT I WOULD END THIS WRITING. IN MARY IT SEEMS TO ME I FOUND BOTH WOMANHOOD AND FELLOWSHIP I FOUND WHAT MANY HAVE DREAMT OF LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP FREELY GIVEN AND I COULD DO NOTHING BUT CLUTCH AT HER TO MAKE HER MY POSSESSION. I WOULD NOT PERMIT HER TO LIVE EXCEPT AS A PART OF MY LIFE. I SEE HER NOW AND UNDERSTAND HER BETTER THAN WHEN SHE WAS ALIVE I RECALL THINGS THAT SHE SAID AND WROTE AND IT IS CLEAR TO ME CLEARER PERHAPS THAN IT EVER WAS TO HER THAT SHE WITH HER RESENTMENT AT BEING IN ANY SENSE PROPERTY HER SELF RELIANT THOUGHT HER INDEPENDENCE OF STANDARD WAS THE VERY PROTOTYPE OF THAT SISTER LOVER WHO MUST REPLACE THE SEDUCTIVE AND ABJECT WOMANHOOD OWNED MASTERED AND DECEIVING WHO WASTE THE WORLD TO DAY. AND SHE WAS OWNED SHE WAS MASTERED SHE WAS FORCED INTO CONCEALMENT. WHAT ALTERNATIVE WAS THERE FOR HER. WHAT ALTERNATIVE IS THERE FOR ANY WOMAN. SHE MIGHT PERHAPS HAVE KEPT HER FREEDOM BY SOME ILL PAID WORK AND AT THE PRICE OF EVERY OTHER IMPULSE IN HER SWIFT AND EAGER NATURE. SHE MIGHT HAVE BECOME ONE OF THOSE POOR NEUTERS AN INDEPENDENT WOMAN LIFE WAS MADE IMPOSSIBLE FOR HER AND SHE WAS FORCED TO DIE ACCORDING TO THE FATE OF ALL UNTIMELY THINGS
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SHE WAS DESTROYED NOT MERELY BY THE UNCONSIDERED UNDISCIPLINED PASSIONS OF HER HUSBAND AND HER LOVER BUT BY THE VAST TRADITION THAT SUSTAINS AND ENFORCES THE SUBJUGATION OF HER SEX. WHAT I HAD FROM HER AND WHAT SHE WAS IS BUT A MERE INTIMATION OF ALL THAT SHE AND I MIGHT HAVE MADE OF EACH OTHER AND THE WORLD. AND PERHAPS IN THIS STORY I HAVE SAID ENOUGH FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND WHY MARY HAS IDENTIFIED HERSELF WITH SOMETHING WORLD WIDE HAS ADDED TO HERSELF A SYMBOLICAL VALUE AND WHY IT IS I FIND IN THE WHOLE CROWDED SPECTACLE OF MANKIND A QUALITY THAT IS ALSO HERS A SENSE OF FINE THINGS ENTANGLED AND STIFLED AND UNABLE TO FREE THEMSELVES FROM THE ANCIENT LIMITING JEALOUSIES WHICH LAW AND CUSTOM EMBODY. FOR I KNOW THAT A GROWING MULTITUDE OF MEN AND WOMEN OUTWEAR THE ANCIENT WAYS. THE BLOOD STAINED ORGANIZED JEALOUSIES OF RELIGIOUS INTOLERANCE THE DELUSIONS OF NATIONALITY AND CULT AND RACE THAT BLACK HATRED WHICH SIMPLE PEOPLE AND YOUNG PEOPLE AND COMMON PEOPLE CHERISH AGAINST ALL THAT IS NOT IN THE LIKENESS OF THEMSELVES CEASE TO BE THE UNDISPUTED RULING FORCES OF OUR COLLECTIVE LIFE. WE WANT TO EMANCIPATE OUR LIVES FROM THIS SLAVERY AND THESE STUPIDITIES FROM DULL HATREDS AND SUSPICION. THE RIPENING MIND OF OUR RACE TIRES OF THESE BOORISH AND BRUTISH AND CHILDISH THINGS. A SPIRIT THAT IS LIKE HERS ARISES AND INCREASES IN HUMAN AFFAIRS A SPIRIT THAT DEMANDS FREEDOM AND GRACIOUS LIVING AS OUR INHERITANCE TOO LONG DEFERRED AND I WHO LOVED HER SO BLINDLY AND NARROWLY NOW LOVE HER SPIRIT WITH A DAWNING UNDERSTANDING. I WILL NOT BE CONTENT WITH THAT COMPROMISE OF JEALOUSIES WHICH IS THE ESTABLISHED LIFE OF HUMANITY TO DAY
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CUCUMBER SAUCE. MODE PEEL THE CUCUMBERS QUARTER THEM AND TAKE OUT THE SEEDS CUT THEM INTO SMALL PIECES PUT THEM IN A CLOTH AND RUB THEM WELL TO TAKE OUT THE WATER WHICH HANGS ABOUT THEM. PUT THE BUTTER IN A SAUCEPAN ADD THE CUCUMBERS AND SHAKE THEM OVER A SHARP FIRE UNTIL THEY ARE OF A GOOD COLOUR. THEN POUR OVER IT THE GRAVY MIX THIS WITH THE CUCUMBERS AND SIMMER GENTLY FOR TEN MINUTES WHEN IT WILL BE READY TO SERVE. MODE CUT THE CUCUMBERS IN THICK SLICES SPRINKLE SALT OVER THEM AND LET THEM REMAIN FOR TWENTY FOUR HOURS. THE NEXT DAY DRAIN THEM WELL FOR SIX HOURS PUT THEM INTO A JAR POUR BOILING VINEGAR OVER THEM AND KEEP THEM IN A WARM PLACE. IN A SHORT TIME BOIL UP THE VINEGAR AGAIN ADD PEPPER AND GINGER IN THE ABOVE PROPORTION AND INSTANTLY COVER THEM UP. TIE THEM DOWN WITH BLADDER AND IN A FEW DAYS THEY WILL BE FIT FOR USE. ILLUSTRATION LONG PEPPER. LONG PEPPER THIS IS THE PRODUCE OF A DIFFERENT PLANT FROM THAT WHICH PRODUCES THE BLACK IT CONSISTING OF THE HALF RIPE FLOWER HEADS OF WHAT NATURALISTS CALL PIPER LONGUM AND CHABA. IT IS THE GROWTH HOWEVER OF THE SAME COUNTRIES INDEED ALL THE SPICES ARE THE PRODUCE OF TROPICAL CLIMATES ONLY. ORIGINALLY THE MOST VALUABLE OF THESE WERE FOUND IN THE SPICE ISLANDS OR MOLUCCAS OF THE INDIAN OCEAN AND WERE HIGHLY PRIZED BY THE NATIONS OF ANTIQUITY. THE LONG PEPPER IS LESS AROMATIC THAN THE BLACK BUT ITS OIL IS MORE PUNGENT. CUCUMBER SAUCE WHITE FOUR HUNDRED. MODE CUT THE CUCUMBERS INTO SMALL PIECES AFTER PEELING THEM AND TAKING OUT THE SEEDS. PUT THEM IN A STEWPAN WITH THE WHITE STOCK AND SEASONING SIMMER GENTLY TILL THE CUCUMBERS ARE TENDER WHICH WILL BE IN ABOUT ONE QUARTER HOUR. THEN ADD THE YOLKS OF THE EGGS WELL BEATEN STIR THEM TO THE SAUCE BUT DO NOT ALLOW IT TO BOIL AND SERVE VERY HOT. CUCUMBER VINEGAR A VERY NICE ADDITION TO SALADS. MODE PARE AND SLICE THE CUCUMBERS PUT THEM IN A STONE JAR OR WIDE MOUTHED BOTTLE WITH THE VINEGAR SLICE THE ONIONS AND SHALOTS AND ADD THEM WITH ALL THE OTHER INGREDIENTS TO THE CUCUMBERS. LET IT STAND FOUR OR FIVE DAYS BOIL IT ALL UP AND WHEN COLD STRAIN THE LIQUOR THROUGH A PIECE OF MUSLIN AND STORE IT AWAY IN SMALL BOTTLES WELL SEALED. GERMAN METHOD OF KEEPING CUCUMBERS FOR WINTER USE. INGREDIENTS CUCUMBERS SALT. MODE PARE AND SLICE THE CUCUMBERS AS FOR THE TABLE SPRINKLE WELL WITH SALT AND LET THEM REMAIN FOR TWENTY FOUR HOURS STRAIN OFF THE LIQUOR PACK IN JARS A THICK LAYER OF CUCUMBERS AND SALT ALTERNATELY TIE DOWN CLOSELY AND WHEN WANTED FOR USE TAKE OUT THE QUANTITY REQUIRED. NOW WASH THEM WELL IN FRESH WATER AND DRESS AS USUAL WITH PEPPER VINEGAR AND OIL. ILLUSTRATION THE CUCUMBER. THE MODERN EGYPTIANS AS DID THEIR FOREFATHERS STILL EAT IT AND OTHERS OF ITS CLASS. AN EXCELLENT WAY OF PRESERVING CUCUMBERS. MODE CHOOSE THE GREENEST CUCUMBERS AND THOSE THAT ARE MOST FREE FROM SEEDS PUT THEM IN STRONG SALT AND WATER WITH A CABBAGE LEAF TO KEEP THEM DOWN TIE A PAPER OVER THEM AND PUT THEM IN A WARM PLACE TILL THEY ARE YELLOW THEN WASH THEM AND SET THEM OVER THE FIRE IN FRESH WATER WITH A VERY LITTLE SALT AND ANOTHER CABBAGE LEAF OVER THEM COVER VERY CLOSELY BUT TAKE CARE THEY DO NOT BOIL. IF THEY ARE NOT A FINE GREEN CHANGE THE WATER AGAIN COVER THEM AS BEFORE AND MAKE THEM HOT. LET THEM REMAIN FOR TWO DAYS CHANGING THE WATER TWICE EACH DAY TO DRAW OUT THE SALT
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PUT THE SUGAR WITH ONE QUARTER PINT OF WATER IN A SAUCEPAN OVER THE FIRE REMOVE THE SCUM AS IT RISES AND ADD THE LEMON PEEL AND GINGER WITH THE OUTSIDE SCRAPED OFF WHEN THE SYRUP IS TOLERABLY THICK TAKE IT OFF THE FIRE AND WHEN COLD WIPE THE CUCUMBERS DRY AND PUT THEM IN. BOIL THE SYRUP ONCE IN TWO OR THREE DAYS FOR THREE WEEKS STRENGTHEN IT IF REQUIRED AND LET IT BE QUITE COLD BEFORE THE CUCUMBERS ARE PUT IN. GREAT ATTENTION MUST BE PAID TO THE DIRECTIONS IN THE COMMENCEMENT OF THIS RECIPE AS IF THESE ARE NOT PROPERLY CARRIED OUT THE RESULT WILL BE FAR FROM SATISFACTORY. SEASONABLE THIS RECIPE SHOULD BE USED IN JUNE JULY OR AUGUST. ILLUSTRATION SALT MINE AT NORTHWICH COMMON SALT BY THIS WE MEAN SALT USED FOR COOKING PURPOSES WHICH IS FOUND IN GREAT ABUNDANCE BOTH ON LAND AND IN THE WATERS OF THE OCEAN. SOLID ROCKS OF SALT ARE ALSO FOUND IN VARIOUS PARTS OF THE WORLD AND THE COUNTY OF CHESTER CONTAINS MANY OF THESE MINES AND IT IS FROM THERE THAT MUCH OF OUR SALT COMES. SOME SPRINGS ARE SO HIGHLY IMPREGNATED WITH SALT AS TO HAVE RECEIVED THE NAME OF BRINE SPRINGS AND ARE SUPPOSED TO HAVE BECOME SO BY PASSING THROUGH THE SALT ROCKS BELOW GROUND AND THUS DISSOLVING A PORTION OF THIS MINERAL SUBSTANCE. CUSTARD SAUCE FOR SWEET PUDDINGS OR TARTS. MODE PUT THE MILK IN A VERY CLEAN SAUCEPAN AND LET IT BOIL. BEAT THE EGGS STIR TO THEM THE MILK AND POUNDED SUGAR AND PUT THE MIXTURE INTO A JUG. PLACE THE JUG IN A SAUCEPAN OF BOILING WATER KEEP STIRRING WELL UNTIL IT THICKENS BUT DO NOT ALLOW IT TO BOIL OR IT WILL CURDLE. SERVE THE SAUCE IN A TUREEN STIR IN THE BRANDY AND GRATE A LITTLE NUTMEG OVER THE TOP. SUFFICIENT THIS QUANTITY FOR TWO FRUIT TARTS OR ONE PUDDING. DUTCH SAUCE FOR FISH. MODE PUT ALL THE INGREDIENTS EXCEPT THE LEMON JUICE INTO A STEW PAN SET IT OVER THE FIRE AND KEEP CONTINUALLY STIRRING. WHEN IT IS SUFFICIENTLY THICK TAKE IT OFF AS IT SHOULD NOT BOIL. IF HOWEVER IT HAPPENS TO CURDLE STRAIN THE SAUCE THROUGH A TAMMY ADD THE LEMON JUICE AND SERVE. TARRAGON VINEGAR MAY BE USED INSTEAD OF PLAIN AND BY MANY IS CONSIDERED FAR PREFERABLE. NOTE THIS SAUCE MAY BE POURED HOT OVER SALAD AND LEFT TO GET QUITE COLD WHEN IT SHOULD BE THICK SMOOTH AND SOMEWHAT STIFF. EXCELLENT SALADS MAY BE MADE OF HARD EGGS OR THE REMAINS OF SALT FISH FLAKED NICELY FROM THE BONE BY POURING OVER A LITTLE OF THE ABOVE MIXTURE WHEN HOT AND ALLOWING IT TO COOL. ILLUSTRATION THE LEMON. THE LEMON THIS FRUIT IS A NATIVE OF ASIA AND IS MENTIONED BY VIRGIL AS AN ANTIDOTE TO POISON. IT IS HARDIER THAN THE ORANGE AND AS ONE OF THE CITRON TRIBE WAS BROUGHT INTO EUROPE BY THE ARABIANS. THE LEMON WAS FIRST CULTIVATED IN ENGLAND IN THE BEGINNING OF THE SEVENTEENTH CENTURY AND IS NOW OFTEN TO BE FOUND IN OUR GREEN HOUSES. THE KIND COMMONLY SOLD HOWEVER IS IMPORTED FROM PORTUGAL SPAIN AND THE AZORES. SOME ALSO COME FROM SAINT HELENA BUT THOSE FROM SPAIN ARE ESTEEMED THE BEST. THIS JUICE WHICH IS CALLED CITRIC ACID MAY BE PRESERVED IN BOTTLES FOR A CONSIDERABLE TIME BY COVERING IT WITH A THIN STRATUM OF OIL. SHRUB IS MADE FROM IT WITH RUM AND SUGAR. GREEN DUTCH SAUCE OR HOLLANDAISE VERTE. TO PICKLE EGGS. MODE BOIL THE EGGS FOR TWELVE MINUTES THEN DIP THEM INTO COLD WATER AND TAKE OFF THE SHELLS. PUT THE VINEGAR WITH THE PEPPER AND GINGER INTO A STEWPAN AND LET IT SIMMER FOR TEN MINUTES
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SEASONABLE THIS SHOULD BE MADE ABOUT EASTER AS AT THIS TIME EGGS ARE PLENTIFUL AND CHEAP. A STORE OF PICKLED EGGS WILL BE FOUND VERY USEFUL AND ORNAMENTAL IN SERVING WITH MANY FIRST AND SECOND COURSE DISHES. ILLUSTRATION GINGER. THE GINGER PLANT KNOWN TO NATURALISTS AS ZINGIBER OFFICINALE IS A NATIVE OF THE EAST AND WEST INDIES. IT GROWS SOMEWHAT LIKE THE LILY OF THE VALLEY BUT ITS HEIGHT IS ABOUT THREE FEET. IN JAMAICA IT FLOWERS ABOUT AUGUST OR SEPTEMBER FADING ABOUT THE END OF THE YEAR. THE FLESHY CREEPING ROOTS WHICH FORM THE GINGER OF COMMERCE ARE IN A PROPER STATE TO BE DUG WHEN THE STALKS ARE ENTIRELY WITHERED. GINGER IS GENERALLY CONSIDERED AS LESS PUNGENT AND HEATING TO THE SYSTEM THAN MIGHT HE EXPECTED FROM ITS EFFECTS ON THE ORGANS OF TASTE AND IT IS FREQUENTLY USED WITH CONSIDERABLE EFFECT AS AN ANTI SPASMODIC AND CARMINATIVE. EGG BALLS FOR SOUPS AND MADE DISHES. MODE BOIL SIX EGGS FOR TWENTY MINUTES STRIP OFF THE SHELLS TAKE THE YOLKS AND POUND THEM IN A MORTAR. BEAT THE YOLKS OF THE OTHER TWO EGGS ADD THEM WITH A LITTLE FLOUR AND SALT TO THOSE POUNDED MIX ALL WELL TOGETHER AND ROLL INTO BALLS. BOIL THEM BEFORE THEY ARE PUT INTO THE SOUP OR OTHER DISH THEY MAY BE INTENDED FOR. SUFFICIENT TWO DOZEN BALLS FOR ONE TUREEN OF SOUP. EGG SAUCE FOR SALT FISH. WHEN LIKED A VERY LITTLE LEMON JUICE. STRIP OFF THE SHELLS CHOP THE EGGS INTO SMALL PIECES NOT HOWEVER TOO FINE. LEMON JUICE MAY BE ADDED AT PLEASURE. EPICUREAN SAUCE FOR STEAKS CHOPS GRAVIES OR FISH. MODE PUT THE WHOLE OF THE INGREDIENTS INTO A BOTTLE AND LET IT REMAIN FOR A FORTNIGHT IN A WARM PLACE OCCASIONALLY SHAKING UP THE CONTENTS. STRAIN AND BOTTLE OFF FOR USE. ILLUSTRATION SHALOT. IT IS A BULBOUS ROOT AND WHEN FULL GROWN ITS LEAVES WITHER IN JULY. THEY OUGHT TO BE TAKEN UP IN THE AUTUMN AND WHEN DRIED IN THE HOUSE WILL KEEP TILL SPRING. IT IS CALLED BY OLD AUTHORS THE BARREN ONION AND IS USED IN SAUCES AND PICKLES SOUPS AND MADE DISHES AND AS AN ACCOMPANIMENT TO CHOPS AND STEAKS. ESPAGNOLE OR BROWN SPANISH SAUCE. ADD THE REMAINDER OF THE STOCK WITH THE SPICES HERBS SHALOTS AND ONIONS AND SIMMER VERY GENTLY FOR ONE HOUR. STRAIN AND SKIM OFF EVERY PARTICLE OF FAT AND WHEN REQUIRED FOR USE THICKEN WITH BUTTER AND FLOUR OR WITH A LITTLE ROUX. ADD THE WINE AND IF NECESSARY A SEASONING OF CAYENNE WHEN IT WILL BE READY TO SERVE. NOTE THE WINE IN THIS SAUCE MAY BE OMITTED AND AN ONION SLICED AND FRIED OF A NICE BROWN SUBSTITUTED FOR IT. THIS SAUCE OR GRAVY IS USED FOR MANY DISHES AND WITH MOST PEOPLE IS A GENERAL FAVOURITE. FENNEL SAUCE FOR MACKEREL. SIMMER FOR A MINUTE OR TWO AND SERVE IN A TUREEN. SUFFICIENT TO SERVE WITH FIVE OR SIX MACKEREL. ILLUSTRATION FENNEL. IT IS VERY GENERALLY CULTIVATED IN GARDENS AND HAS MUCH IMPROVED ON ITS ORIGINAL FORM. VARIOUS DISHES ARE FREQUENTLY ORNAMENTED AND GARNISHED WITH ITS GRACEFUL LEAVES AND THESE ARE SOMETIMES BOILED IN SOUPS ALTHOUGH IT IS MORE USUALLY CONFINED IN ENGLISH COOKERY TO THE MACKEREL SAUCE AS HERE GIVEN. FISH SAUCE. MODE PUT ALL THE INGREDIENTS INTO A LARGE BOTTLE AND SHAKE WELL EVERY DAY FOR A FORTNIGHT. FORCEMEAT BALLS FOR FISH SOUPS
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MODE PICK THE MEAT FROM THE SHELL OF THE LOBSTER AND POUND IT WITH THE SOFT PARTS IN A MORTAR ADD THE CELERY THE YOLK OF THE HARD BOILED EGG SEASONING AND BREAD CRUMBS. CONTINUE POUNDING TILL THE WHOLE IS NICELY AMALGAMATED. WARM THE BUTTER TILL IT IS IN A LIQUID STATE WELL WHISK THE EGGS AND WORK THESE UP WITH THE POUNDED LOBSTER MEAT. MAKE INTO BALLS OF ABOUT AN INCH IN DIAMETER AND FRY OF A NICE PALE BROWN. SUFFICIENT FROM EIGHTEEN TO TWENTY BALLS FOR ONE TUREEN OF SOUP. FORCEMEAT FOR COLD SAVOURY PIES. MODE CHOP THE VEAL AND BACON TOGETHER AND PUT THEM IN A MORTAR WITH THE OTHER INGREDIENTS MENTIONED ABOVE. POUND WELL AND BIND WITH ONE OR TWO EGGS WHICH HAVE BEEN PREVIOUSLY BEATEN AND STRAINED. WORK THE WHOLE WELL TOGETHER AND THE FORCEMEAT WILL BE READY FOR USE. IF THE PIE IS NOT TO BE EATEN IMMEDIATELY OMIT THE HERBS AND PARSLEY AS THESE WOULD PREVENT IT FROM KEEPING. MUSHROOMS OR TRUFFLES MAY BE ADDED. SUFFICIENT FOR TWO SMALL PIES. ILLUSTRATION MARJORAM. MARJORAM ALTHOUGH THERE ARE SEVERAL SPECIES OF MARJORAM THAT WHICH IS KNOWN AS THE SWEET OR KNOTTED MARJORAM IS THE ONE USUALLY PREFERRED IN COOKERY. IT IS A NATIVE OF PORTUGAL AND WHEN ITS LEAVES ARE USED AS A SEASONING HERB THEY HAVE AN AGREEABLE AROMATIC FLAVOUR. MODE MIX ALL THE INGREDIENTS WELL TOGETHER CAREFULLY MINCING THEM VERY FINELY BEAT UP THE EGG MOISTEN WITH IT AND WORK THE WHOLE VERY SMOOTHLY TOGETHER. SUFFICIENT FOR A MODERATE SIZED HADDOCK OR PIKE. MODE SHRED THE HAM OR BACON CHOP THE SUET LEMON PEEL AND HERBS TAKING PARTICULAR CARE THAT ALL BE VERY FINELY MINCED ADD A SEASONING TO TASTE OF SALT CAYENNE AND MACE AND BLEND ALL THOROUGHLY TOGETHER WITH THE BREAD CRUMBS BEFORE WETTING. NOW BEAT AND STRAIN THE EGGS WORK THESE UP WITH THE OTHER INGREDIENTS AND THE FORCEMEAT WILL BE READY FOR USE. SUFFICIENT FOR A TURKEY A MODERATE SIZED FILLET OF VEAL OR A HARE. NOTE IN FORCEMEAT FOR HARE THE LIVER OF THE ANIMAL IS SOMETIMES ADDED. BOIL FOR FIVE MINUTES MINCE IT VERY SMALL AND MIX IT WITH THE OTHER INGREDIENTS. IF IT SHOULD BE IN AN UNSOUND STATE IT MUST BE ON NO ACCOUNT MADE USE OF. ILLUSTRATION BASIL. OTHER SWEET HERBS ARE CULTIVATED FOR PURPOSES OF MEDICINE AND PERFUMERY THEY ARE MOST GRATEFUL BOTH TO THE ORGANS OF TASTE AND SMELLING AND TO THE AROMA DERIVED FROM THEM IS DUE IN A GREAT MEASURE THE SWEET AND EXHILARATING FRAGRANCE OF OUR FLOWERY MEADS. IN TOWN SWEET HERBS HAVE TO BE PROCURED AT THE GREENGROCERS OR HERBALISTS WHILST IN THE COUNTRY THE GARDEN SHOULD FURNISH ALL THAT ARE WANTED THE COOK TAKING GREAT CARE TO HAVE SOME DRIED IN THE AUTUMN FOR HER USE THROUGHOUT THE WINTER MONTHS. FORCEMEAT FOR BAKED PIKE. SUFFICIENT FOR A MODERATE SIZED PIKE. FRENCH FORCEMEAT. IT WILL BE WELL TO STATE IN THE BEGINNING OF THIS RECIPE THAT FRENCH FORCEMEAT OR QUENELLES CONSIST OF THE BLENDING OF THREE SEPARATE PROCESSES NAMELY PANADA UDDER AND WHATEVER MEAT YOU INTEND USING PANADA. PLACE IT OVER THE FIRE KEEP CONSTANTLY STIRRING TO PREVENT ITS BURNING AND WHEN QUITE DRY PUT IN A SMALL PIECE OF BUTTER. LET THIS AGAIN DRY UP BY STIRRING OVER THE FIRE THEN ADD THE YOLKS OF TWO EGGS MIX WELL PUT THE PANADA TO COOL ON A CLEAN PLATE AND USE IT WHEN REQUIRED. BOILED CALF'S UDDER FOR FRENCH FORCEMEATS
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PUT THE UDDER INTO A STEWPAN WITH SUFFICIENT WATER TO COVER IT LET IT STEW GENTLY TILL QUITE DONE WHEN TAKE IT OUT TO COOL. THAT PORTION WHICH PASSES THROUGH THE STRAINER IS ONE OF THE THREE INGREDIENTS OF WHICH FRENCH FORCEMEATS ARE GENERALLY COMPOSED BUT MANY COOKS SUBSTITUTE BUTTER FOR THIS BEING A LESS TROUBLESOME AND MORE EXPEDITIOUS MODE OF PREPARATION. ILLUSTRATION PESTLE AND MORTAR. PESTLE AND MORTAR NO COOKERY CAN BE PERFECTLY PERFORMED WITHOUT THE AID OF THE USEFUL INSTRUMENTS SHOWN IN THE ENGRAVING. FOR POUNDING THINGS SUFFICIENTLY FINE THEY ARE INVALUABLE AND THE USE OF THEM WILL SAVE A GOOD DEAL OF TIME BESIDES INCREASING THE EXCELLENCE OF THE PREPARATIONS. THEY ARE MADE OF IRON AND IN THAT MATERIAL CAN BE BOUGHT CHEAP BUT AS THESE ARE NOT AVAILABLE FOR ALL PURPOSES WE SHOULD RECOMMEND AS MORE ECONOMICAL IN THE END THOSE MADE OF WEDGWOOD ALTHOUGH THESE ARE CONSIDERABLY MORE EXPENSIVE THAN THE FORMER. VEAL QUENELLES. WHEN THE THREE INGREDIENTS ARE PROPERLY PREPARED POUND THEM ALTOGETHER IN A MORTAR FOR SOME TIME FOR THE MORE QUENELLES ARE POUNDED THE MORE DELICATE THEY ARE. IF THE QUENELLES ARE NOT FIRM ENOUGH ADD THE YOLK OF ANOTHER EGG BUT OMIT THE WHITE WHICH ONLY MAKES THEM HOLLOW AND PUFFY INSIDE. IN THE PREPARATION OF THIS RECIPE IT WOULD BE WELL TO BEAR IN MIND THAT THE INGREDIENTS ARE TO BE WELL POUNDED AND SEASONED AND MUST BE MADE HARD OR SOFT ACCORDING TO THE DISHES THEY ARE INTENDED FOR. FOR BROWN OR WHITE RAGOUTS THEY SHOULD BE FIRM AND WHEN THE QUENELLES ARE USED VERY SMALL EXTREME DELICACY WILL BE NECESSARY IN THEIR PREPARATION. NOTE THE FRENCH ARE NOTED FOR THEIR SKILL IN MAKING FORCEMEATS ONE OF THE PRINCIPAL CAUSES OF THEIR SUPERIORITY IN THIS RESPECT BEING THAT THEY POUND ALL THE INGREDIENTS SO DILIGENTLY AND THOROUGHLY. ANY ONE WITH THE SLIGHTEST PRETENSIONS TO REFINED COOKERY MUST IN THIS PARTICULAR IMPLICITLY FOLLOW THE EXAMPLE OF OUR FRIENDS ACROSS THE CHANNEL. FORCEMEAT OR QUENELLES FOR TURTLE SOUP. FRIED BREAD CRUMBS. CUT THE BREAD INTO THIN SLICES PLACE THEM IN A COOL OVEN OVERNIGHT AND WHEN THOROUGHLY DRY AND CRISP ROLL THEM DOWN INTO FINE CRUMBS. DIRECTLY THEY ARE DONE LIFT THEM OUT WITH A SLICE AND DRAIN THEM BEFORE THE FIRE FROM ALL GREASY MOISTURE. WHEN QUITE CRISP THEY ARE READY FOR USE. THE FAT THEY ARE FRIED IN SHOULD BE CLEAR AND THE CRUMBS SHOULD NOT HAVE THE SLIGHTEST APPEARANCE OR TASTE OF HAVING BEEN IN THE LEAST DEGREE BURNT. FRIED BREAD FOR BORDERS. PROCEED AS ABOVE BY FRYING SOME SLICES OF BREAD CUT IN ANY FANCIFUL SHAPE. WHEN QUITE CRISP DIP ONE SIDE OF THE SIPPET INTO THE BEATEN WHITE OF AN EGG MIXED WITH A LITTLE FLOUR AND PLACE IT ON THE EDGE OF THE DISH. CONTINUE IN THIS MANNER TILL THE BORDER IS COMPLETED ARRANGING THE SIPPETS A PALE AND A DARK ONE ALTERNATELY. MODE CUT UP THE ONION AND CARROT INTO SMALL RINGS AND PUT THEM INTO A STEWPAN WITH THE HERBS MUSHROOMS BAY LEAF CLOVES AND MACE ADD THE BUTTER AND SIMMER THE WHOLE VERY GENTLY OVER A SLOW FIRE UNTIL THE ONION IS QUITE TENDER. POUR IN THE STOCK AND SHERRY AND STEW SLOWLY FOR ONE HOUR WHEN STRAIN IT OFF INTO A CLEAN SAUCEPAN. NOW MAKE A THICKENING OF BUTTER AND FLOUR PUT IT TO THE SAUCE STIR IT OVER THE FIRE UNTIL PERFECTLY SMOOTH AND MELLOW ADD THE LEMON JUICE GIVE ONE BOIL WHEN IT WILL BE READY FOR TABLE. TIME ALTOGETHER TWO HOURS. SUFFICIENT HALF THIS QUANTITY FOR TWO SLICES OF SALMON. ILLUSTRATION SAGE. THERE ARE SEVERAL KINDS OF IT KNOWN AS THE GREEN THE RED THE SMALL LEAVED AND THE BROAD LEAVED BALSAMIC
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WE WERE TAKING THEM SOME PROVISIONS AS THEY HAD COME TO LIVE ON A WILD PLACE WHERE THERE WAS NO GARDEN OR CHICKEN HOUSE AND VERY LITTLE BROKEN LAND. FUCHS BROUGHT UP A SACK OF POTATOES AND A PIECE OF CURED PORK FROM THE CELLAR AND GRANDMOTHER PACKED SOME LOAVES OF SATURDAY'S BREAD A JAR OF BUTTER AND SEVERAL PUMPKIN PIES IN THE STRAW OF THE WAGON BOX. WE CLAMBERED UP TO THE FRONT SEAT AND JOLTED OFF PAST THE LITTLE POND AND ALONG THE ROAD THAT CLIMBED TO THE BIG CORNFIELD. I COULD HARDLY WAIT TO SEE WHAT LAY BEYOND THAT CORNFIELD BUT THERE WAS ONLY RED GRASS LIKE OURS AND NOTHING ELSE THOUGH FROM THE HIGH WAGON SEAT ONE COULD LOOK OFF A LONG WAY. THE ROAD RAN ABOUT LIKE A WILD THING AVOIDING THE DEEP DRAWS CROSSING THEM WHERE THEY WERE WIDE AND SHALLOW. AND ALL ALONG IT WHEREVER IT LOOPED OR RAN THE SUNFLOWERS GREW SOME OF THEM WERE AS BIG AS LITTLE TREES WITH GREAT ROUGH LEAVES AND MANY BRANCHES WHICH BORE DOZENS OF BLOSSOMS. THEY MADE A GOLD RIBBON ACROSS THE PRAIRIE. OCCASIONALLY ONE OF THE HORSES WOULD TEAR OFF WITH HIS TEETH A PLANT FULL OF BLOSSOMS AND WALK ALONG MUNCHING IT THE FLOWERS NODDING IN TIME TO HIS BITES AS HE ATE DOWN TOWARD THEM. THEIR AGREEMENT WITH HIM WAS MADE BEFORE THEY LEFT THE OLD COUNTRY THROUGH A COUSIN OF HIS WHO WAS ALSO A RELATIVE OF MISSUS SHIMERDA. THEY COULD NOT SPEAK ENOUGH ENGLISH TO ASK FOR ADVICE OR EVEN TO MAKE THEIR MOST PRESSING WANTS KNOWN. IF THEY'RE NICE PEOPLE I HATE TO THINK OF THEM SPENDING THE WINTER IN THAT CAVE OF KRAJIEK'S SAID GRANDMOTHER. IT'S NO BETTER THAN A BADGER HOLE NO PROPER DUGOUT AT ALL. AND I HEAR HE'S MADE THEM PAY TWENTY DOLLARS FOR HIS OLD COOKSTOVE THAT AIN'T WORTH TEN. YES'M SAID OTTO AND HE'S SOLD EM HIS OXEN AND HIS TWO BONY OLD HORSES FOR THE PRICE OF GOOD WORK TEAMS. NOW WHY IS THAT OTTO. FUCHS WRINKLED HIS BROW AND NOSE. IT WOULD TAKE ME A LONG WHILE TO EXPLAIN. THE LAND WAS GROWING ROUGHER I WAS TOLD THAT WE WERE APPROACHING SQUAW CREEK WHICH CUT UP THE WEST HALF OF THE SHIMERDAS PLACE AND MADE THE LAND OF LITTLE VALUE FOR FARMING. AS WE APPROACHED THE SHIMERDAS DWELLING I COULD STILL SEE NOTHING BUT ROUGH RED HILLOCKS AND DRAWS WITH SHELVING BANKS AND LONG ROOTS HANGING OUT WHERE THE EARTH HAD CRUMBLED AWAY. PRESENTLY AGAINST ONE OF THOSE BANKS I SAW A SORT OF SHED THATCHED WITH THE SAME WINE COLORED GRASS THAT GREW EVERYWHERE. NEAR IT TILTED A SHATTERED WINDMILL FRAME THAT HAD NO WHEEL. WE DROVE UP TO THIS SKELETON TO TIE OUR HORSES AND THEN I SAW A DOOR AND WINDOW SUNK DEEP IN THE DRAW BANK. A LITTLE GIRL TRAILED ALONG BEHIND THEM. THE WOMAN HAD ON HER HEAD THE SAME EMBROIDERED SHAWL WITH SILK FRINGES THAT SHE WORE WHEN SHE HAD ALIGHTED FROM THE TRAIN AT BLACK HAWK. SHE WAS NOT OLD BUT SHE WAS CERTAINLY NOT YOUNG. HER FACE WAS ALERT AND LIVELY WITH A SHARP CHIN AND SHREWD LITTLE EYES. SHE SHOOK GRANDMOTHER'S HAND ENERGETICALLY. VERY GLAD VERY GLAD SHE EJACULATED. IMMEDIATELY SHE POINTED TO THE BANK OUT OF WHICH SHE HAD EMERGED AND SAID HOUSE NO GOOD HOUSE NO GOOD. GRANDMOTHER NODDED CONSOLINGLY. YOU'LL GET FIXED UP COMFORTABLE AFTER WHILE MISSUS SHIMERDA MAKE GOOD HOUSE. MY GRANDMOTHER ALWAYS SPOKE IN A VERY LOUD TONE TO FOREIGNERS AS IF THEY WERE DEAF
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SHE MADE MISSUS SHIMERDA UNDERSTAND THE FRIENDLY INTENTION OF OUR VISIT AND THE BOHEMIAN WOMAN HANDLED THE LOAVES OF BREAD AND EVEN SMELLED THEM AND EXAMINED THE PIES WITH LIVELY CURIOSITY EXCLAIMING MUCH GOOD MUCH THANK. AND AGAIN SHE WRUNG GRANDMOTHER'S HAND. HE WAS NINETEEN YEARS OLD SHORT AND BROAD BACKED WITH A CLOSE CROPPED FLAT HEAD AND A WIDE FLAT FACE. HIS HAZEL EYES WERE LITTLE AND SHREWD LIKE HIS MOTHER'S BUT MORE SLY AND SUSPICIOUS THEY FAIRLY SNAPPED AT THE FOOD. THE FAMILY HAD BEEN LIVING ON CORNCAKES AND SORGHUM MOLASSES FOR THREE DAYS. THE LITTLE GIRL WAS PRETTY BUT AN TONIA THEY ACCENTED THE NAME THUS STRONGLY WHEN THEY SPOKE TO HER WAS STILL PRETTIER. I REMEMBERED WHAT THE CONDUCTOR HAD SAID ABOUT HER EYES. THEY WERE BIG AND WARM AND FULL OF LIGHT LIKE THE SUN SHINING ON BROWN POOLS IN THE WOOD. HER SKIN WAS BROWN TOO AND IN HER CHEEKS SHE HAD A GLOW OF RICH DARK COLOR. HER BROWN HAIR WAS CURLY AND WILD LOOKING. WITH HIM WAS ANOTHER SHIMERDA SON. EVEN FROM A DISTANCE ONE COULD SEE THAT THERE WAS SOMETHING STRANGE ABOUT THIS BOY. HE WAS BORN LIKE THAT THE OTHERS ARE SMART. AMBROSCH HE MAKE GOOD FARMER. HE STRUCK AMBROSCH ON THE BACK AND THE BOY SMILED KNOWINGLY. AT THAT MOMENT THE FATHER CAME OUT OF THE HOLE IN THE BANK. HE WORE NO HAT AND HIS THICK IRON GRAY HAIR WAS BRUSHED STRAIGHT BACK FROM HIS FOREHEAD. IT WAS SO LONG THAT IT BUSHED OUT BEHIND HIS EARS AND MADE HIM LOOK LIKE THE OLD PORTRAITS I REMEMBERED IN VIRGINIA. HE WAS TALL AND SLENDER AND HIS THIN SHOULDERS STOOPED. HE LOOKED AT US UNDERSTANDINGLY THEN TOOK GRANDMOTHER'S HAND AND BENT OVER IT. I NOTICED HOW WHITE AND WELL SHAPED HIS OWN HANDS WERE. THEY LOOKED CALM SOMEHOW AND SKILLED. HIS EYES WERE MELANCHOLY AND WERE SET BACK DEEP UNDER HIS BROW. HIS FACE WAS RUGGEDLY FORMED BUT IT LOOKED LIKE ASHES LIKE SOMETHING FROM WHICH ALL THE WARMTH AND LIGHT HAD DIED OUT. IN A MOMENT WE WERE RUNNING UP THE STEEP DRAWSIDE TOGETHER YULKA TROTTING AFTER US. WE STOOD PANTING ON THE EDGE OF THE RAVINE LOOKING DOWN AT THE TREES AND BUSHES THAT GREW BELOW US. THE WIND WAS SO STRONG THAT I HAD TO HOLD MY HAT ON AND THE GIRLS SKIRTS WERE BLOWN OUT BEFORE THEM. SHE LOOKED AT ME HER EYES FAIRLY BLAZING WITH THINGS SHE COULD NOT SAY. NAME WHAT NAME. SHE ASKED TOUCHING ME ON THE SHOULDER. I TOLD HER MY NAME AND SHE REPEATED IT AFTER ME AND MADE YULKA SAY IT. SHE POINTED INTO THE GOLD COTTONWOOD TREE BEHIND WHOSE TOP WE STOOD AND SAID AGAIN WHAT NAME. YULKA CURLED UP LIKE A BABY RABBIT AND PLAYED WITH A GRASSHOPPER. ANTONIA POINTED UP TO THE SKY AND QUESTIONED ME WITH HER GLANCE. I TOLD HER AND SHE REPEATED THE WORD MAKING IT SOUND LIKE ICE. SHE GOT UP ON HER KNEES AND WRUNG HER HANDS. SHE POINTED TO HER OWN EYES AND SHOOK HER HEAD THEN TO MINE AND TO THE SKY NODDING VIOLENTLY. OH I EXCLAIMED BLUE BLUE SKY. SHE CLAPPED HER HANDS AND MURMURED BLUE SKY BLUE EYES AS IF IT AMUSED HER. WHILE WE SNUGGLED DOWN THERE OUT OF THE WIND SHE LEARNED A SCORE OF WORDS. SHE WAS QUICK AND VERY EAGER. WE WERE SO DEEP IN THE GRASS THAT WE COULD SEE NOTHING BUT THE BLUE SKY OVER US AND THE GOLD TREE IN FRONT OF US. IT WAS WONDERFULLY PLEASANT. AFTER ANTONIA HAD SAID THE NEW WORDS OVER AND OVER SHE WANTED TO GIVE ME A LITTLE CHASED SILVER RING SHE WORE ON HER MIDDLE FINGER. ANTONIA REACHED HIM FIRST TOOK HIS HAND AND KISSED IT. WHEN I CAME UP HE TOUCHED MY SHOULDER AND LOOKED SEARCHINGLY DOWN INTO MY FACE FOR SEVERAL SECONDS
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I BECAME SOMEWHAT EMBARRASSED FOR I WAS USED TO BEING TAKEN FOR GRANTED BY MY ELDERS. WE WENT WITH MISTER SHIMERDA BACK TO THE DUGOUT WHERE GRANDMOTHER WAS WAITING FOR ME. BEFORE I GOT INTO THE WAGON HE TOOK A BOOK OUT OF HIS POCKET OPENED IT AND SHOWED ME A PAGE WITH TWO ALPHABETS ONE ENGLISH AND THE OTHER BOHEMIAN
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1988-147956-0002
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MEN WHO LIVE IN DEMOCRATIC COUNTRIES DO NOT VALUE THE SIMPLE TURBULENT OR COARSE DIVERSIONS IN WHICH THE PEOPLE INDULGE IN ARISTOCRATIC COMMUNITIES SUCH DIVERSIONS ARE THOUGHT BY THEM TO BE PUERILE OR INSIPID. NOR HAVE THEY A GREATER INCLINATION FOR THE INTELLECTUAL AND REFINED AMUSEMENTS OF THE ARISTOCRATIC CLASSES. THEY WANT SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE AND SUBSTANTIAL IN THEIR PLEASURES THEY WANT TO MIX ACTUAL FRUITION WITH THEIR JOY. IN ARISTOCRATIC COMMUNITIES THE PEOPLE READILY GIVE THEMSELVES UP TO BURSTS OF TUMULTUOUS AND BOISTEROUS GAYETY WHICH SHAKE OFF AT ONCE THE RECOLLECTION OF THEIR PRIVATIONS THE NATIVES OF DEMOCRACIES ARE NOT FOND OF BEING THUS VIOLENTLY BROKEN IN UPON AND THEY NEVER LOSE SIGHT OF THEIR OWN SELVES WITHOUT REGRET. AN AMERICAN INSTEAD OF GOING IN A LEISURE HOUR TO DANCE MERRILY AT SOME PLACE OF PUBLIC RESORT AS THE FELLOWS OF HIS CALLING CONTINUE TO DO THROUGHOUT THE GREATER PART OF EUROPE SHUTS HIMSELF UP AT HOME TO DRINK. HE THUS ENJOYS TWO PLEASURES HE CAN GO ON THINKING OF HIS BUSINESS AND HE CAN GET DRUNK DECENTLY BY HIS OWN FIRESIDE. I BELIEVE THE SERIOUSNESS OF THE AMERICANS ARISES PARTLY FROM THEIR PRIDE. IN DEMOCRATIC COUNTRIES EVEN POOR MEN ENTERTAIN A LOFTY NOTION OF THEIR PERSONAL IMPORTANCE THEY LOOK UPON THEMSELVES WITH COMPLACENCY AND ARE APT TO SUPPOSE THAT OTHERS ARE LOOKING AT THEM TOO. WITH THIS DISPOSITION THEY WATCH THEIR LANGUAGE AND THEIR ACTIONS WITH CARE AND DO NOT LAY THEMSELVES OPEN SO AS TO BETRAY THEIR DEFICIENCIES TO PRESERVE THEIR DIGNITY THEY THINK IT NECESSARY TO RETAIN THEIR GRAVITY. BUT I DETECT ANOTHER MORE DEEP SEATED AND POWERFUL CAUSE WHICH INSTINCTIVELY PRODUCES AMONGST THE AMERICANS THIS ASTONISHING GRAVITY. UNDER A DESPOTISM COMMUNITIES GIVE WAY AT TIMES TO BURSTS OF VEHEMENT JOY BUT THEY ARE GENERALLY GLOOMY AND MOODY BECAUSE THEY ARE AFRAID. THIS IS MORE ESPECIALLY THE CASE AMONGST THOSE FREE NATIONS WHICH FORM DEMOCRATIC COMMUNITIES. THEN THERE ARE IN ALL CLASSES A VERY LARGE NUMBER OF MEN CONSTANTLY OCCUPIED WITH THE SERIOUS AFFAIRS OF THE GOVERNMENT AND THOSE WHOSE THOUGHTS ARE NOT ENGAGED IN THE DIRECTION OF THE COMMONWEALTH ARE WHOLLY ENGROSSED BY THE ACQUISITION OF A PRIVATE FORTUNE. AMONGST SUCH A PEOPLE A SERIOUS DEMEANOR CEASES TO BE PECULIAR TO CERTAIN MEN AND BECOMES A HABIT OF THE NATION. WE ARE TOLD OF SMALL DEMOCRACIES IN THE DAYS OF ANTIQUITY IN WHICH THE CITIZENS MET UPON THE PUBLIC PLACES WITH GARLANDS OF ROSES AND SPENT ALMOST ALL THEIR TIME IN DANCING AND THEATRICAL AMUSEMENTS. I DO NOT BELIEVE IN SUCH REPUBLICS ANY MORE THAN IN THAT OF PLATO OR IF THE THINGS WE READ OF REALLY HAPPENED I DO NOT HESITATE TO AFFIRM THAT THESE SUPPOSED DEMOCRACIES WERE COMPOSED OF VERY DIFFERENT ELEMENTS FROM OURS AND THAT THEY HAD NOTHING IN COMMON WITH THE LATTER EXCEPT THEIR NAME. NO MEN ARE FONDER OF THEIR OWN CONDITION. LIFE WOULD HAVE NO RELISH FOR THEM IF THEY WERE DELIVERED FROM THE ANXIETIES WHICH HARASS THEM AND THEY SHOW MORE ATTACHMENT TO THEIR CARES THAN ARISTOCRATIC NATIONS TO THEIR PLEASURES. I AM NEXT LED TO INQUIRE HOW IT IS THAT THESE SAME DEMOCRATIC NATIONS WHICH ARE SO SERIOUS SOMETIMES ACT IN SO INCONSIDERATE A MANNER. THE AMERICANS WHO ALMOST ALWAYS PRESERVE A STAID DEMEANOR AND A FRIGID AIR NEVERTHELESS FREQUENTLY ALLOW THEMSELVES TO BE BORNE AWAY FAR BEYOND THE BOUND OF REASON BY A SUDDEN PASSION OR A HASTY OPINION AND THEY SOMETIMES GRAVELY COMMIT STRANGE ABSURDITIES. THIS CONTRAST OUGHT NOT TO SURPRISE US. THERE IS ONE SORT OF IGNORANCE WHICH ORIGINATES IN EXTREME PUBLICITY. IN DESPOTIC STATES MEN KNOW NOT HOW TO ACT BECAUSE THEY ARE TOLD NOTHING IN DEMOCRATIC NATIONS THEY OFTEN ACT AT RANDOM BECAUSE NOTHING IS TO BE LEFT UNTOLD. THE FORMER DO NOT KNOW THE LATTER FORGET AND THE CHIEF FEATURES OF EACH PICTURE ARE LOST TO THEM IN A BEWILDERMENT OF DETAILS. WHEN A MAN SPEAKS IN THE MIDST OF A GREAT CROWD MANY OF HIS WORDS ARE NOT HEARD OR ARE FORTHWITH OBLITERATED FROM THE MEMORIES OF THOSE WHO HEAR THEM BUT AMIDST THE SILENCE OF A MUTE AND MOTIONLESS THRONG THE SLIGHTEST WHISPER STRIKES THE EAR
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1988-148538-0000
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IN DEMOCRACIES MEN ARE NEVER STATIONARY A THOUSAND CHANCES WAFT THEM TO AND FRO AND THEIR LIFE IS ALWAYS THE SPORT OF UNFORESEEN OR SO TO SPEAK EXTEMPORANEOUS CIRCUMSTANCES. IN ARISTOCRACIES EVERY MAN HAS ONE SOLE OBJECT WHICH HE UNCEASINGLY PURSUES BUT AMONGST DEMOCRATIC NATIONS THE EXISTENCE OF MAN IS MORE COMPLEX THE SAME MIND WILL ALMOST ALWAYS EMBRACE SEVERAL OBJECTS AT THE SAME TIME AND THESE OBJECTS ARE FREQUENTLY WHOLLY FOREIGN TO EACH OTHER AS IT CANNOT KNOW THEM ALL WELL THE MIND IS READILY SATISFIED WITH IMPERFECT NOTIONS OF EACH. WHEN THE INHABITANT OF DEMOCRACIES IS NOT URGED BY HIS WANTS HE IS SO AT LEAST BY HIS DESIRES FOR OF ALL THE POSSESSIONS WHICH HE SEES AROUND HIM NONE ARE WHOLLY BEYOND HIS REACH. HE THEREFORE DOES EVERYTHING IN A HURRY HE IS ALWAYS SATISFIED WITH PRETTY WELL AND NEVER PAUSES MORE THAN AN INSTANT TO CONSIDER WHAT HE HAS BEEN DOING. HIS CURIOSITY IS AT ONCE INSATIABLE AND CHEAPLY SATISFIED FOR HE CARES MORE TO KNOW A GREAT DEAL QUICKLY THAN TO KNOW ANYTHING WELL HE HAS NO TIME AND BUT LITTLE TASTE TO SEARCH THINGS TO THE BOTTOM. THUS THEN DEMOCRATIC PEOPLES ARE GRAVE BECAUSE THEIR SOCIAL AND POLITICAL CONDITION CONSTANTLY LEADS THEM TO ENGAGE IN SERIOUS OCCUPATIONS AND THEY ACT INCONSIDERATELY BECAUSE THEY GIVE BUT LITTLE TIME AND ATTENTION TO EACH OF THESE OCCUPATIONS. THE HABIT OF INATTENTION MUST BE CONSIDERED AS THE GREATEST BANE OF THE DEMOCRATIC CHARACTER. CHAPTER SIXTEEN WHY THE NATIONAL VANITY OF THE AMERICANS IS MORE RESTLESS AND CAPTIOUS THAN THAT OF THE ENGLISH. ALL FREE NATIONS ARE VAINGLORIOUS BUT NATIONAL PRIDE IS NOT DISPLAYED BY ALL IN THE SAME MANNER. THE AMERICANS IN THEIR INTERCOURSE WITH STRANGERS APPEAR IMPATIENT OF THE SMALLEST CENSURE AND INSATIABLE OF PRAISE. THE MOST SLENDER EULOGIUM IS ACCEPTABLE TO THEM THE MOST EXALTED SELDOM CONTENTS THEM THEY UNCEASINGLY HARASS YOU TO EXTORT PRAISE AND IF YOU RESIST THEIR ENTREATIES THEY FALL TO PRAISING THEMSELVES. THEIR VANITY IS NOT ONLY GREEDY BUT RESTLESS AND JEALOUS IT WILL GRANT NOTHING WHILST IT DEMANDS EVERYTHING BUT IS READY TO BEG AND TO QUARREL AT THE SAME TIME. IF I SAY TO AN AMERICAN THAT THE COUNTRY HE LIVES IN IS A FINE ONE AY HE REPLIES THERE IS NOT ITS FELLOW IN THE WORLD. IF I APPLAUD THE FREEDOM WHICH ITS INHABITANTS ENJOY HE ANSWERS FREEDOM IS A FINE THING BUT FEW NATIONS ARE WORTHY TO ENJOY IT. THE CENSURE OF FOREIGNERS DOES NOT AFFECT HIM AND THEIR PRAISE HARDLY FLATTERS HIM HIS POSITION WITH REGARD TO THE REST OF THE WORLD IS ONE OF DISDAINFUL AND IGNORANT RESERVE HIS PRIDE REQUIRES NO SUSTENANCE IT NOURISHES ITSELF. IN ARISTOCRATIC COUNTRIES THE GREAT POSSESS IMMENSE PRIVILEGES UPON WHICH THEIR PRIDE RESTS WITHOUT SEEKING TO RELY UPON THE LESSER ADVANTAGES WHICH ACCRUE TO THEM. AS THESE PRIVILEGES CAME TO THEM BY INHERITANCE THEY REGARD THEM IN SOME SORT AS A PORTION OF THEMSELVES OR AT LEAST AS A NATURAL RIGHT INHERENT IN THEIR OWN PERSONS. THEY THEREFORE ENTERTAIN A CALM SENSE OF THEIR SUPERIORITY THEY DO NOT DREAM OF VAUNTING PRIVILEGES WHICH EVERYONE PERCEIVES AND NO ONE CONTESTS AND THESE THINGS ARE NOT SUFFICIENTLY NEW TO THEM TO BE MADE TOPICS OF CONVERSATION. THEY STAND UNMOVED IN THEIR SOLITARY GREATNESS WELL ASSURED THAT THEY ARE SEEN OF ALL THE WORLD WITHOUT ANY EFFORT TO SHOW THEMSELVES OFF AND THAT NO ONE WILL ATTEMPT TO DRIVE THEM FROM THAT POSITION. WHEN AN ARISTOCRACY CARRIES ON THE PUBLIC AFFAIRS ITS NATIONAL PRIDE NATURALLY ASSUMES THIS RESERVED INDIFFERENT AND HAUGHTY FORM WHICH IS IMITATED BY ALL THE OTHER CLASSES OF THE NATION. WHEN ON THE CONTRARY SOCIAL CONDITIONS DIFFER BUT LITTLE THE SLIGHTEST PRIVILEGES ARE OF SOME IMPORTANCE AS EVERY MAN SEES AROUND HIMSELF A MILLION OF PEOPLE ENJOYING PRECISELY SIMILAR OR ANALOGOUS ADVANTAGES HIS PRIDE BECOMES CRAVING AND JEALOUS HE CLINGS TO MERE TRIFLES AND DOGGEDLY DEFENDS THEM. AS AT ANY INSTANT THESE SAME ADVANTAGES MAY BE LOST THEIR POSSESSORS ARE CONSTANTLY ON THE ALERT AND MAKE A POINT OF SHOWING THAT THEY STILL RETAIN THEM
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THE RESTLESS AND INSATIABLE VANITY OF A DEMOCRATIC PEOPLE ORIGINATES SO ENTIRELY IN THE EQUALITY AND PRECARIOUSNESS OF SOCIAL CONDITIONS THAT THE MEMBERS OF THE HAUGHTIEST NOBILITY DISPLAY THE VERY SAME PASSION IN THOSE LESSER PORTIONS OF THEIR EXISTENCE IN WHICH THERE IS ANYTHING FLUCTUATING OR CONTESTED. AN ARISTOCRATIC CLASS ALWAYS DIFFERS GREATLY FROM THE OTHER CLASSES OF THE NATION BY THE EXTENT AND PERPETUITY OF ITS PRIVILEGES BUT IT OFTEN HAPPENS THAT THE ONLY DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THE MEMBERS WHO BELONG TO IT CONSIST IN SMALL TRANSIENT ADVANTAGES WHICH MAY ANY DAY BE LOST OR ACQUIRED. THESE PERSONS THEN DISPLAYED TOWARDS EACH OTHER PRECISELY THE SAME PUERILE JEALOUSIES WHICH ANIMATE THE MEN OF DEMOCRACIES THE SAME EAGERNESS TO SNATCH THE SMALLEST ADVANTAGES WHICH THEIR EQUALS CONTESTED AND THE SAME DESIRE TO PARADE OSTENTATIOUSLY THOSE OF WHICH THEY WERE IN POSSESSION
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1988-148538-0002
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THE TWO STRAY KITTENS GRADUALLY MAKE THEMSELVES AT HOME. SOMEHOW OR OTHER CAT HAS TAUGHT THEM THAT HE'S IN CHARGE HERE AND HE JUST CHASES THEM FOR FUN NOW AND AGAIN WHEN HE'S NOT BUSY SLEEPING. AS FOR KEEPING CATS IN MY ROOM THAT'S PRETTY WELL FORGOTTEN. FOR ONE THING MOM REALLY LIKES THEM. SHE SNEAKS THE KITTENS SAUCERS OF CREAM AND BITS OF REAL HAMBURGER WHEN NO ONE'S LOOKING AND SHE LIKES TALKING TO THEM IN THE KITCHEN. SHE DOESN'T PICK THEM UP BUT JUST HAVING THEM IN THE ROOM SURE DOESN'T GIVE HER ASTHMA. HE SCALES HIS HAT AT THE LOT OF THEM AND ROARS DOWN THE HALL TO ME HEY DAVEY. WHEN ARE YOU GETTING RID OF THESE CATS I'M NOT FIXING TO START AN ANNEX TO KATE'S CAT HOME. IT'S A REAL LEMON JUST A LOT OF PREACHING ABOUT GOVERNMENT AND CITIZENSHIP. THE SECOND SEMESTER I SWITCH TO A MUSIC COURSE. THIS IS O K WITH THE SCHOOL BUT NOT WITH POP. RIGHT AWAY WHEN I BRING HOME MY NEW PROGRAM HE SAYS HOW COME YOU'RE TAKING ONE LESS COURSE THIS HALF. I EXPLAIN THAT I'M TAKING MUSIC AND ALSO BIOLOGY ALGEBRA ENGLISH AND FRENCH MUSIC HE SNORTS. THAT'S RECREATION NOT A COURSE DO IT ON YOUR OWN TIME. POP IT'S A COURSE. YOU THINK THE SCHOOL SIGNS ME UP FOR AN HOUR OF HOME RECORD PLAYING. THEY MIGHT HE GRUNTS. HE DOES AND FOR ONCE I WIN A ROUND I KEEP MUSIC FOR THIS SEMESTER. I'LL BE LUCKY IF I HAVE TIME TO BREATHE. I GO DOWN TO THE FLOWER SHOP TO GROUSE TO TOM IT'S AFTER VALENTINE'S DAY AND BUSINESS IS SLACK AND THE BOSS IS OUT. WHY DOES POP HAVE TO COME BUTTING INTO MY BUSINESS AT SCHOOL. DOESN'T HE EVEN THINK THE SCHOOL KNOWS WHAT IT'S DOING. SOMETIMES SCHOOLS DO LET KIDS TAKE A LOT OF SOFT COURSES AND THEN THEY'RE OUT ON A LIMB LATER HUH. HE JUST LIKES TO BOSS EVERYTHING I DO. SO HE CARES HUH. BESIDES SAYS TOM HALF THE REASON YOU AND YOUR FATHER ARE ALWAYS BICKERING IS THAT YOU'RE SO MUCH ALIKE ME LIKE HIM SURE. AS LONG AS THERE'S A BONE ON THE FLOOR THE TWO OF YOU WORRY IT. MISTER PALUMBO COMES BACK TO THE SHOP THEN AND TOM GETS BUSY WITH THE PLANTS. I GO HOME WONDERING IF I REALLY AM AT ALL LIKE POP. IT'S FUNNY ABOUT FIGHTS POP AND I CAN GO ALONG REAL SMOOTH AND EASY FOR A WHILE AND I THINK WELL HE REALLY ISN'T A BAD GUY AND I'M GROWING UP WE CAN SEE EYE TO EYE ALL THAT STUFF THEN WHOOSH. I HARDLY KNOW WHAT STARTS IT BUT A FIGHT BOILS UP AND WE'RE BOTH BREATHING FIRE LIKE DRAGONS ON THE LOOSE. WE GET A HOLIDAY WASHINGTON'S BIRTHDAY WHICH IS GOOD BECAUSE THERE'S A T V PROGRAM ON TUESDAY THE NIGHT BEFORE THE HOLIDAY THAT I HARDLY EVER GET TO WATCH IT'S CALLED OUT BEYOND AND THE PEOPLE IN IT ARE VERY REAL NOT JUST GOOD GUYS AND BAD GUYS. THE PROGRAM GOES ON TILL ELEVEN O'CLOCK AND MOM WON'T LET ME WATCH IT ON SCHOOL NIGHTS. I GET THE PILLOWS COMFORTABLY ARRANGED ON THE FLOOR WITH A BIG BOTTLE OF SODA AND A BAG OF POPCORN WITHIN EASY REACH. HE'S TAKING THE KID FOR A WALK WHEN A THUNDERSTORM BLOWS UP. HE SIGNS OFF FINALLY AND UP COMES POP. HERE DAVEY OLD BOY WE CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT TONIGHT THE GOVERNOR AND THE MAYOR ARE ON A T V DEBATE ABOUT NEW YORK CITY SCHOOL REORGANIZATION. I JUMP UP TIPPING OVER THE BOTTLE OF SODA ON THE WAY. POP GOES RIGHT ON TUNING HIS CHANNEL. THAT'S THE LAST STRAW. POP LOOKS AT ME PRISSILY. YOU'RE GETTING ALTOGETHER TOO UPSET ABOUT THESE PROGRAMS STOP IT AND BEHAVE YOURSELF. GO GET A SPONGE TO MOP UP THE SODA. IT'S YOUR FAULT MOP IT UP YOURSELF. I'M TOO MAD NOW TO CARE WHAT I SAY I CHARGE DOWN THE HALL TO MY ROOM AND SLAM THE DOOR. I HEAR THE T V GOING FOR A FEW MINUTES THEN POP TURNS IT OFF AND GOES IN THE KITCHEN TO TALK TO MOM. IN A LITTLE WHILE HE COMES DOWN AND KNOCKS ON MY DOOR. KNOCKS THAT'S SOMETHING USUALLY HE JUST BARGES IN. YOUR MOTHER SAYS SHE TOLD YOU YOU COULD WATCH THAT PROGRAM WHATEVER IT WAS SO O K GO AHEAD YOU CAN FINISH IT. YEAH IT'S ABOUT OVER BY NOW. I'M STILL SORE AND BESIDES POP'S STILL STANDING IN MY DOOR SO I FIGURE THERE'S A HITCH IN THIS SOMEWHERE
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WELL I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD TURN A GUY'S T V PROGRAM OFF IN THE MIDDLE WITHOUT EVEN FINDING OUT ABOUT IT. I LOOK AT MY WATCH IT'S A QUARTER TO ELEVEN. POP MOVES OUT OF THE DOORWAY. HE SAYS HEREAFTER I WILL ONLY TURN OFF YOUR T V PROGRAMS BEFORE THEY START NOT IN THE MIDDLE. JUST AS I GET THE T V ON AND SETTLE DOWN THE DOORBELL RINGS. GOODNESS WHO COULD THAT BE SO LATE SAYS MOM. I TURN OFF THE TELEVISION SET I'VE LOST TRACK OF WHAT'S HAPPENING AND IT DOESN'T SEEM TO BE THE GRANDFATHER WHO'S THE SPOOK AFTER ALL. IT'S THE FIRST TIME HILDA HAS BEEN TO OUR HOUSE AND TOM INTRODUCES HER AROUND. HILDA CAME TO THE BEACH WITH US I SAY. I TOLD TOM WE SHOULDN'T COME SO LATE SAYS HILDA. HILDA SITS ON THE SOFA WHERE CAT IS CURLED UP. HE LOOKS AT HER PUTS HIS HEAD BACK AND GOES ON SLEEPING. TOM STIRS HIS COFFEE VIGOROUSLY AND TAKES ONE SIP AND PUTS THE CUP DOWN. POP DOESN'T LOOK AS SURPRISED AS I DO CONGRATULATIONS HE SAYS. TOM SAYS THANKS AND LOOKS AT HILDA AND SHE BLUSHES REALLY. TOM DRINKS A LITTLE MORE COFFEE AND THEN HE GOES ON THE TROUBLE IS I CAN'T GET MARRIED ON THIS FLOWER SHOP JOB. DOESN'T PAY ENOUGH POP ASKS WELL IT'S NOT JUST THE PAY. THE JOB ISN'T GETTING ME ANYWHERE I WANT TO GO. SO THAT'S WHAT WE'VE BEEN TALKING ABOUT ALL EVENING. YOU KNOW I'D GET DRAFTED IN A YEAR OR TWO ANYWAY. I'VE DECIDED TO ENLIST IN THE ARMY. NO NOT IF I ENLIST IN THE ARMY THAT'S FOR THREE YEARS. POP SAYS YOU SOUND LIKE THE RECRUITING OFFICER HIMSELF YOU SURE OF ALL THIS. I'LL HAVE TO CHECK SOME MORE SAYS TOM. THE RECRUITING OFFICER AS A MATTER OF FACT TRIED TO PERSUADE ME TO SHOOT FOR OFFICERS TRAINING AND GO INTO THE ARMY AS A CAREER. WELL SHOVE BACK THE COFFEE CUPS AND I'LL BREAK OUT THAT BOTTLE OF CHAMPAGNE THAT'S BEEN SITTING IN THE ICEBOX SINCE CHRISTMAS. I GO AND RETRIEVE MY SPILLED BOTTLE OF SODA. THERE'S STILL ENOUGH LEFT FOR ONE BIG GLASS. POP BRINGS OUT THE CHAMPAGNE AND THE CORK BLOWS AND HITS THE CEILING. POP FILLS LITTLE GLASSES FOR THEM AND RAISES HIS TO TOM AND HILDA. HERE'S TO YOU A LONG HAPPY LIFE. THAT'S TRUE AND WE ALL DRINK TO CAT
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JEM WILSON'S REPULSE. HOW INFINITE THE WEALTH OF LOVE AND HOPE GARNERED IN THESE SAME TINY TREASURE HOUSES AND OH. WHAT BANKRUPTS IN THE WORLD WE FEEL WHEN DEATH LIKE SOME REMORSELESS CREDITOR SEIZES ON ALL WE FONDLY THOUGHT OUR OWN THE TWINS. THE GHOUL LIKE FEVER WAS NOT TO BE BRAVED WITH IMPUNITY AND BAULKED OF ITS PREY. THE WIDOW HAD RECLAIMED HER CHILDREN HER NEIGHBOURS IN THE GOOD SAMARITAN SENSE OF THE WORD HAD PAID HER LITTLE ARREARS OF RENT AND MADE HER A FEW SHILLINGS BEFOREHAND WITH THE WORLD. SHE DETERMINED TO FLIT FROM THAT CELLAR TO ANOTHER LESS FULL OF PAINFUL ASSOCIATIONS LESS HAUNTED BY MOURNFUL MEMORIES. THE BOARD NOT SO FORMIDABLE AS SHE HAD IMAGINED HAD INQUIRED INTO HER CASE AND INSTEAD OF SENDING HER TO STOKE CLAYPOLE HER HUSBAND'S BUCKINGHAMSHIRE PARISH AS SHE HAD DREADED HAD AGREED TO PAY HER RENT. SO FOOD FOR FOUR MOUTHS WAS ALL SHE WAS NOW REQUIRED TO FIND ONLY FOR THREE SHE WOULD HAVE SAID FOR HERSELF AND THE UNWEANED CHILD WERE BUT RECKONED AS ONE IN HER CALCULATION. SO SHE TOOK IN SOME LITTLE CHILDREN TO NURSE WHO BROUGHT THEIR DAILY FOOD WITH THEM WHICH SHE COOKED FOR THEM WITHOUT WRONGING THEIR HELPLESSNESS OF A CRUMB AND WHEN SHE HAD RESTORED THEM TO THEIR MOTHERS AT NIGHT SHE SET TO WORK AT PLAIN SEWING SEAM AND GUSSET AND BAND AND SAT THINKING HOW SHE MIGHT BEST CHEAT THE FACTORY INSPECTOR AND PERSUADE HIM THAT HER STRONG BIG HUNGRY BEN WAS ABOVE THIRTEEN. HER PLAN OF LIVING WAS SO FAR ARRANGED WHEN SHE HEARD WITH KEEN SORROW THAT WILSON'S TWIN LADS WERE ILL OF THE FEVER. THEY HAD NEVER BEEN STRONG. THEY WERE LIKE MANY A PAIR OF TWINS AND SEEMED TO HAVE BUT ONE LIFE DIVIDED BETWEEN THEM. ONE LIFE ONE STRENGTH AND IN THIS INSTANCE I MIGHT ALMOST SAY ONE BRAIN FOR THEY WERE HELPLESS GENTLE SILLY CHILDREN BUT NOT THE LESS DEAR TO THEIR PARENTS AND TO THEIR STRONG ACTIVE MANLY ELDER BROTHER. STILL WANT HAD NEVER YET COME IN AT THE DOOR TO MAKE LOVE FOR THESE INNOCENTS FLY OUT AT THE WINDOW. NOR WAS THIS THE CASE EVEN NOW WHEN JEM WILSON'S EARNINGS AND HIS MOTHER'S OCCASIONAL CHARRINGS WERE BARELY SUFFICIENT TO GIVE ALL THE FAMILY THEIR FILL OF FOOD. BUT WHEN THE TWINS AFTER AILING MANY DAYS AND CARING LITTLE FOR THEIR MEAT FELL SICK ON THE SAME AFTERNOON WITH THE SAME HEAVY STUPOR OF SUFFERING THE THREE HEARTS THAT LOVED THEM SO EACH FELT THOUGH NONE ACKNOWLEDGED TO THE OTHER THAT THEY HAD LITTLE CHANCE FOR LIFE. MARGARET MET JEM WILSON SEVERAL DAYS AFTER HIS BROTHERS WERE SERIOUSLY ILL AND HEARD FROM HIM THE STATE OF THINGS AT HIS HOME. SHE TOLD MARY OF IT AS SHE ENTERED THE COURT LATE THAT EVENING AND MARY LISTENED WITH SADDENED HEART TO THE STRANGE CONTRAST WHICH SUCH WOEFUL TIDINGS PRESENTED TO THE GAY AND LOVING WORDS SHE HAD BEEN HEARING ON HER WALK HOME. SHE BLAMED HERSELF FOR BEING SO MUCH TAKEN UP WITH VISIONS OF THE GOLDEN FUTURE THAT SHE HAD LATELY GONE BUT SELDOM ON SUNDAY AFTERNOONS OR OTHER LEISURE TIME TO SEE MISSUS WILSON HER MOTHER'S FRIEND AND WITH HASTY PURPOSE OF AMENDMENT SHE ONLY STAYED TO LEAVE A MESSAGE FOR HER FATHER WITH THE NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOUR AND THEN WENT OFF AT A BRISK PACE ON HER WAY TO THE HOUSE OF MOURNING. SHE STOPPED WITH HER HAND ON THE LATCH OF THE WILSONS DOOR TO STILL HER BEATING HEART AND LISTENED TO THE HUSHED QUIET WITHIN. SHE OPENED THE DOOR SOFTLY THERE SAT MISSUS WILSON IN THE OLD ROCKING CHAIR WITH ONE SICK DEATH LIKE BOY LYING ON HER KNEE CRYING WITHOUT LET OR PAUSE BUT SOFTLY GENTLY AS FEARING TO DISTURB THE TROUBLED GASPING CHILD WHILE BEHIND HER OLD ALICE LET HER FAST DROPPING TEARS FALL DOWN ON THE DEAD BODY OF THE OTHER TWIN WHICH SHE WAS LAYING OUT ON A BOARD PLACED ON A SORT OF SOFA SETTEE IN A CORNER OF THE ROOM. OVER THE CHILD WHICH YET BREATHED THE FATHER BENT WATCHING ANXIOUSLY FOR SOME GROUND OF HOPE WHERE HOPE THERE WAS NONE
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MARY STEPPED SLOWLY AND LIGHTLY ACROSS TO ALICE. AY POOR LAD GOD HAS TAKEN HIM EARLY MARY. MARY COULD NOT SPEAK SHE DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY IT WAS SO MUCH WORSE THAN SHE EXPECTED. AT LAST SHE VENTURED TO WHISPER. IS THERE ANY CHANCE FOR THE OTHER ONE THINK YOU. ALICE SHOOK HER HEAD AND TOLD WITH A LOOK THAT SHE BELIEVED THERE WAS NONE. BUT EARNEST AS THE FATHER WAS IN WATCHING THE YET LIVING HE HAD EYES AND EARS FOR ALL THAT CONCERNED THE DEAD AND SPRANG GENTLY UP AND TOOK HIS DEAD SON ON HIS HARD COUCH IN HIS ARMS WITH TENDER STRENGTH AND CARRIED HIM UPSTAIRS AS IF AFRAID OF WAKENING HIM. WE MUN GET HIM AWAY FROM HIS MOTHER HE CANNOT DIE WHILE SHE'S WISHING HIM. WISHING HIM SAID MARY IN A TONE OF INQUIRY. AY DONNO YE KNOW WHAT WISHING MEANS. THERE'S NONE CAN DIE IN THE ARMS OF THOSE WHO ARE WISHING THEM SORE TO STAY ON EARTH. ALICE AND MARY STOOD BY WITH EYES FIXED ON THE POOR CHILD WHOSE STRUGGLES SEEMED TO INCREASE TILL AT LAST HIS MOTHER SAID WITH A CHOKING VOICE. NATURE'S STRUGGLES WERE SOON EXHAUSTED AND HE BREATHED HIS LITTLE LIFE AWAY IN PEACE. THEN THE MOTHER LIFTED UP HER VOICE AND WEPT. HER CRIES BROUGHT HER HUSBAND DOWN TO TRY WITH HIS ACHING HEART TO COMFORT HERS. AGAIN ALICE LAID OUT THE DEAD MARY HELPING WITH REVERENT FEAR. THE FATHER AND MOTHER CARRIED HIM UP STAIRS TO THE BED WHERE HIS LITTLE BROTHER LAY IN CALM REPOSE. MARY AND ALICE DREW NEAR THE FIRE AND STOOD IN QUIET SORROW FOR SOME TIME. THEN ALICE BROKE THE SILENCE BY SAYING. IT WILL BE BAD NEWS FOR JEM POOR FELLOW WHEN HE COMES HOME. WHERE IS HE ASKED MARY. THEY'N GETTEN A LARGE ORDER FRA FORRIN PARTS AND YO KNOW JEM MUN WORK THOUGH HIS HEART'S WELL NIGH BREAKING FOR THESE POOR LADDIES. AGAIN THEY WERE SILENT IN THOUGHT AND AGAIN ALICE SPOKE FIRST. I SOMETIMES THINK THE LORD IS AGAINST PLANNING. WHENE'ER I PLAN OVER MUCH HE IS SURE TO SEND AND MAR ALL MY PLANS AS IF HE WOULD HA ME PUT THE FUTURE INTO HIS HANDS. AFORE CHRISTMAS TIME I WAS AS FULL AS FULL COULD BE OF GOING HOME FOR GOOD AND ALL YO HAN HEARD HOW I'VE WISHED IT THIS TERRIBLE LONG TIME. LITTLE DID I THINK HOW GOD ALMIGHTY WOULD BAULK ME FOR NOT LEAVING MY DAYS IN HIS HANDS WHO HAD LED ME THROUGH THE WILDERNESS HITHERTO. SO SAYING SHE FELL TO TIDYING THE ROOM REMOVING AS MUCH AS SHE COULD EVERY VESTIGE OF SICKNESS MAKING UP THE FIRE AND SETTING ON THE KETTLE FOR A CUP OF TEA FOR HER SISTER IN LAW WHOSE LOW MOANS AND SOBS WERE OCCASIONALLY HEARD IN THE ROOM BELOW. MARY HELPED HER IN ALL THESE LITTLE OFFICES. BUT JUST NOW HE HARDLY SAW HER HE WENT STRAIGHT UP TO ALICE AND ASKED HOW THE LITTLE CHAPS WERE. THEY HAD BEEN A SHADE BETTER AT DINNER TIME AND HE HAD BEEN WORKING AWAY THROUGH THE LONG AFTERNOON AND FAR INTO THE NIGHT IN THE BELIEF THAT THEY HAD TAKEN THE TURN. HE HAD STOLEN OUT DURING THE HALF HOUR ALLOWED AT THE WORKS FOR TEA TO BUY THEM AN ORANGE OR TWO WHICH NOW PUFFED OUT HIS JACKET POCKET. HE WOULD MAKE HIS AUNT SPEAK HE WOULD NOT UNDERSTAND HER SHAKES OF THE HEAD AND FAST COURSING TEARS. THEY'RE BOTH GONE SAID SHE DEAD. AY POOR FELLOWS. THEY TOOK WORSE ABOUT TWO O'CLOCK. AY LAD BOTH. JEM WENT TO THE CUPBOARD AND QUIETLY EXTRICATED FROM HIS POCKET THE ORANGES HE HAD BOUGHT. BUT HE STAYED LONG THERE AND AT LAST HIS STURDY FRAME SHOOK WITH HIS STRONG AGONY. THE TWO WOMEN WERE FRIGHTENED AS WOMEN ALWAYS ARE ON WITNESSING A MAN'S OVERPOWERING GRIEF. THEY CRIED AFRESH IN COMPANY. MARY'S HEART MELTED WITHIN HER AS SHE WITNESSED JEM'S SORROW AND SHE STEPPED GENTLY UP TO THE CORNER WHERE HE STOOD WITH HIS BACK TURNED TO THEM AND PUTTING HER HAND SOFTLY ON HIS ARM SAID
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OH JEM DON'T GIVE WAY SO I CANNOT BEAR TO SEE YOU. JEM FELT A STRANGE LEAP OF JOY IN HIS HEART AND KNEW THE POWER SHE HAD OF COMFORTING HIM. HE DID NOT SPEAK AS THOUGH FEARING TO DESTROY BY SOUND OR MOTION THE HAPPINESS OF THAT MOMENT WHEN HER SOFT HAND'S TOUCH THRILLED THROUGH HIS FRAME AND HER SILVERY VOICE WAS WHISPERING TENDERNESS IN HIS EAR. DON'T JEM PLEASE DON'T WHISPERED SHE AGAIN BELIEVING THAT HIS SILENCE WAS ONLY ANOTHER FORM OF GRIEF. HE COULD NOT CONTAIN HIMSELF. HE TOOK HER HAND IN HIS FIRM YET TREMBLING GRASP AND SAID IN TONES THAT INSTANTLY PRODUCED A REVULSION IN HER MOOD. MARY I ALMOST LOATHE MYSELF WHEN I FEEL I WOULD NOT GIVE UP THIS MINUTE WHEN MY BROTHERS LIE DEAD AND FATHER AND MOTHER ARE IN SUCH TROUBLE FOR ALL MY LIFE THAT'S PAST AND GONE AND MARY AS SHE TRIED TO RELEASE HER HAND YOU KNOW WHAT MAKES ME FEEL SO BLESSED. SHE DID KNOW HE WAS RIGHT THERE. BUT AS HE TURNED TO CATCH A LOOK AT HER SWEET FACE HE SAW THAT IT EXPRESSED UNFEIGNED DISTRESS ALMOST AMOUNTING TO VEXATION A DREAD OF HIM THAT HE THOUGHT WAS ALMOST REPUGNANCE. HE LET HER HAND GO AND SHE QUICKLY WENT AWAY TO ALICE'S SIDE. PARTLY TO RELIEVE HER FROM HIS PRESENCE AND PARTLY FROM NATURAL DESIRE AND PARTLY PERHAPS FROM A PENITENT WISH TO SHARE TO THE UTMOST HIS PARENTS SORROW HE SOON WENT UP STAIRS TO THE CHAMBER OF DEATH. MARY MECHANICALLY HELPED ALICE IN ALL THE DUTIES SHE PERFORMED THROUGH THE REMAINDER OF THAT LONG NIGHT BUT SHE DID NOT SEE JEM AGAIN. HE REMAINED UP STAIRS UNTIL AFTER THE EARLY DAWN SHOWED MARY THAT SHE NEED HAVE NO FEAR OF GOING HOME THROUGH THE DESERTED AND QUIET STREETS TO TRY AND GET A LITTLE SLEEP BEFORE WORK HOUR. SO LEAVING KIND MESSAGES TO GEORGE AND JANE WILSON AND HESITATING WHETHER SHE MIGHT DARE TO SEND A FEW KIND WORDS TO JEM AND DECIDING THAT SHE HAD BETTER NOT SHE STEPPED OUT INTO THE BRIGHT MORNING LIGHT SO FRESH A CONTRAST TO THE DARKENED ROOM WHERE DEATH HAD BEEN. THEY HAD ANOTHER MORN THAN OURS. MARY LAY DOWN ON HER BED IN HER CLOTHES AND WHETHER IT WAS THIS OR THE BROAD DAYLIGHT THAT POURED IN THROUGH THE SKY WINDOW OR WHETHER IT WAS OVER EXCITEMENT IT WAS LONG BEFORE SHE COULD CATCH A WINK OF SLEEP. HER THOUGHTS RAN ON JEM'S MANNER AND WORDS NOT BUT WHAT SHE HAD KNOWN THE TALE THEY TOLD FOR MANY A DAY BUT STILL SHE WISHED HE HAD NOT PUT IT SO PLAINLY. IT'S VERY HARD ON ME FOR FATHER AND GEORGE WILSON ARE OLD FRIENDS AND JEM AND I HA KNOWN EACH OTHER SINCE WE WERE QUITE CHILDREN. I CANNOT THINK WHAT POSSESSES ME THAT I MUST ALWAYS BE WANTING TO COMFORT HIM WHEN HE'S DOWNCAST AND THAT I MUST GO MEDDLING WI HIM TO NIGHT WHEN SURE ENOUGH IT WAS HIS AUNT'S PLACE TO SPEAK TO HIM. I DON'T CARE FOR HIM AND YET UNLESS I'M ALWAYS WATCHING MYSELF I'M SPEAKING TO HIM IN A LOVING VOICE. I THINK I CANNOT GO RIGHT FOR I EITHER CHECK MYSELF TILL I'M DOWNRIGHT CROSS TO HIM OR ELSE I SPEAK JUST NATURAL AND THAT'S TOO KIND AND TENDER BY HALF. AND I'M AS GOOD AS ENGAGED TO BE MARRIED TO ANOTHER AND ANOTHER FAR HANDSOMER THAN JEM ONLY I THINK I LIKE JEM'S FACE BEST FOR ALL THAT LIKING'S LIKING AND THERE'S NO HELP FOR IT. WELL WHEN I'M MISSUS HARRY CARSON MAY HAPPEN I CAN PUT SOME GOOD FORTUNE IN JEM'S WAY. BUT WILL HE THANK ME FOR IT. HE'S RATHER SAVAGE AT TIMES THAT I CAN SEE AND PERHAPS KINDNESS FROM ME WHEN I'M ANOTHER'S WILL ONLY GO AGAINST THE GRAIN. I'LL NOT PLAGUE MYSELF WI THINKING ANY MORE ABOUT HIM THAT I WON'T
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SO SHE TURNED ON HER PILLOW AND FELL ASLEEP AND DREAMT OF WHAT WAS OFTEN IN HER WAKING THOUGHTS OF THE DAY WHEN SHE SHOULD RIDE FROM CHURCH IN HER CARRIAGE WITH WEDDING BELLS RINGING AND TAKE UP HER ASTONISHED FATHER AND DRIVE AWAY FROM THE OLD DIM WORK A DAY COURT FOR EVER TO LIVE IN A GRAND HOUSE WHERE HER FATHER SHOULD HAVE NEWSPAPERS AND PAMPHLETS AND PIPES AND MEAT DINNERS EVERY DAY AND ALL DAY LONG IF HE LIKED. SUCH THOUGHTS MINGLED IN HER PREDILECTION FOR THE HANDSOME YOUNG MISTER CARSON WHO UNFETTERED BY WORK HOURS LET SCARCELY A DAY PASS WITHOUT CONTRIVING A MEETING WITH THE BEAUTIFUL LITTLE MILLINER HE HAD FIRST SEEN WHILE LOUNGING IN A SHOP WHERE HIS SISTERS WERE MAKING SOME PURCHASES AND AFTERWARDS NEVER RESTED TILL HE HAD FREELY THOUGH RESPECTFULLY MADE HER ACQUAINTANCE IN HER DAILY WALKS. HE WAS TO USE HIS OWN EXPRESSION TO HIMSELF QUITE INFATUATED BY HER AND WAS RESTLESS EACH DAY TILL THE TIME CAME WHEN HE HAD A CHANCE AND OF LATE MORE THAN A CHANCE OF MEETING HER. THERE WAS SOMETHING OF KEEN PRACTICAL SHREWDNESS ABOUT HER WHICH CONTRASTED VERY BEWITCHINGLY WITH THE SIMPLE FOOLISH UNWORLDLY IDEAS SHE HAD PICKED UP FROM THE ROMANCES WHICH MISS SIMMONDS YOUNG LADIES WERE IN THE HABIT OF RECOMMENDING TO EACH OTHER YES. MARY WAS AMBITIOUS AND DID NOT FAVOUR MISTER CARSON THE LESS BECAUSE HE WAS RICH AND A GENTLEMAN. THE OLD LEAVEN INFUSED YEARS AGO BY HER AUNT ESTHER FERMENTED IN HER LITTLE BOSOM AND PERHAPS ALL THE MORE FOR HER FATHER'S AVERSION TO THE RICH AND THE GENTLE. SUCH IS THE CONTRARINESS OF THE HUMAN HEART FROM EVE DOWNWARDS THAT WE ALL IN OUR OLD ADAM STATE FANCY THINGS FORBIDDEN SWEETEST. SO MARY DWELT UPON AND ENJOYED THE IDEA OF SOME DAY BECOMING A LADY AND DOING ALL THE ELEGANT NOTHINGS APPERTAINING TO LADYHOOD. IT WAS A COMFORT TO HER WHEN SCOLDED BY MISS SIMMONDS TO THINK OF THE DAY WHEN SHE WOULD DRIVE UP TO THE DOOR IN HER OWN CARRIAGE TO ORDER HER GOWNS FROM THE HASTY TEMPERED YET KIND DRESSMAKER. IT WAS A PLEASURE TO HER TO HEAR THE GENERAL ADMIRATION OF THE TWO ELDER MISS CARSONS ACKNOWLEDGED BEAUTIES IN BALL ROOM AND STREET ON HORSEBACK AND ON FOOT AND TO THINK OF THE TIME WHEN SHE SHOULD RIDE AND WALK WITH THEM IN LOVING SISTERHOOD. BUT THE BEST OF HER PLANS THE HOLIEST THAT WHICH IN SOME MEASURE REDEEMED THE VANITY OF THE REST WERE THOSE RELATING TO HER FATHER HER DEAR FATHER NOW OPPRESSED WITH CARE AND ALWAYS A DISHEARTENED GLOOMY PERSON. HOW SHE WOULD SURROUND HIM WITH EVERY COMFORT SHE COULD DEVISE OF COURSE HE WAS TO LIVE WITH THEM TILL HE SHOULD ACKNOWLEDGE RICHES TO BE VERY PLEASANT THINGS AND BLESS HIS LADY DAUGHTER. EVERY ONE WHO HAD SHOWN HER KINDNESS IN HER LOW ESTATE SHOULD THEN BE REPAID A HUNDRED FOLD. MEANWHILE HER WORDS OR EVEN MORE HER TONES WOULD MAINTAIN THEIR HOLD ON JEM WILSON'S MEMORY. A THRILL WOULD YET COME OVER HIM WHEN HE REMEMBERED HOW HER HAND HAD RESTED ON HIS ARM
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DURING THE WEEK BEFORE CHRISTMAS JAKE WAS THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON OF OUR HOUSEHOLD FOR HE WAS TO GO TO TOWN AND DO ALL OUR CHRISTMAS SHOPPING. BUT ON THE TWENTY FIRST OF DECEMBER THE SNOW BEGAN TO FALL. THE FLAKES CAME DOWN SO THICKLY THAT FROM THE SITTING ROOM WINDOWS I COULD NOT SEE BEYOND THE WINDMILL ITS FRAME LOOKED DIM AND GRAY UNSUBSTANTIAL LIKE A SHADOW. THE SNOW DID NOT STOP FALLING ALL DAY OR DURING THE NIGHT THAT FOLLOWED. THE COLD WAS NOT SEVERE BUT THE STORM WAS QUIET AND RESISTLESS. THE MEN COULD NOT GO FARTHER THAN THE BARNS AND CORRAL. THEY SAT ABOUT THE HOUSE MOST OF THE DAY AS IF IT WERE SUNDAY GREASING THEIR BOOTS MENDING THEIR SUSPENDERS PLAITING WHIPLASHES. JAKE WAS SURE HE COULD GET THROUGH ON HORSEBACK AND BRING HOME OUR THINGS IN SADDLE BAGS BUT GRANDFATHER TOLD HIM THE ROADS WOULD BE OBLITERATED AND A NEWCOMER IN THE COUNTRY WOULD BE LOST TEN TIMES OVER. ANYWAY HE WOULD NEVER ALLOW ONE OF HIS HORSES TO BE PUT TO SUCH A STRAIN. WE DECIDED TO HAVE A COUNTRY CHRISTMAS WITHOUT ANY HELP FROM TOWN. I HAD WANTED TO GET SOME PICTURE BOOKS FOR YULKA AND ANTONIA EVEN YULKA WAS ABLE TO READ A LITTLE NOW. GRANDMOTHER TOOK ME INTO THE ICE COLD STOREROOM WHERE SHE HAD SOME BOLTS OF GINGHAM AND SHEETING. SHE CUT SQUARES OF COTTON CLOTH AND WE SEWED THEM TOGETHER INTO A BOOK. WE BOUND IT BETWEEN PASTEBOARDS WHICH I COVERED WITH BRILLIANT CALICO REPRESENTING SCENES FROM A CIRCUS. FOR TWO DAYS I SAT AT THE DINING ROOM TABLE PASTING THIS BOOK FULL OF PICTURES FOR YULKA. WE HAD FILES OF THOSE GOOD OLD FAMILY MAGAZINES WHICH USED TO PUBLISH COLORED LITHOGRAPHS OF POPULAR PAINTINGS AND I WAS ALLOWED TO USE SOME OF THESE. I TOOK NAPOLEON ANNOUNCING THE DIVORCE TO JOSEPHINE FOR MY FRONTISPIECE. ON THE WHITE PAGES I GROUPED SUNDAY SCHOOL CARDS AND ADVERTISING CARDS WHICH I HAD BROUGHT FROM MY OLD COUNTRY. FUCHS GOT OUT THE OLD CANDLE MOULDS AND MADE TALLOW CANDLES. GRANDMOTHER HUNTED UP HER FANCY CAKE CUTTERS AND BAKED GINGERBREAD MEN AND ROOSTERS WHICH WE DECORATED WITH BURNT SUGAR AND RED CINNAMON DROPS. ON THE DAY BEFORE CHRISTMAS JAKE PACKED THE THINGS WE WERE SENDING TO THE SHIMERDAS IN HIS SADDLE BAGS AND SET OFF ON GRANDFATHER'S GRAY GELDING. WHEN HE MOUNTED HIS HORSE AT THE DOOR I SAW THAT HE HAD A HATCHET SLUNG TO HIS BELT AND HE GAVE GRANDMOTHER A MEANING LOOK WHICH TOLD ME HE WAS PLANNING A SURPRISE FOR ME. THAT AFTERNOON I WATCHED LONG AND EAGERLY FROM THE SITTING ROOM WINDOW. AT LAST I SAW A DARK SPOT MOVING ON THE WEST HILL BESIDE THE HALF BURIED CORNFIELD WHERE THE SKY WAS TAKING ON A COPPERY FLUSH FROM THE SUN THAT DID NOT QUITE BREAK THROUGH. I PUT ON MY CAP AND RAN OUT TO MEET JAKE. WHEN I GOT TO THE POND I COULD SEE THAT HE WAS BRINGING IN A LITTLE CEDAR TREE ACROSS HIS POMMEL. HE USED TO HELP MY FATHER CUT CHRISTMAS TREES FOR ME IN VIRGINIA AND HE HAD NOT FORGOTTEN HOW MUCH I LIKED THEM. BY THE TIME WE HAD PLACED THE COLD FRESH SMELLING LITTLE TREE IN A CORNER OF THE SITTING ROOM IT WAS ALREADY CHRISTMAS EVE. AFTER SUPPER WE ALL GATHERED THERE AND EVEN GRANDFATHER READING HIS PAPER BY THE TABLE LOOKED UP WITH FRIENDLY INTEREST NOW AND THEN. THE CEDAR WAS ABOUT FIVE FEET HIGH AND VERY SHAPELY. WE HUNG IT WITH THE GINGERBREAD ANIMALS STRINGS OF POPCORN AND BITS OF CANDLE WHICH FUCHS HAD FITTED INTO PASTEBOARD SOCKETS. ITS REAL SPLENDORS HOWEVER CAME FROM THE MOST UNLIKELY PLACE IN THE WORLD FROM OTTO'S COWBOY TRUNK. FROM UNDER THE LINING HE NOW PRODUCED A COLLECTION OF BRILLIANTLY COLORED PAPER FIGURES SEVERAL INCHES HIGH AND STIFF ENOUGH TO STAND ALONE. THEY HAD BEEN SENT TO HIM YEAR AFTER YEAR BY HIS OLD MOTHER IN AUSTRIA. OUR TREE BECAME THE TALKING TREE OF THE FAIRY TALE LEGENDS AND STORIES NESTLED LIKE BIRDS IN ITS BRANCHES
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GRANDFATHER CAME DOWN WEARING A WHITE SHIRT AND HIS SUNDAY COAT. MORNING PRAYERS WERE LONGER THAN USUAL. HE READ THE CHAPTERS FROM SAINT MATTHEW ABOUT THE BIRTH OF CHRIST AND AS WE LISTENED IT ALL SEEMED LIKE SOMETHING THAT HAD HAPPENED LATELY AND NEAR AT HAND. IN HIS PRAYER HE THANKED THE LORD FOR THE FIRST CHRISTMAS AND FOR ALL THAT IT HAD MEANT TO THE WORLD EVER SINCE. HE GAVE THANKS FOR OUR FOOD AND COMFORT AND PRAYED FOR THE POOR AND DESTITUTE IN GREAT CITIES WHERE THE STRUGGLE FOR LIFE WAS HARDER THAN IT WAS HERE WITH US. GRANDFATHER'S PRAYERS WERE OFTEN VERY INTERESTING. HE HAD THE GIFT OF SIMPLE AND MOVING EXPRESSION. BECAUSE HE TALKED SO LITTLE HIS WORDS HAD A PECULIAR FORCE THEY WERE NOT WORN DULL FROM CONSTANT USE. HIS PRAYERS REFLECTED WHAT HE WAS THINKING ABOUT AT THE TIME AND IT WAS CHIEFLY THROUGH THEM THAT WE GOT TO KNOW HIS FEELINGS AND HIS VIEWS ABOUT THINGS. AFTER WE SAT DOWN TO OUR WAFFLES AND SAUSAGE JAKE TOLD US HOW PLEASED THE SHIMERDAS HAD BEEN WITH THEIR PRESENTS EVEN AMBROSCH WAS FRIENDLY AND WENT TO THE CREEK WITH HIM TO CUT THE CHRISTMAS TREE. IT WAS A SOFT GRAY DAY OUTSIDE WITH HEAVY CLOUDS WORKING ACROSS THE SKY AND OCCASIONAL SQUALLS OF SNOW. THERE WERE ALWAYS ODD JOBS TO BE DONE ABOUT THE BARN ON HOLIDAYS AND THE MEN WERE BUSY UNTIL AFTERNOON. THEN JAKE AND I PLAYED DOMINOES WHILE OTTO WROTE A LONG LETTER HOME TO HIS MOTHER. HE ALWAYS WROTE TO HER ON CHRISTMAS DAY HE SAID NO MATTER WHERE HE WAS AND NO MATTER HOW LONG IT HAD BEEN SINCE HIS LAST LETTER. ALL AFTERNOON HE SAT IN THE DINING ROOM. HE WOULD WRITE FOR A WHILE THEN SIT IDLE HIS CLENCHED FIST LYING ON THE TABLE HIS EYES FOLLOWING THE PATTERN OF THE OILCLOTH. HE SPOKE AND WROTE HIS OWN LANGUAGE SO SELDOM THAT IT CAME TO HIM AWKWARDLY. AT ABOUT FOUR O'CLOCK A VISITOR APPEARED MISTER SHIMERDA WEARING HIS RABBIT SKIN CAP AND COLLAR AND NEW MITTENS HIS WIFE HAD KNITTED. HE HAD COME TO THANK US FOR THE PRESENTS AND FOR ALL GRANDMOTHER'S KINDNESS TO HIS FAMILY. THIS FEELING SEEMED COMPLETELY TO TAKE POSSESSION OF MISTER SHIMERDA. I SUPPOSE IN THE CROWDED CLUTTER OF THEIR CAVE THE OLD MAN HAD COME TO BELIEVE THAT PEACE AND ORDER HAD VANISHED FROM THE EARTH OR EXISTED ONLY IN THE OLD WORLD HE HAD LEFT SO FAR BEHIND. HE SAT STILL AND PASSIVE HIS HEAD RESTING AGAINST THE BACK OF THE WOODEN ROCKING CHAIR HIS HANDS RELAXED UPON THE ARMS. HIS FACE HAD A LOOK OF WEARINESS AND PLEASURE LIKE THAT OF SICK PEOPLE WHEN THEY FEEL RELIEF FROM PAIN. GRANDMOTHER INSISTED ON HIS DRINKING A GLASS OF VIRGINIA APPLE BRANDY AFTER HIS LONG WALK IN THE COLD AND WHEN A FAINT FLUSH CAME UP IN HIS CHEEKS HIS FEATURES MIGHT HAVE BEEN CUT OUT OF A SHELL THEY WERE SO TRANSPARENT. MISTER SHIMERDA ROSE CROSSED HIMSELF AND QUIETLY KNELT DOWN BEFORE THE TREE HIS HEAD SUNK FORWARD. HIS LONG BODY FORMED A LETTER S I SAW GRANDMOTHER LOOK APPREHENSIVELY AT GRANDFATHER. HE WAS RATHER NARROW IN RELIGIOUS MATTERS AND SOMETIMES SPOKE OUT AND HURT PEOPLE'S FEELINGS. WHEN HIS DEEP SEEING EYES RESTED ON ME I FELT AS IF HE WERE LOOKING FAR AHEAD INTO THE FUTURE FOR ME DOWN THE ROAD I WOULD HAVE TO TRAVEL. AT NINE O'CLOCK MISTER SHIMERDA LIGHTED ONE OF OUR LANTERNS AND PUT ON HIS OVERCOAT AND FUR COLLAR. HE STOOD IN THE LITTLE ENTRY HALL THE LANTERN AND HIS FUR CAP UNDER HIS ARM SHAKING HANDS WITH US. WHEN HE TOOK GRANDMOTHER'S HAND HE BENT OVER IT AS HE ALWAYS DID AND SAID SLOWLY GOOD WO MAN. HE MADE THE SIGN OF THE CROSS OVER ME PUT ON HIS CAP AND WENT OFF IN THE DARK. AS WE TURNED BACK TO THE SITTING ROOM GRANDFATHER LOOKED AT ME SEARCHINGLY
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THE WEEK FOLLOWING CHRISTMAS BROUGHT IN A THAW AND BY NEW YEAR'S DAY ALL THE WORLD ABOUT US WAS A BROTH OF GRAY SLUSH AND THE GUTTERED SLOPE BETWEEN THE WINDMILL AND THE BARN WAS RUNNING BLACK WATER. THE SOFT BLACK EARTH STOOD OUT IN PATCHES ALONG THE ROADSIDES. I RESUMED ALL MY CHORES CARRIED IN THE COBS AND WOOD AND WATER AND SPENT THE AFTERNOONS AT THE BARN WATCHING JAKE SHELL CORN WITH A HAND SHELLER. IT WAS THE FIRST TIME MISSUS SHIMERDA HAD BEEN TO OUR HOUSE AND SHE RAN ABOUT EXAMINING OUR CARPETS AND CURTAINS AND FURNITURE ALL THE WHILE COMMENTING UPON THEM TO HER DAUGHTER IN AN ENVIOUS COMPLAINING TONE. IN THE KITCHEN SHE CAUGHT UP AN IRON POT THAT STOOD ON THE BACK OF THE STOVE AND SAID YOU GOT MANY SHIMERDAS NO GOT. I THOUGHT IT WEAK MINDED OF GRANDMOTHER TO GIVE THE POT TO HER. AFTER DINNER WHEN SHE WAS HELPING TO WASH THE DISHES SHE SAID TOSSING HER HEAD YOU GOT MANY THINGS FOR COOK. IF I GOT ALL THINGS LIKE YOU I MAKE MUCH BETTER. SHE WAS A CONCEITED BOASTFUL OLD THING AND EVEN MISFORTUNE COULD NOT HUMBLE HER. I WAS SO ANNOYED THAT I FELT COLDLY EVEN TOWARD ANTONIA AND LISTENED UNSYMPATHETICALLY WHEN SHE TOLD ME HER FATHER WAS NOT WELL. MY PAPA SAD FOR THE OLD COUNTRY HE NOT LOOK GOOD. HE NEVER MAKE MUSIC ANY MORE. AT HOME HE PLAY VIOLIN ALL THE TIME FOR WEDDINGS AND FOR DANCE HERE NEVER. WHEN I BEG HIM FOR PLAY HE SHAKE HIS HEAD NO. SOME DAYS HE TAKE HIS VIOLIN OUT OF HIS BOX AND MAKE WITH HIS FINGERS ON THE STRINGS LIKE THIS BUT NEVER HE MAKE THE MUSIC HE DON'T LIKE THIS KAWN TREE. HE NOT WANT TO COME NEV ER SHE BURST OUT MY MAMENKA MAKE HIM COME. ALL THE TIME SHE SAY AMERICA BIG COUNTRY MUCH MONEY MUCH LAND FOR MY BOYS MUCH HUSBAND FOR MY GIRLS. MY PAPA HE CRY FOR LEAVE HIS OLD FRIENDS WHAT MAKE MUSIC WITH HIM. HE LOVE VERY MUCH THE MAN WHAT PLAY THE LONG HORN LIKE THIS SHE INDICATED A SLIDE TROMBONE. THEY GO TO SCHOOL TOGETHER AND ARE FRIENDS FROM BOYS. BUT MY MAMA SHE WANT AMBROSCH FOR BE RICH WITH MANY CATTLE. YOUR MAMA I SAID ANGRILY WANTS OTHER PEOPLE'S THINGS. YOUR GRANDFATHER IS RICH SHE RETORTED FIERCELY WHY HE NOT HELP MY PAPA. AMBROSCH BE RICH TOO AFTER WHILE AND HE PAY BACK HE IS VERY SMART BOY. FOR AMBROSCH MY MAMA COME HERE. AMBROSCH WAS CONSIDERED THE IMPORTANT PERSON IN THE FAMILY. MISSUS SHIMERDA AND ANTONIA ALWAYS DEFERRED TO HIM THOUGH HE WAS OFTEN SURLY WITH THEM AND CONTEMPTUOUS TOWARD HIS FATHER. AMBROSCH AND HIS MOTHER HAD EVERYTHING THEIR OWN WAY. THOUGH ANTONIA LOVED HER FATHER MORE THAN SHE DID ANY ONE ELSE SHE STOOD IN AWE OF HER ELDER BROTHER. AFTER I WATCHED ANTONIA AND HER MOTHER GO OVER THE HILL ON THEIR MISERABLE HORSE CARRYING OUR IRON POT WITH THEM I TURNED TO GRANDMOTHER WHO HAD TAKEN UP HER DARNING AND SAID I HOPED THAT SNOOPING OLD WOMAN WOULD N'T COME TO SEE US ANY MORE. GRANDMOTHER CHUCKLED AND DROVE HER BRIGHT NEEDLE ACROSS A HOLE IN OTTO'S SOCK. SHE'S NOT OLD JIM THOUGH I EXPECT SHE SEEMS OLD TO YOU. NO I WOULD N'T MOURN IF SHE NEVER CAME AGAIN. BUT YOU SEE A BODY NEVER KNOWS WHAT TRAITS POVERTY MIGHT BRING OUT IN EM. IT MAKES A WOMAN GRASPING TO SEE HER CHILDREN WANT FOR THINGS. NOW READ ME A CHAPTER IN THE PRINCE OF THE HOUSE OF DAVID LET'S FORGET THE BOHEMIANS. WE HAD THREE WEEKS OF THIS MILD OPEN WEATHER. THE CATTLE IN THE CORRAL ATE CORN ALMOST AS FAST AS THE MEN COULD SHELL IT FOR THEM AND WE HOPED THEY WOULD BE READY FOR AN EARLY MARKET. ONE MORNING THE TWO BIG BULLS GLADSTONE AND BRIGHAM YOUNG THOUGHT SPRING HAD COME AND THEY BEGAN TO TEASE AND BUTT AT EACH OTHER ACROSS THE BARBED WIRE THAT SEPARATED THEM SOON THEY GOT ANGRY. THEY BELLOWED AND PAWED UP THE SOFT EARTH WITH THEIR HOOFS ROLLING THEIR EYES AND TOSSING THEIR HEADS. EACH WITHDREW TO A FAR CORNER OF HIS OWN CORRAL AND THEN THEY MADE FOR EACH OTHER AT A GALLOP
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THUD THUD WE COULD HEAR THE IMPACT OF THEIR GREAT HEADS AND THEIR BELLOWING SHOOK THE PANS ON THE KITCHEN SHELVES. PRETTY SOON THE FAT STEERS TOOK IT UP AND BEGAN BUTTING AND HORNING EACH OTHER. CLEARLY THE AFFAIR HAD TO BE STOPPED. THE BIG STORM OF THE WINTER BEGAN ON MY ELEVENTH BIRTHDAY THE TWENTIETH OF JANUARY. WHEN I WENT DOWN TO BREAKFAST THAT MORNING JAKE AND OTTO CAME IN WHITE AS SNOW MEN BEATING THEIR HANDS AND STAMPING THEIR FEET. THEY BEGAN TO LAUGH BOISTEROUSLY WHEN THEY SAW ME CALLING. YOU'VE GOT A BIRTHDAY PRESENT THIS TIME JIM AND NO MISTAKE. THEY WAS A FULL GROWN BLIZZARD ORDERED FOR YOU. ALL DAY THE STORM WENT ON. THE SNOW DID NOT FALL THIS TIME IT SIMPLY SPILLED OUT OF HEAVEN LIKE THOUSANDS OF FEATHER BEDS BEING EMPTIED. NEXT DAY OUR MEN HAD TO SHOVEL UNTIL NOON TO REACH THE BARN AND THE SNOW WAS STILL FALLING. THERE HAD NOT BEEN SUCH A STORM IN THE TEN YEARS MY GRANDFATHER HAD LIVED IN NEBRASKA. WE COULD NOT SO MUCH AS SEE THE CORRALS BUT WE KNEW THE STEERS WERE OVER THERE HUDDLED TOGETHER UNDER THE NORTH BANK. OUR FEROCIOUS BULLS SUBDUED ENOUGH BY THIS TIME WERE PROBABLY WARMING EACH OTHER'S BACKS. THIS'LL TAKE THE BILE OUT OF EM FUCHS REMARKED GLEEFULLY. AT NOON THAT DAY THE HENS HAD NOT BEEN HEARD FROM. AFTER DINNER JAKE AND OTTO THEIR DAMP CLOTHES NOW DRIED ON THEM STRETCHED THEIR STIFF ARMS AND PLUNGED AGAIN INTO THE DRIFTS. THEY MADE A TUNNEL UNDER THE SNOW TO THE HENHOUSE WITH WALLS SO SOLID THAT GRANDMOTHER AND I COULD WALK BACK AND FORTH IN IT. WE FOUND THE CHICKENS ASLEEP PERHAPS THEY THOUGHT NIGHT HAD COME TO STAY. ONE OLD ROOSTER WAS STIRRING ABOUT PECKING AT THE SOLID LUMP OF ICE IN THEIR WATER TIN. WHEN WE FLASHED THE LANTERN IN THEIR EYES THE HENS SET UP A GREAT CACKLING AND FLEW ABOUT CLUMSILY SCATTERING DOWN FEATHERS. BY FIVE O'CLOCK THE CHORES WERE DONE JUST WHEN IT WAS TIME TO BEGIN THEM ALL OVER AGAIN
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SHE WAS FOUR YEARS OLDER THAN I TO BE SURE AND HAD SEEN MORE OF THE WORLD BUT I WAS A BOY AND SHE WAS A GIRL AND I RESENTED HER PROTECTING MANNER. BEFORE THE AUTUMN WAS OVER SHE BEGAN TO TREAT ME MORE LIKE AN EQUAL AND TO DEFER TO ME IN OTHER THINGS THAN READING LESSONS. THIS CHANGE CAME ABOUT FROM AN ADVENTURE WE HAD TOGETHER. ONE DAY WHEN I RODE OVER TO THE SHIMERDAS I FOUND ANTONIA STARTING OFF ON FOOT FOR RUSSIAN PETER'S HOUSE TO BORROW A SPADE AMBROSCH NEEDED. I OFFERED TO TAKE HER ON THE PONY AND SHE GOT UP BEHIND ME. THERE HAD BEEN ANOTHER BLACK FROST THE NIGHT BEFORE AND THE AIR WAS CLEAR AND HEADY AS WINE. WITHIN A WEEK ALL THE BLOOMING ROADS HAD BEEN DESPOILED HUNDREDS OF MILES OF YELLOW SUNFLOWERS HAD BEEN TRANSFORMED INTO BROWN RATTLING BURRY STALKS. WE FOUND RUSSIAN PETER DIGGING HIS POTATOES. AS WE RODE AWAY WITH THE SPADE ANTONIA SUGGESTED THAT WE STOP AT THE PRAIRIE DOG TOWN AND DIG INTO ONE OF THE HOLES. WE COULD FIND OUT WHETHER THEY RAN STRAIGHT DOWN OR WERE HORIZONTAL LIKE MOLE HOLES WHETHER THEY HAD UNDERGROUND CONNECTIONS WHETHER THE OWLS HAD NESTS DOWN THERE LINED WITH FEATHERS. WE MIGHT GET SOME PUPPIES OR OWL EGGS OR SNAKE SKINS. THE DOG TOWN WAS SPREAD OUT OVER PERHAPS TEN ACRES. THE GRASS HAD BEEN NIBBLED SHORT AND EVEN SO THIS STRETCH WAS NOT SHAGGY AND RED LIKE THE SURROUNDING COUNTRY BUT GRAY AND VELVETY. THE HOLES WERE SEVERAL YARDS APART AND WERE DISPOSED WITH A GOOD DEAL OF REGULARITY ALMOST AS IF THE TOWN HAD BEEN LAID OUT IN STREETS AND AVENUES. ONE ALWAYS FELT THAT AN ORDERLY AND VERY SOCIABLE KIND OF LIFE WAS GOING ON THERE. I PICKETED DUDE DOWN IN A DRAW AND WE WENT WANDERING ABOUT LOOKING FOR A HOLE THAT WOULD BE EASY TO DIG. THE DOGS WERE OUT AS USUAL DOZENS OF THEM SITTING UP ON THEIR HIND LEGS OVER THE DOORS OF THEIR HOUSES. AS WE APPROACHED THEY BARKED SHOOK THEIR TAILS AT US AND SCURRIED UNDERGROUND. BEFORE THE MOUTHS OF THE HOLES WERE LITTLE PATCHES OF SAND AND GRAVEL SCRATCHED UP WE SUPPOSED FROM A LONG WAY BELOW THE SURFACE. HERE AND THERE IN THE TOWN WE CAME ON LARGER GRAVEL PATCHES SEVERAL YARDS AWAY FROM ANY HOLE. IF THE DOGS HAD SCRATCHED THE SAND UP IN EXCAVATING HOW HAD THEY CARRIED IT SO FAR. IT WAS ON ONE OF THESE GRAVEL BEDS THAT I MET MY ADVENTURE. WE WERE EXAMINING A BIG HOLE WITH TWO ENTRANCES. THE BURROW SLOPED INTO THE GROUND AT A GENTLE ANGLE SO THAT WE COULD SEE WHERE THE TWO CORRIDORS UNITED AND THE FLOOR WAS DUSTY FROM USE LIKE A LITTLE HIGHWAY OVER WHICH MUCH TRAVEL WENT. I WAS WALKING BACKWARD IN A CROUCHING POSITION WHEN I HEARD ANTONIA SCREAM. SHE WAS STANDING OPPOSITE ME POINTING BEHIND ME AND SHOUTING SOMETHING IN BOHEMIAN. I WHIRLED ROUND AND THERE ON ONE OF THOSE DRY GRAVEL BEDS WAS THE BIGGEST SNAKE I HAD EVER SEEN. HE WAS SUNNING HIMSELF AFTER THE COLD NIGHT AND HE MUST HAVE BEEN ASLEEP WHEN ANTONIA SCREAMED. WHEN I TURNED HE WAS LYING IN LONG LOOSE WAVES LIKE A LETTER W HE TWITCHED AND BEGAN TO COIL SLOWLY. HE WAS NOT MERELY A BIG SNAKE I THOUGHT HE WAS A CIRCUS MONSTROSITY. HIS ABOMINABLE MUSCULARITY HIS LOATHSOME FLUID MOTION SOMEHOW MADE ME SICK. I SAW HIS COILS TIGHTEN NOW HE WOULD SPRING SPRING HIS LENGTH I REMEMBERED. I RAN UP AND DROVE AT HIS HEAD WITH MY SPADE STRUCK HIM FAIRLY ACROSS THE NECK AND IN A MINUTE HE WAS ALL ABOUT MY FEET IN WAVY LOOPS. I STRUCK NOW FROM HATE. ANTONIA BAREFOOTED AS SHE WAS RAN UP BEHIND ME. EVEN AFTER I HAD POUNDED HIS UGLY HEAD FLAT HIS BODY KEPT ON COILING AND WINDING DOUBLING AND FALLING BACK ON ITSELF. I WALKED AWAY AND TURNED MY BACK I FELT SEASICK. I KNOW I AM JUST AWFUL JIM I WAS SO SCARED
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2035-147960-0000
| 237.19
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I SUPPOSE I LOOKED AS SICK AS I FELT. I NEVER KNOW YOU WAS SO BRAVE JIM SHE WENT ON COMFORTINGLY. NOW WE TAKE THAT SNAKE HOME AND SHOW EVERYBODY. NOBODY AIN'T SEEN IN THIS KAWN TREE SO BIG SNAKE LIKE YOU KILL. SHE WENT ON IN THIS STRAIN UNTIL I BEGAN TO THINK THAT I HAD LONGED FOR THIS OPPORTUNITY AND HAD HAILED IT WITH JOY. CAUTIOUSLY WE WENT BACK TO THE SNAKE HE WAS STILL GROPING WITH HIS TAIL TURNING UP HIS UGLY BELLY IN THE LIGHT. A FAINT FETID SMELL CAME FROM HIM AND A THREAD OF GREEN LIQUID OOZED FROM HIS CRUSHED HEAD. LOOK TONY THAT'S HIS POISON I SAID. I TOOK A LONG PIECE OF STRING FROM MY POCKET AND SHE LIFTED HIS HEAD WITH THE SPADE WHILE I TIED A NOOSE AROUND IT. WE PULLED HIM OUT STRAIGHT AND MEASURED HIM BY MY RIDING QUIRT HE WAS ABOUT FIVE AND A HALF FEET LONG. HE HAD TWELVE RATTLES BUT THEY WERE BROKEN OFF BEFORE THEY BEGAN TO TAPER SO I INSISTED THAT HE MUST ONCE HAVE HAD TWENTY FOUR. I EXPLAINED TO ANTONIA HOW THIS MEANT THAT HE WAS TWENTY FOUR YEARS OLD THAT HE MUST HAVE BEEN THERE WHEN WHITE MEN FIRST CAME LEFT ON FROM BUFFALO AND INDIAN TIMES. AS I TURNED HIM OVER I BEGAN TO FEEL PROUD OF HIM TO HAVE A KIND OF RESPECT FOR HIS AGE AND SIZE. HE SEEMED LIKE THE ANCIENT ELDEST EVIL. CERTAINLY HIS KIND HAVE LEFT HORRIBLE UNCONSCIOUS MEMORIES IN ALL WARM BLOODED LIFE. WE DECIDED THAT ANTONIA SHOULD RIDE DUDE HOME AND I WOULD WALK. I FOLLOWED WITH THE SPADE OVER MY SHOULDER DRAGGING MY SNAKE. HER EXULTATION WAS CONTAGIOUS. IF THE RED GRASS WERE FULL OF RATTLERS I WAS EQUAL TO THEM ALL. NEVERTHELESS I STOLE FURTIVE GLANCES BEHIND ME NOW AND THEN TO SEE THAT NO AVENGING MATE OLDER AND BIGGER THAN MY QUARRY WAS RACING UP FROM THE REAR. OTTO FUCHS WAS THE FIRST ONE WE MET. HE WAS SITTING ON THE EDGE OF THE CATTLE POND HAVING A QUIET PIPE BEFORE SUPPER. ANTONIA CALLED HIM TO COME QUICK AND LOOK. HE DID NOT SAY ANYTHING FOR A MINUTE BUT SCRATCHED HIS HEAD AND TURNED THE SNAKE OVER WITH HIS BOOT. WHERE DID YOU RUN ONTO THAT BEAUTY JIM. UP AT THE DOG TOWN I ANSWERED LACONICALLY. WE'D BEEN UP TO RUSSIAN PETER'S TO BORROW A SPADE FOR AMBROSCH. IT WAS JUST LUCK YOU HAD A TOOL HE SAID CAUTIOUSLY. HE COULD STAND RIGHT UP AND TALK TO YOU HE COULD DID HE FIGHT HARD. ANTONIA BROKE IN HE FIGHT SOMETHING AWFUL HE IS ALL OVER JIMMY'S BOOTS I SCREAM FOR HIM TO RUN BUT HE JUST HIT AND HIT THAT SNAKE LIKE HE WAS CRAZY. OTTO WINKED AT ME. SUBSEQUENT EXPERIENCES WITH RATTLESNAKES TAUGHT ME THAT MY FIRST ENCOUNTER WAS FORTUNATE IN CIRCUMSTANCE. MY BIG RATTLER WAS OLD AND HAD LED TOO EASY A LIFE THERE WAS NOT MUCH FIGHT IN HIM. A SNAKE OF HIS SIZE IN FIGHTING TRIM WOULD BE MORE THAN ANY BOY COULD HANDLE. SO IN REALITY IT WAS A MOCK ADVENTURE THE GAME WAS FIXED FOR ME BY CHANCE AS IT PROBABLY WAS FOR MANY A DRAGON SLAYER. I HAD BEEN ADEQUATELY ARMED BY RUSSIAN PETER THE SNAKE WAS OLD AND LAZY AND I HAD ANTONIA BESIDE ME TO APPRECIATE AND ADMIRE. THIS WAS ENOUGH FOR ANTONIA. SHE LIKED ME BETTER FROM THAT TIME ON AND SHE NEVER TOOK A SUPERCILIOUS AIR WITH ME AGAIN
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WHILE THE AUTUMN COLOR WAS GROWING PALE ON THE GRASS AND CORNFIELDS THINGS WENT BADLY WITH OUR FRIENDS THE RUSSIANS. PETER TOLD HIS TROUBLES TO MISTER SHIMERDA HE WAS UNABLE TO MEET A NOTE WHICH FELL DUE ON THE FIRST OF NOVEMBER HAD TO PAY AN EXORBITANT BONUS ON RENEWING IT AND TO GIVE A MORTGAGE ON HIS PIGS AND HORSES AND EVEN HIS MILK COW. PETER COULD GIVE NO VERY CLEAR ACCOUNT OF HIS TRANSACTIONS WITH CUTTER. HE ONLY KNEW THAT HE HAD FIRST BORROWED TWO HUNDRED DOLLARS THEN ANOTHER HUNDRED THEN FIFTY THAT EACH TIME A BONUS WAS ADDED TO THE PRINCIPAL AND THE DEBT GREW FASTER THAN ANY CROP HE PLANTED. NOW EVERYTHING WAS PLASTERED WITH MORTGAGES. SOON AFTER PETER RENEWED HIS NOTE PAVEL STRAINED HIMSELF LIFTING TIMBERS FOR A NEW BARN AND FELL OVER AMONG THE SHAVINGS WITH SUCH A GUSH OF BLOOD FROM THE LUNGS THAT HIS FELLOW WORKMEN THOUGHT HE WOULD DIE ON THE SPOT. THEY HAULED HIM HOME AND PUT HIM INTO HIS BED AND THERE HE LAY VERY ILL INDEED. MISFORTUNE SEEMED TO SETTLE LIKE AN EVIL BIRD ON THE ROOF OF THE LOG HOUSE AND TO FLAP ITS WINGS THERE WARNING HUMAN BEINGS AWAY. ONE AFTERNOON ANTONIA AND HER FATHER CAME OVER TO OUR HOUSE TO GET BUTTERMILK AND LINGERED AS THEY USUALLY DID UNTIL THE SUN WAS LOW. JUST AS THEY WERE LEAVING RUSSIAN PETER DROVE UP. PAVEL WAS VERY BAD HE SAID AND WANTED TO TALK TO MISTER SHIMERDA AND HIS DAUGHTER HE HAD COME TO FETCH THEM. MY PLAN MUST HAVE SEEMED VERY FOOLISH TO HER BUT SHE WAS OFTEN LARGE MINDED ABOUT HUMORING THE DESIRES OF OTHER PEOPLE. SHE ASKED PETER TO WAIT A MOMENT AND WHEN SHE CAME BACK FROM THE KITCHEN SHE BROUGHT A BAG OF SANDWICHES AND DOUGHNUTS FOR US. MISTER SHIMERDA AND PETER WERE ON THE FRONT SEAT ANTONIA AND I SAT IN THE STRAW BEHIND AND ATE OUR LUNCH AS WE BUMPED ALONG. AFTER THE SUN SANK A COLD WIND SPRANG UP AND MOANED OVER THE PRAIRIE. IF THIS TURN IN THE WEATHER HAD COME SOONER I SHOULD NOT HAVE GOT AWAY. WE BURROWED DOWN IN THE STRAW AND CURLED UP CLOSE TOGETHER WATCHING THE ANGRY RED DIE OUT OF THE WEST AND THE STARS BEGIN TO SHINE IN THE CLEAR WINDY SKY. PETER KEPT SIGHING AND GROANING. TONY WHISPERED TO ME THAT HE WAS AFRAID PAVEL WOULD NEVER GET WELL. WE LAY STILL AND DID NOT TALK. UP THERE THE STARS GREW MAGNIFICENTLY BRIGHT. THOUGH WE HAD COME FROM SUCH DIFFERENT PARTS OF THE WORLD IN BOTH OF US THERE WAS SOME DUSKY SUPERSTITION THAT THOSE SHINING GROUPS HAVE THEIR INFLUENCE UPON WHAT IS AND WHAT IS NOT TO BE. PERHAPS RUSSIAN PETER COME FROM FARTHER AWAY THAN ANY OF US HAD BROUGHT FROM HIS LAND TOO SOME SUCH BELIEF. THE LITTLE HOUSE ON THE HILLSIDE WAS SO MUCH THE COLOR OF THE NIGHT THAT WE COULD NOT SEE IT AS WE CAME UP THE DRAW. THE RUDDY WINDOWS GUIDED US THE LIGHT FROM THE KITCHEN STOVE FOR THERE WAS NO LAMP BURNING. WE ENTERED SOFTLY. THE MAN IN THE WIDE BED SEEMED TO BE ASLEEP. TONY AND I SAT DOWN ON THE BENCH BY THE WALL AND LEANED OUR ARMS ON THE TABLE IN FRONT OF US. THE FIRELIGHT FLICKERED ON THE HEWN LOGS THAT SUPPORTED THE THATCH OVERHEAD. PAVEL MADE A RASPING SOUND WHEN HE BREATHED AND HE KEPT MOANING WE WAITED. THE WIND SHOOK THE DOORS AND WINDOWS IMPATIENTLY THEN SWEPT ON AGAIN SINGING THROUGH THE BIG SPACES. EACH GUST AS IT BORE DOWN RATTLED THE PANES AND SWELLED OFF LIKE THE OTHERS. THEY MADE ME THINK OF DEFEATED ARMIES RETREATING OR OF GHOSTS WHO WERE TRYING DESPERATELY TO GET IN FOR SHELTER AND THEN WENT MOANING ON. PRESENTLY IN ONE OF THOSE SOBBING INTERVALS BETWEEN THE BLASTS THE COYOTES TUNED UP WITH THEIR WHINING HOWL ONE TWO THREE THEN ALL TOGETHER TO TELL US THAT WINTER WAS COMING. THIS SOUND BROUGHT AN ANSWER FROM THE BED A LONG COMPLAINING CRY AS IF PAVEL WERE HAVING BAD DREAMS OR WERE WAKING TO SOME OLD MISERY. PETER LISTENED BUT DID NOT STIR. HE WAS SITTING ON THE FLOOR BY THE KITCHEN STOVE
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| 238.06
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THE COYOTES BROKE OUT AGAIN YAP YAP YAP THEN THE HIGH WHINE. PAVEL CALLED FOR SOMETHING AND STRUGGLED UP ON HIS ELBOW. WE SLID CLOSER TOGETHER ALONG THE BENCH. I COULD NOT TAKE MY EYES OFF THE MAN IN THE BED. HIS SHIRT WAS HANGING OPEN AND HIS EMACIATED CHEST COVERED WITH YELLOW BRISTLE ROSE AND FELL HORRIBLY HE BEGAN TO COUGH. PETER SHUFFLED TO HIS FEET CAUGHT UP THE TEA KETTLE AND MIXED HIM SOME HOT WATER AND WHISKEY. THE SHARP SMELL OF SPIRITS WENT THROUGH THE ROOM. PAVEL SNATCHED THE CUP AND DRANK THEN MADE PETER GIVE HIM THE BOTTLE AND SLIPPED IT UNDER HIS PILLOW GRINNING DISAGREEABLY AS IF HE HAD OUTWITTED SOME ONE. HIS EYES FOLLOWED PETER ABOUT THE ROOM WITH A CONTEMPTUOUS UNFRIENDLY EXPRESSION. IT SEEMED TO ME THAT HE DESPISED HIM FOR BEING SO SIMPLE AND DOCILE. PRESENTLY PAVEL BEGAN TO TALK TO MISTER SHIMERDA SCARCELY ABOVE A WHISPER. HE WAS TELLING A LONG STORY AND AS HE WENT ON ANTONIA TOOK MY HAND UNDER THE TABLE AND HELD IT TIGHT. SHE LEANED FORWARD AND STRAINED HER EARS TO HEAR HIM. HE GREW MORE AND MORE EXCITED AND KEPT POINTING ALL AROUND HIS BED AS IF THERE WERE THINGS THERE AND HE WANTED MISTER SHIMERDA TO SEE THEM. IT'S WOLVES JIMMY ANTONIA WHISPERED. THE SICK MAN RAGED AND SHOOK HIS FIST. HE SEEMED TO BE CURSING PEOPLE WHO HAD WRONGED HIM. MISTER SHIMERDA CAUGHT HIM BY THE SHOULDERS BUT COULD HARDLY HOLD HIM IN BED. AT LAST HE WAS SHUT OFF BY A COUGHING FIT WHICH FAIRLY CHOKED HIM. HE PULLED A CLOTH FROM UNDER HIS PILLOW AND HELD IT TO HIS MOUTH. QUICKLY IT WAS COVERED WITH BRIGHT RED SPOTS I THOUGHT I HAD NEVER SEEN ANY BLOOD SO BRIGHT. WHEN HE LAY DOWN AND TURNED HIS FACE TO THE WALL ALL THE RAGE HAD GONE OUT OF HIM. HE LAY PATIENTLY FIGHTING FOR BREATH LIKE A CHILD WITH CROUP. ANTONIA'S FATHER UNCOVERED ONE OF HIS LONG BONY LEGS AND RUBBED IT RHYTHMICALLY. FROM OUR BENCH WE COULD SEE WHAT A HOLLOW CASE HIS BODY WAS. HIS SPINE AND SHOULDER BLADES STOOD OUT LIKE THE BONES UNDER THE HIDE OF A DEAD STEER LEFT IN THE FIELDS. THAT SHARP BACKBONE MUST HAVE HURT HIM WHEN HE LAY ON IT. GRADUALLY RELIEF CAME TO ALL OF US. WHATEVER IT WAS THE WORST WAS OVER. MISTER SHIMERDA SIGNED TO US THAT PAVEL WAS ASLEEP. WITHOUT A WORD PETER GOT UP AND LIT HIS LANTERN. MISTER SHIMERDA WENT WITH HIM. WE SAT AND WATCHED THE LONG BOWED BACK UNDER THE BLUE SHEET SCARCELY DARING TO BREATHE. ON THE WAY HOME WHEN WE WERE LYING IN THE STRAW UNDER THE JOLTING AND RATTLING ANTONIA TOLD ME AS MUCH OF THE STORY AS SHE COULD. WHAT SHE DID NOT TELL ME THEN SHE TOLD LATER WE TALKED OF NOTHING ELSE FOR DAYS AFTERWARD. WHEN PAVEL AND PETER WERE YOUNG MEN LIVING AT HOME IN RUSSIA THEY WERE ASKED TO BE GROOMSMEN FOR A FRIEND WHO WAS TO MARRY THE BELLE OF ANOTHER VILLAGE. IT WAS IN THE DEAD OF WINTER AND THE GROOM'S PARTY WENT OVER TO THE WEDDING IN SLEDGES. PETER AND PAVEL DROVE IN THE GROOM'S SLEDGE AND SIX SLEDGES FOLLOWED WITH ALL HIS RELATIVES AND FRIENDS. AFTER THE CEREMONY AT THE CHURCH THE PARTY WENT TO A DINNER GIVEN BY THE PARENTS OF THE BRIDE. THE DINNER LASTED ALL AFTERNOON THEN IT BECAME A SUPPER AND CONTINUED FAR INTO THE NIGHT. THERE WAS MUCH DANCING AND DRINKING. AT MIDNIGHT THE PARENTS OF THE BRIDE SAID GOOD BYE TO HER AND BLESSED HER. THE GROOM TOOK HER UP IN HIS ARMS AND CARRIED HER OUT TO HIS SLEDGE AND TUCKED HER UNDER THE BLANKETS. HE SPRANG IN BESIDE HER AND PAVEL AND PETER OUR PAVEL AND PETER. TOOK THE FRONT SEAT PAVEL DROVE. THE PARTY SET OUT WITH SINGING AND THE JINGLE OF SLEIGH BELLS THE GROOM'S SLEDGE GOING FIRST. ALL THE DRIVERS WERE MORE OR LESS THE WORSE FOR MERRY MAKING AND THE GROOM WAS ABSORBED IN HIS BRIDE. THE WOLVES WERE BAD THAT WINTER AND EVERY ONE KNEW IT YET WHEN THEY HEARD THE FIRST WOLF CRY THE DRIVERS WERE NOT MUCH ALARMED. THEY HAD TOO MUCH GOOD FOOD AND DRINK INSIDE THEM. THE FIRST HOWLS WERE TAKEN UP AND ECHOED AND WITH QUICKENING REPETITIONS. THE WOLVES WERE COMING TOGETHER
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THERE WAS NO MOON BUT THE STARLIGHT WAS CLEAR ON THE SNOW. A BLACK DROVE CAME UP OVER THE HILL BEHIND THE WEDDING PARTY. THE WOLVES RAN LIKE STREAKS OF SHADOW THEY LOOKED NO BIGGER THAN DOGS BUT THERE WERE HUNDREDS OF THEM. SOMETHING HAPPENED TO THE HINDMOST SLEDGE THE DRIVER LOST CONTROL HE WAS PROBABLY VERY DRUNK THE HORSES LEFT THE ROAD THE SLEDGE WAS CAUGHT IN A CLUMP OF TREES AND OVERTURNED. THE SHRIEKS THAT FOLLOWED MADE EVERYBODY SOBER. THE DRIVERS STOOD UP AND LASHED THEIR HORSES. THE GROOM HAD THE BEST TEAM AND HIS SLEDGE WAS LIGHTEST ALL THE OTHERS CARRIED FROM SIX TO A DOZEN PEOPLE. ANOTHER DRIVER LOST CONTROL THE SCREAMS OF THE HORSES WERE MORE TERRIBLE TO HEAR THAN THE CRIES OF THE MEN AND WOMEN. NOTHING SEEMED TO CHECK THE WOLVES. IT WAS HARD TO TELL WHAT WAS HAPPENING IN THE REAR THE PEOPLE WHO WERE FALLING BEHIND SHRIEKED AS PITEOUSLY AS THOSE WHO WERE ALREADY LOST. THE LITTLE BRIDE HID HER FACE ON THE GROOM'S SHOULDER AND SOBBED. PAVEL SAT STILL AND WATCHED HIS HORSES. THE ROAD WAS CLEAR AND WHITE AND THE GROOM'S THREE BLACKS WENT LIKE THE WIND. IT WAS ONLY NECESSARY TO BE CALM AND TO GUIDE THEM CAREFULLY. AT LENGTH AS THEY BREASTED A LONG HILL PETER ROSE CAUTIOUSLY AND LOOKED BACK. THERE ARE ONLY THREE SLEDGES LEFT HE WHISPERED. AND THE WOLVES PAVEL ASKED ENOUGH ENOUGH FOR ALL OF US. PAVEL REACHED THE BROW OF THE HILL BUT ONLY TWO SLEDGES FOLLOWED HIM DOWN THE OTHER SIDE. IN THAT MOMENT ON THE HILLTOP THEY SAW BEHIND THEM A WHIRLING BLACK GROUP ON THE SNOW. PRESENTLY THE GROOM SCREAMED. HE SPRANG UP AS IF HE MEANT TO JUMP BUT THE GIRL SHRIEKED AND HELD HIM BACK IT WAS EVEN THEN TOO LATE. THE BLACK GROUND SHADOWS WERE ALREADY CROWDING OVER THE HEAP IN THE ROAD AND ONE HORSE RAN OUT ACROSS THE FIELDS HIS HARNESS HANGING TO HIM WOLVES AT HIS HEELS. BUT THE GROOM'S MOVEMENT HAD GIVEN PAVEL AN IDEA. THEY WERE WITHIN A FEW MILES OF THEIR VILLAGE NOW. THE ONLY SLEDGE LEFT OUT OF SIX WAS NOT VERY FAR BEHIND THEM AND PAVEL'S MIDDLE HORSE WAS FAILING. BESIDE A FROZEN POND SOMETHING HAPPENED TO THE OTHER SLEDGE PETER SAW IT PLAINLY. THREE BIG WOLVES GOT ABREAST OF THE HORSES AND THE HORSES WENT CRAZY. THEY TRIED TO JUMP OVER EACH OTHER GOT TANGLED UP IN THE HARNESS AND OVERTURNED THE SLEDGE. THEY STILL COME HE ASKED PETER. YES HOW MANY. TWENTY THIRTY ENOUGH. NOW HIS MIDDLE HORSE WAS BEING ALMOST DRAGGED BY THE OTHER TWO. PAVEL GAVE PETER THE REINS AND STEPPED CAREFULLY INTO THE BACK OF THE SLEDGE. HE CALLED TO THE GROOM THAT THEY MUST LIGHTEN AND POINTED TO THE BRIDE. THE YOUNG MAN CURSED HIM AND HELD HER TIGHTER. PAVEL TRIED TO DRAG HER AWAY IN THE STRUGGLE THE GROOM ROSE. PAVEL KNOCKED HIM OVER THE SIDE OF THE SLEDGE AND THREW THE GIRL AFTER HIM. PETER CROUCHING IN THE FRONT SEAT SAW NOTHING. THE FIRST THING EITHER OF THEM NOTICED WAS A NEW SOUND THAT BROKE INTO THE CLEAR AIR LOUDER THAN THEY HAD EVER HEARD IT BEFORE THE BELL OF THE MONASTERY OF THEIR OWN VILLAGE RINGING FOR EARLY PRAYERS. PAVEL AND PETER DROVE INTO THE VILLAGE ALONE AND THEY HAD BEEN ALONE EVER SINCE. THEY WERE RUN OUT OF THEIR VILLAGE. PAVEL'S OWN MOTHER WOULD NOT LOOK AT HIM. THEY WENT AWAY TO STRANGE TOWNS BUT WHEN PEOPLE LEARNED WHERE THEY CAME FROM THEY WERE ALWAYS ASKED IF THEY KNEW THE TWO MEN WHO HAD FED THE BRIDE TO THE WOLVES. WHEREVER THEY WENT THE STORY FOLLOWED THEM. IT TOOK THEM FIVE YEARS TO SAVE MONEY ENOUGH TO COME TO AMERICA. THEY WORKED IN CHICAGO DES MOINES FORT WAYNE BUT THEY WERE ALWAYS UNFORTUNATE. WHEN PAVEL'S HEALTH GREW SO BAD THEY DECIDED TO TRY FARMING. PAVEL DIED A FEW DAYS AFTER HE UNBURDENED HIS MIND TO MISTER SHIMERDA AND WAS BURIED IN THE NORWEGIAN GRAVEYARD. PETER SOLD OFF EVERYTHING AND LEFT THE COUNTRY WENT TO BE COOK IN A RAILWAY CONSTRUCTION CAMP WHERE GANGS OF RUSSIANS WERE EMPLOYED. AT HIS SALE WE BOUGHT PETER'S WHEELBARROW AND SOME OF HIS HARNESS
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DURING THE AUCTION HE WENT ABOUT WITH HIS HEAD DOWN AND NEVER LIFTED HIS EYES. HE SEEMED NOT TO CARE ABOUT ANYTHING. THE BLACK HAWK MONEY LENDER WHO HELD MORTGAGES ON PETER'S LIVE STOCK WAS THERE AND HE BOUGHT IN THE SALE NOTES AT ABOUT FIFTY CENTS ON THE DOLLAR. EVERY ONE SAID PETER KISSED THE COW BEFORE SHE WAS LED AWAY BY HER NEW OWNER. THE LOSS OF HIS TWO FRIENDS HAD A DEPRESSING EFFECT UPON OLD MISTER SHIMERDA. WHEN HE WAS OUT HUNTING HE USED TO GO INTO THE EMPTY LOG HOUSE AND SIT THERE BROODING. THIS CABIN WAS HIS HERMITAGE UNTIL THE WINTER SNOWS PENNED HIM IN HIS CAVE. FOR ANTONIA AND ME THE STORY OF THE WEDDING PARTY WAS NEVER AT AN END
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THROUGHOUT THIS CENTURY THE POWER OF THE CHURCH WAS CONSTANTLY ON THE INCREASE AND IS VISIBLE IN MANY IMPORTANT CHANGES. THE LAST ARMED STRUGGLE OF DRUIDISM AND THE ONLY INVASION OF IRELAND BY THE ANGLO SAXONS ARE ALSO EVENTS OF THE CIVIL HISTORY OF THE SEVENTH CENTURY. OF THE SCHOOL AND THE SAINTS WE SHALL SPEAK HEREAFTER THE BATTLE DESERVES MORE IMMEDIATE MENTION. NOW THE HY NIAL FAMILY NOT ONLY HAD LONG GIVEN MONARCHS TO ALL IRELAND BUT HAD ALSO THE LION'S SHARE OF THEIR OWN PROVINCE AND KING DONALD AS THEIR HEAD COULD NOT PERMIT THEIR ASCENDENCY TO BE DISPUTED. THE ANCESTORS OF THE PRESENT PRETENDER CONGAL SURNAMED THE SQUINT EYED HAD TWICE RECEIVED AND CHERISHED THE LICENTIOUS BARDS WHEN UNDER THE BAN OF TARA AND HIS POPULARITY WITH THAT STILL POWERFUL ORDER WAS ONE PROP OF HIS AMBITION. IT IS PRETTY CLEAR ALSO THAT THE LAST RALLY OF DRUIDISM AGAINST CHRISTIANITY TOOK PLACE BEHIND HIS BANNER ON THE PLAIN OF MOIRA. CONGAL HAD RECRUITED NUMEROUS BANDS OF SAXONS BRITONS PICTS AND ARGYLE SCOTS WHO POURED INTO THE LARBOURS OF DOWN FOR MONTHS AND WERE MARSHALLED ON THE BANKS OF THE LAGAN TO SUSTAIN HIS CAUSE. THE POETS OF SUCCEEDING AGES HAVE DWELT MUCH IN DETAIL ON THE OCCURRENCES OF THIS MEMORABLE DAY. IT WAS WHAT MIGHT STRICTLY BE CALLED A PITCHED BATTLE TIME AND PLACE BEING FIXED BY MUTUAL AGREEMENT. KING DONALD WAS ACCOMPANIED BY HIS BARD WHO DESCRIBED TO HIM AS THEY CAME IN SIGHT THE SEVERAL STANDARDS OF CONGAL'S HOST AND WHO SERVED UNDER THEM. THE CAUSE OF THE CONSTITUTION AND THE CHURCH PREVAILED AND DRUIDISM MOURNED ITS LAST HOPE EXTINGUISHED ON THE PLAINS OF MOIRA IN THE DEATH OF CONGAL AND THE DEFEAT OF HIS VAST ARMY. KING DONALD RETURNED IN TRIUMPH TO CELEBRATE HIS VICTORY AT EMANIA AND TO RECEIVE THE BENEDICTION OF THE CHURCH AT ARMAGH. LIKE THE TWO KINGS OF SPARTA THEY REIGNED JOINTLY DIVIDING BETWEEN THEM THE LABOURS AND CARES OF STATE. TO HEIGHTEN THE AWFUL SENSE OF INEVITABLE DOOM AN ECLIPSE OF THE SUN OCCURRED CONCURRENTLY WITH THE APPEARANCE OF THE PESTILENCE ON THE FIRST SUNDAY IN MAY. IT WAS THE SEASON WHEN THE ANCIENT SUN GOD HAD BEEN ACCUSTOMED TO RECEIVE HIS ANNUAL OBLATIONS AND WE CAN WELL BELIEVE THAT THOSE WHOSE HEARTS STILL TREMBLED AT THE NAME OF BEL MUST HAVE CONNECTED THE ECLIPSE AND THE PLAGUE WITH THE REVOLUTION IN THE NATIONAL WORSHIP AND THE OVERTHROW OF THE ANCIENT GODS ON THAT PLAIN OF PROSTRATION WHERE THEY HAD SO LONG RECEIVED THE HOMAGE OF AN ENTIRE PEOPLE. AMONG THE VICTIMS OF THIS FEARFUL VISITATION WHICH LIKE THE MODERN CHOLERA SWEPT THROUGH ALL RANKS AND CLASSES OF SOCIETY AND RETURNED IN THE SAME TRACK FOR SEVERAL SUCCESSIVE SEASONS WERE VERY MANY OF THOSE VENERATED MEN THE THIRD AND FOURTH GENERATION OF THE ABBOTS AND BISHOPS. THE MUNSTER KING AND MANY OF THE CHIEFTAIN CLASS SHARED THE COMMON LOT. LASTLY THE ROYAL BROTHERS FELL THEMSELVES VICTIMS TO THE EPIDEMIC WHICH SO SADLY SIGNALIZES THEIR REIGN. THE ONLY CONFLICTS THAT OCCURRED ON IRISH SOIL WITH A PICTISH OR AN ANGLO SAXON FORCE IF WE EXCEPT THOSE WHO FORMED A CONTINGENT OF CONGAL'S ARMY AT MOIRA OCCURRED IN THE TIME OF THE HOSPITABLE FINNACTA. AS LEADING TO THE MENTION OF OTHER INTERESTING EVENTS WE MUST SET THIS INROAD CLEARLY BEFORE THE READER. THE SAXONS HAD NOW BEEN FOR FOUR CENTURIES IN BRITAIN THE OLDER INHABITANTS OF WHICH CELTS LIKE THE GAULS AND IRISH THEY HAD CRUELLY HARASSED JUST AS THE MILESIAN IRISH OPPRESSED THEIR BELGIC PREDECESSORS AND AS THE NORMANS IN TURN WILL BE FOUND OPPRESSING BOTH CELT AND SAXON IN ENGLAND AND IRELAND
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THE SAXONS OF KENT AND THE SOUTHERN KINGDOMS GENERALLY WERE CONVERTED BY MISSIONARIES FROM FRANCE OR ROME OR NATIVE PREACHERS OF THE FIRST OR SECOND CHRISTIAN GENERATION THOSE OF NORTHUMBRIA RECOGNISE AS THEIR APOSTLES SAINT AIDAN AND SAINT CUTHBERT TWO FATHERS FROM IONA. THE KINGDOM OF NORTHUMBRIA AS THE NAME IMPLIES EMBRACED NEARLY ALL THE COUNTRY FROM THE HUMBER TO THE PICTISH BORDER. BEORT LANDED PROBABLY IN THE BOYNE AND SWEPT OVER THE RICH PLAIN OF MEATH WITH FIRE AND SWORD BURNING CHURCHES DRIVING OFF HERDS AND FLOCKS AND SLAUGHTERING THE CLERGY AND THE HUSBANDMEN. THE PIETY OF AN AFTER AGE SAW IN THE RETRIBUTION WHICH OVERTOOK EGFRID THE FOLLOWING YEAR WHEN HE WAS SLAIN BY THE PICTS AND SCOTS THE JUDGMENT OF HEAVEN AVENGING THE UNPROVOKED WRONGS OF THE IRISH. HIS SCOTTISH CONQUERORS RETURNING GOOD FOR EVIL CARRIED HIS BODY TO IONA WHERE IT WAS INTERRED WITH ALL DUE HONOUR. IONA WAS NOW IN THE ZENITH OF ITS GLORY. THE BARREN ROCK ABOUT THREE MILES IN LENGTH WAS COVERED WITH MONASTIC BUILDINGS AND ITS CEMETERY WAS ALREADY ADORNED WITH THE TOMBS OF SAINTS AND KINGS. FIVE SUCCESSORS OF COLUMBKILL SLEPT IN PEACE AROUND THEIR HOLY FOUNDER AND A SIXTH EQUAL IN LEARNING AND SANCTITY TO ANY WHO PRECEDED HIM RECEIVED THE REMAINS OF KING EGFRID FROM THE HANDS OF HIS CONQUERORS. ADAMNAN REGARDED THE FATE OF EGFRID WE MAY BE SURE IN THE LIGHT OF A JUDGMENT ON HIM FOR HIS MISDEEDS AS BEDE AND BRITISH CHRISTIANS VERY GENERALLY DID. HE LEARNED TOO THAT THERE WERE IN NORTHUMBRIA SEVERAL CHRISTIAN CAPTIVES CARRIED OFF IN BEORT'S EXPEDITION AND PROBABLY SOLD INTO SLAVERY. NOW EVERY MISSIONARY THAT EVER WENT OUT FROM IONA HAD TAUGHT THAT TO REDUCE CHRISTIANS TO SLAVERY WAS WHOLLY INCONSISTENT WITH A BELIEF IN THE DOCTRINES OF THE GOSPEL. IN THE SAME SPIRIT ADAMNAN VOLUNTARILY UNDERTOOK A JOURNEY TO YORK WHERE ALDFRID A PRINCE EDUCATED IN IRELAND AND WHOSE ITINERARY OF IRELAND WE STILL HAVE NOW REIGNED. THE ABBOT OF IONA SUCCEEDED IN HIS HUMANE MISSION AND CROSSING OVER TO HIS NATIVE LAND HE RESTORED SIXTY OF THE CAPTIVES TO THEIR HOMES AND KINDRED. WHILE THE LIBERATED EXILES REJOICED ON THE PLAIN OF MEATH THE TENT OF THE ABBOT OF IONA WAS PITCHED ON THE RATH OF TARA A FACT WHICH WOULD SEEM TO INDICATE THAT ALREADY IN LITTLE MORE THAN A CENTURY SINCE THE INTERDICT HAD FALLEN ON IT THE EDIFICES WHICH MADE SO FINE A SHOW IN THE DAYS OF PATRICK WERE RUINED AND UNINHABITABLE. THE MILD MATERNAL GENIUS OF CHRISTIANITY IS FAITHFULLY EXHIBITED IN SUCH A LAW WHICH CONSUMMATES THE GLORY OF THE WORTHY SUCCESSOR OF COLUMBKILL. IT IS CURIOUS HERE TO OBSERVE THAT IT WAS NOT UNTIL ANOTHER HUNDRED YEARS HAD PAST NOT TILL THE BEGINNING OF THE NINTH CENTURY THAT THE CLERGY WERE EXEMPT FROM MILITARY SERVICE. SO SLOW AND PATIENT IS THE PROCESS BY WHICH CHRISTIANITY INFUSES ITSELF INTO THE SOCIAL LIFE OF A CONVERTED PEOPLE. THE ALL POWERFUL INTERCESSOR IN THIS CASE WAS SAINT MOLING OF THE ROYAL HOUSE OF LEINSTER AND BISHOP OF FERNAMORE NOW FERNS. IN THE EARLY PART OF HIS REIGN FINNACTA SEEMS NOT TO HAVE BEEN DISPOSED TO COLLECT THIS INVIDIOUS TAX BY FORCE BUT YIELDING TO OTHER MOTIVES HE AFTERWARDS TOOK A DIFFERENT VIEW OF HIS DUTY AND MARCHED INTO LEINSTER TO COMPEL ITS PAYMENT. HERE THE HOLY PRELATE OF FERNS MET HIM AND RELATED A VISION IN WHICH HE HAD BEEN INSTRUCTED TO DEMAND THE ABOLITION OF THE IMPOST. THE ABOLITION HE CONTENDED SHOULD NOT BE SIMPLY A SUSPENSION BUT FINAL AND FOR EVER. THE TRIBUTE WAS AT THIS PERIOD ENORMOUS FIFTEEN THOUSAND HEAD OF CATTLE ANNUALLY
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ABOLISHED IT WAS AND THOUGH ITS RE ENACTMENT WAS OFTEN ATTEMPTED THE AUTHORITY OF SAINT MOLING'S SOLEMN SETTLEMENT PREVENTED IT FROM BEING RE ENFORCED FOR ANY LENGTH OF TIME EXCEPT AS A POLITICAL OR MILITARY INFLICTION. FINNACTA FELL IN BATTLE IN THE TWENTIETH YEAR OF HIS LONG AND GLORIOUS REIGN AND IS COMMEMORATED AS A SAINT IN THE IRISH CALENDAR. SAINT MOLING SURVIVED HIM THREE YEARS AND SAINT ADAMNAN SO INTIMATELY CONNECTED WITH HIS REIGN TEN YEARS. NOTHING COULD BE MORE NATURAL THAN SUCH AN ASSEMBLY IN SUCH A PLACE AT SUCH A PERIOD. IN EVERY RECORDED INSTANCE THE POWER OF THE CLERGY HAD BEEN OMNIPOTENT IN POLITICS FOR ABOVE A CENTURY
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LibriSpeech-Long
LibriSpeech-Long is a benchmark dataset for long-form speech generation and processing. Released as part of "Long-Form Speech Generation with Spoken Language Models" (arXiv 2024).
Prerequisites
Development
Clone the repo
git clone [email protected]:datasets/ilyakam/librispeech-long && cd librispeech-longActivate the virtual environment:
source .venv/bin/activateInstall dependencies:
uv pip install -r requirements.txtProcess the dataset:
python process.py [SOURCE_ROOT] . --limit-speakersNotes:
- The
SOURCE_ROOTis a folder where you've extracted the dataset containing the splitsdev-clean,dev-other,test-clean, andtest-other. - The optional
--limit-speakersflag will only process the first speaker directory in each split for quick testing.
- The
Copy the metadata to the top of this
README.mdfile.Commit and push the generated
*.parquetfiles and the updatedREADME.mdfile.
Purpose
To migrate the google-deepmind/librispeech-long dataset to Hugging Face datasets.
LibriSpeech-Long (Original)
Download audio, ground-truth transcripts, and per-file durations for all splits (3GB).
This is a benchmark dataset for evaluating long-form variants of speech processing tasks such as speech continuation, speech recognition, and text-to-speech synthesis. It is derived from the LibriSpeech dev and test sets, whose utterances are reprocessed into contiguous examples of up to 4 minutes in length (in the manner of LibriLight's cut_by_vad.py script).
For more details: see "Long-Form Speech Generation with Spoken Language Models" (paper, website).
This is part of a preprint that is work-in-progress; dataset may be subject to change.
Citation
When using this dataset, please cite the associated paper:
@article{park2024long,
author = {Se Jin Park and
Julian Salazar and
Aren Jansen and
Keisuke Kinoshita and
Yong Man Ro and
R. J. Skerry{-}Ryan},
title = {Long-Form Speech Generation with Spoken Language Models},
journal = {CoRR},
volume = {abs/2412.18603},
year = {2024}
}
License and disclaimer
Copyright 2024 DeepMind Technologies Limited
The software and materials, except for the underlying LibriSpeech data, are licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International License (CC-BY). You may obtain a copy of the CC-BY license at: https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/legalcode, or in the LICENSE file.
The materials contain adapted material from the LibriSpeech dataset. LibriSpeech is also licensed under the Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International License (CC-BY). You may obtain a copy of the CC-BY license at: https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/legalcode, or in the LICENSE file. LibriSpeech is available at https://www.openslr.org/12 and created by Vassil Panayotov, Guoguo Chen, Daniel Povey and Sanjeev Khudanpur, pursuant to the paper “LibriSpeech: an ASR corpus based on public domain audio books", ICASSP 2015 (https://ieeexplore.ieee.org/document/7178964).
Unless required by applicable law or agreed to in writing, all software and materials distributed here under the CC-BY licenses are distributed on an "AS IS" BASIS, WITHOUT WARRANTIES OR CONDITIONS OF ANY KIND, either express or implied. See the licenses for the specific language governing permissions and limitations under those licenses.
This is not an official Google product.
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